#16
Uthe efika uSunday, yabe seyizigqibele Ingqondo yam. UXola bendizom dropper ngoba lizmbane elitshisayo. He bought me a new phone, wandenzisa ntloko, bought me and Bhongo clothes, then wandipha R500. Nanso into ebeyazi, R500.
When we got to Shepstone, we went to pick OG up, kwayiwa eShelly, Checkers, for groceries. Umntu ebepusha eyakhe itrolley. My friend was shocked shame ngoba kalok ubhuti wakhe ngulo uligqolo. He was acting all lovey dovey, ndabe mna ndilindele ba nje ahambe. Ebendidikile. I didn't really need a lot of stuff, so I chose ezontwa ntwanana, then bro paid and took us back to our place.
He recited I love you and begged me to value our relationship, meaning ndingamjoleli and that I should tell Mondli to call only when it's Bhongo related, not lena ayenzayo. Ndivumile ke nam, kodwa at the back of my mind bendisithi "uqhunyiwe, ngoba mna andisakufuni."
Uthe ehamba, ndabe sendikwenye ilevel kudikwa. OG sat me down and asked me what was the deal, and I narrated everything to her. Engasayihleki man.
OG:"I told you uyakhaba uXola. He is very short tempered. "
Me:"hay shame, andisamfuni. Ndonele nguye."
OG:"andiku hleki my friend."
Days went by and besekukhona umntu kwenye ikamera. Bekungomnye nje usisi oyinurse. Enganxili man, esenza umhlola. She was nice, esithanda okungathi singabakhe. This other time there was a party kwenye ichommie yakhe ebeyihlala etown. She insisted sihambe naye, and mna I was going to drive for her. Ebeqhuba iYaris ke. We were all dressed up, looking all matured and what what. Xola kept on calling that day and I wasn't taking his calls.
When we got to the party, it was mostly doctors and nurses. Abanye aba bendingaba chani ukuba bazintoni. Portia, introdued us as her kids, samkelwa kakade. They ofered us booze and Portia told me to not go over the limit because am going to be driving. Heeh, kwaske kwahlekwa endlini. One guy emphasised to Portia that indlovu ayisindwa ngumboko wayo, and that I should enjoy as much as I please because liyeza elam ixesha lothenga imoto. Everyone laughed it off and more jokes came. Finally, the braai meat was ready,n so kwaphakwa ke nezo salads zakhona zimnandi. I won't lie, I enjoyed the company. It was chilled man.
Xola, besele exolile, because noOngeziwe ebengazibambi icalls zakhe.
We had fun shame, then pha ngabo 00:00am, we decided to go. Some guy offered to give OG a lift. Ebehamba nge Navara ubhuti soni assumed unemali.
On our way, Portia kept laughing.
Me:"yintoni na sisi?"
Portia:"you saw that guy who was wearing a blue blazer?"
Me:"yes. What's wrong with him?"
Portia:"he asked me to give this to you." I switched on the light and took a quick glance at what Portia was holding. It was a R200 note plus a paper with his digits.
Me:"tell me you are joking."
Portia:"not at all. Mthathe, he is into tenders. Play it safe though, because he is a lady's man. Wena just enjoy the benefits and don't fall for him." Hahahahahahaaha, that was sis Portia for you. She used to advise us. Sithe xa sivelela endlini, sabona imoto eziyi2. It was the Navara ezise uOngeziwe and Xola's car. Hah, hay ke, anindibonanga nina ndisenza iU-turn. Undibuze wancama uPortia. I stopped three streets away.
Portia:'hey, this is Gamalakhe, it's not safe at all. " I briefed her on what was going on and laughed at me.
Portia:"sambe phela, uzoshaywa kudlule."
Me:"NEVER. Asose kalok. " uXola ebezondi khanda straight. Portia called OG and ebevakala ngathi uyakhala. She asked where we were at, and Portia just dropped the call. She made another call and spoke to the person. She told the person she was bringing me then. She took over the wheel and drove back to the same neighbourhood we were at, but to a different house. When we were outside, the same guy who was at the party walked to the car. Portia told me to get off and that the guy will bring me in the morning.
Okay, I wasn't all comfortable with this arrangement, but it was better than being punched. I got off and the guy led the way to his house. Shame, it was nice and cosy. He asked me if I needed anything to drink or eat, and I told him I was fine.
Guy:"my room or the other?" Ndawaqhala onke. Worse, uncumile. Heeeh, yaphambana lena.
Me:"worse, I don't even know your name sowuzondi ncwasa nje."
Guy:'wuoh, chill, I was just kidding. By the way, I am Sbu." Ndimjonge nje, ndacela ikamera yolaka. He showed it to me and brought me one of his t-shirts to sleep on. I checked my phone and Xola ebendicenga ba ndithethe naye, yonke lonto.
That night I slept like a baby, ndavuswa nge breakfast in bed. Mntana bantu ebendiphathele toothbrush entsha, waslap,dawn and deodorant.
Sbu:'I know they are probably not what you use, but ke I had no choice, you know garages only have limited options. I thanked him and went to take a quick bath, then got back and had my breakfast. He lent me his tracksuit. It was baggy, but fashionable. Good thing I had sneackers on the previous night.
Around past 11am, he took me back to my place, wabe esithengele iPizza. Ndifike uPortia noOngeziwe behleli elounge, bebonakala ba badiniwe.
Ongeziwe bekungathi ubethiwe nobethwa.
Me:"and then?"
Portia:" othi ngidle kuqala." I smiled at her and handed her the box of Pizza.
OG:"ingathi ngowu mala nyani uXola."
Me:"ubethwe nguye?"
OG:" ewe, sogqiba ufuna uxelela abazali ba mna ndiyanxila, futhi ndithandana namadoda anemoto." Hahahahahahaaha, andayihleka man. Xola umuncu mos.
Me:"utheni ngam?"
Portia:"that uzomazi." Oh Bawo, ndaqale ndoyika. Just then, kwatsho iknock emnyango. Xasijika, nguXola.
OG:"awutixanga gate?" She whispered. Hay suka, uyayibuza intsente ke lona.
Me:"hey babe." Niyayazi eyokuzi cengela. I went to him, fike ndamncamisa. He kissed me back with a smile. Ubulisile nakwabanye, wabe uOngeziwe ehlinile.
Xola:"ungake ulinge mbtase." Yaphakama lanto, yayozivalela ekameeni yayo. Xola suggested we go to my room and I hesitantly agreed. Oko nje endijongile, engathethi.
He started kissing me, ha nam ndavuma. He asked me to take off the clothes I was wearing because ziyambhora and I did. Hay ke, lwaqala udaba lomntu ongafuni condom. Hay, mna ibindixaka into ka Xola. It made me think ufuna undimithisa. We debated, kwagqibela yena because uvele wangena and started moving. Yhooo, I was enjoying every second of it. Ebendipha kamnandi hay kancinci. Undigqibe ngondibeka on the edge of the bed. That's my weakest point. I don't know how many times I came, but it was more than once.
After our steamy session, he made me lay on him. He had his hands around me.
Xola:"kuthethwa njani nawe Yonela? "
Me:"utsho njani ke bhuti?"
Xola:"ulale phi?"
Me:"hay ke babe, if uzele uchuku, uphume ngalamnyango ungene ngawo. Andiyithethi ke eyokundi betha yona."
Xola:"heeh, tshisa Yonela, ikutye kamnandi mos le chap."
Me:"you know what, voetsek. Voetsek Xola. Haibo, kwacaca nje ukuba andizo konwaba nguwe. Hay, man." Uphakamile wathatha okuth yena, wanxiba. Before aphuma uthicile wathi "kudala ndikubona ba usisifebe man."
Me:"utsho kunyoko kanjalo." Yho, ndazisola ba bendimphendulelani. I was getting up ndizonxiba nam. Ndizibone ndisebhedini, ndibanjwe sisiyezi. Xola azange wandiqhwaba kanjalo before, but today, hay ebendibonisa ubuyena. Esogqiba, umbharhaze ucango, wahamba.
NDive ngo Ongeziwe enishukumisa.
OG:"hee mfo, beuyi mpama eyo? Ndiyive ndingaphaya ekamereni?"
Monday, 8 June 2015
Sunday, 7 June 2015
#15
It was friday, ndiyolanda Results, then Monday kuzoba yiRegistration. Ndivukele ke, nawo wonke umthwalo wam, ngoba bendixokile ekhaya ndathi ndonqena ukwehla ndisonyuka. Little did they know ukuba mna ndizoziyela eDurban kuXola. Him and I were in good terms. We were past the Mondli thing an Mondli still called afune ukwazi ukuba ndiphi, ndenzani oku ngathi mna naye siyajola. Besendiyamkele shame impatho yakhe and I saw it fit ba ndivele ndenze ngalendlela imonwabisayo, otherwise ndizothukwa ngazo zonke.
Luckily, I had passed. My lowest mark was a 59% and the rest above 60%. OG naye bepase kakuhle. From campus, I went to drop off some of my stuff endlini, then ndayogibela ezase Durban. Xola undiyale ba ndizogila njani ukuya kuye endlini. Uthena yindlela yoziqhelisa ukuya apho ahlala khona incase he can't pick me up. Ndifike ebukele iTV, eqimbileu. Ayanda ebengekho esemntwini wakhe, so it was just us. Nibe aware ke ukuba eyam iphone ihlala kusilent. I did that because I knew Mondli angandifaka engxakini, engana smilo nje.
Later on that night, we did the deed, after a fight of course, because bhuti didn't want us using protection and mna bendinga zingeni, but I finally won the fight. Ndilale esifubeni somntu wam, kumnandi, ndilibele nangabo Mondli bakhona.
I woke up in the middle of the night, ndiphethwe ngumchamo and I noticed umntu wam ebengekho secaleni kwam. I wore my robe, ndaya ebathroom, from there ndayojonga elounge. Ndifike ehleli, ejamele into eningayaziyo. Andisithi, phambi kwakhe, gqi ngephone yam. Hay ke, ndiyanyeleka kengok. Andisena privacy na ngoku?
Me:"hay, uyayibaxa kengoku mfondini."
Xola:"huh, ndiyayibaxa?"
Me:"ewe haibo. You are invading my privacy." Bendimince inyani le. Iphakamile lanto, yeza kum, mna ndabuyela umva.
Xola:"undenza ikaka Yonela and namhlanje uzondichazela ba ingxaki yakho iphi. Yintoni, andikuphi kakuhle? Andiku beji? Huh, yintoni le ongayifumaniyo apha kum, eyenza uyifune kwamanye amadoda? Huh, ufuna umitha futhi? Ungandiyeki nje ndikutye raw?"
Me:"look, I don't know what you are talking about, but mna ndikhathele and am going back to bed." Ndatsho ndaguquka, ndajolisa umbombo wam ekamereni. Ndithe ndiyeva iyazi hleka hlekisa le inguXola. Heh, anina picture, andimincanga man, ndenze umhlola.
Ndithe ndiyeva iyeza le inguXola, nako kemna ndibaleka ndiziqhusheka ebhedini. Ufike waonsa ezongubo wazilahlela le. Ndathi ndijonge eyo, waphuma wayovulela radio kutop, yagqumza, wabuya wazovala mnyango waseeamereni, wawutixa. Hay ke, ndaqala ndothuka.
Xola:"Yonela, are you still dating Bhongo's father? " ndanyikinya intloko. "Ngubani omnye okufonela nge private number ngaphandle kwahwe?" Ndaphinda ndanyikinya intloko. "Ndixelele ke tandwa sam, yintoni le niyincokola everyday for ixesha elide kangaka?" Ndithe ndisayinyikinya lontloko futhi, yangena impama. Andothuka man. "Ndiyabuza Yonela."
Me:"u- ena, yho, yima." Yangena eyesibini. Ebengaphole man, ubungasoe utsho ukuba nguye lona undibethayo. "Sundenza ikaka Yonela. " eh, ndike ndamtuwa nini sekesithi ndimenza ikaka nje.? Ndiyivile ba iyandivuka iCheecky and ngamandla.
Me:"yazi, kunalena uyenzayo, ngcono uvele undilahle."
Xola:"ubone ba awuzisoli, awukhali nokhala. Andizohlilwa nguwe mna Yonela. Uyabona ke sisi, ndizoku lungisa. Kona, ngubani uMzi.MNSPLTY? Huh? Kumnandi kuwe, ujola nakwa Masipala." Mxm, ndizithulele nje ndangake nditsho ukumphendula. I could see ba ifuna ukundihamba ngesbhaxu le chap, but ikhona lento imnqandayo. Ebengeno vulela iradio kangaka kanti uzondethusa nje kuphela. Ebenxibe itrack pants. Ukuphe iphone yam empokothweni, wayidibanisa nodonga. Yhooo, uyibhude apho. Andimthukanga man, kanti andazanga. Undilande ngenqindi ezansi kwebele ndawuva uqhawuka umphefumlo.
Xola:"ungakhe ulinge undiqhele mna." Uvulile emnyango, wayocima iradio. Ubuye ndisagobe lanto indala. "Gibela ebhedini ndizoku rubber mntu wam." Rhaa, nithi uyaziva nje. Ndimjonge ngelenkomo ndiziva ba iinyembezi zikufuphi. "Next time, andizodlala nawe. Ungade ukhale ke love, andika kwenzi nto, bendisaku qondisa izigweqe ezi unazo. Hlukana nezinto ezizosi xabanisa. You are in a relationship with me and I am in a relationship with you." I kept quiet, ndangena ezingubeni ndazegquma. Hay shame, at this point, I preferred Mondli. ?
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It was friday, ndiyolanda Results, then Monday kuzoba yiRegistration. Ndivukele ke, nawo wonke umthwalo wam, ngoba bendixokile ekhaya ndathi ndonqena ukwehla ndisonyuka. Little did they know ukuba mna ndizoziyela eDurban kuXola. Him and I were in good terms. We were past the Mondli thing an Mondli still called afune ukwazi ukuba ndiphi, ndenzani oku ngathi mna naye siyajola. Besendiyamkele shame impatho yakhe and I saw it fit ba ndivele ndenze ngalendlela imonwabisayo, otherwise ndizothukwa ngazo zonke.
Luckily, I had passed. My lowest mark was a 59% and the rest above 60%. OG naye bepase kakuhle. From campus, I went to drop off some of my stuff endlini, then ndayogibela ezase Durban. Xola undiyale ba ndizogila njani ukuya kuye endlini. Uthena yindlela yoziqhelisa ukuya apho ahlala khona incase he can't pick me up. Ndifike ebukele iTV, eqimbileu. Ayanda ebengekho esemntwini wakhe, so it was just us. Nibe aware ke ukuba eyam iphone ihlala kusilent. I did that because I knew Mondli angandifaka engxakini, engana smilo nje.
Later on that night, we did the deed, after a fight of course, because bhuti didn't want us using protection and mna bendinga zingeni, but I finally won the fight. Ndilale esifubeni somntu wam, kumnandi, ndilibele nangabo Mondli bakhona.
I woke up in the middle of the night, ndiphethwe ngumchamo and I noticed umntu wam ebengekho secaleni kwam. I wore my robe, ndaya ebathroom, from there ndayojonga elounge. Ndifike ehleli, ejamele into eningayaziyo. Andisithi, phambi kwakhe, gqi ngephone yam. Hay ke, ndiyanyeleka kengok. Andisena privacy na ngoku?
Me:"hay, uyayibaxa kengoku mfondini."
Xola:"huh, ndiyayibaxa?"
Me:"ewe haibo. You are invading my privacy." Bendimince inyani le. Iphakamile lanto, yeza kum, mna ndabuyela umva.
Xola:"undenza ikaka Yonela and namhlanje uzondichazela ba ingxaki yakho iphi. Yintoni, andikuphi kakuhle? Andiku beji? Huh, yintoni le ongayifumaniyo apha kum, eyenza uyifune kwamanye amadoda? Huh, ufuna umitha futhi? Ungandiyeki nje ndikutye raw?"
Me:"look, I don't know what you are talking about, but mna ndikhathele and am going back to bed." Ndatsho ndaguquka, ndajolisa umbombo wam ekamereni. Ndithe ndiyeva iyazi hleka hlekisa le inguXola. Heh, anina picture, andimincanga man, ndenze umhlola.
Ndithe ndiyeva iyeza le inguXola, nako kemna ndibaleka ndiziqhusheka ebhedini. Ufike waonsa ezongubo wazilahlela le. Ndathi ndijonge eyo, waphuma wayovulela radio kutop, yagqumza, wabuya wazovala mnyango waseeamereni, wawutixa. Hay ke, ndaqala ndothuka.
Xola:"Yonela, are you still dating Bhongo's father? " ndanyikinya intloko. "Ngubani omnye okufonela nge private number ngaphandle kwahwe?" Ndaphinda ndanyikinya intloko. "Ndixelele ke tandwa sam, yintoni le niyincokola everyday for ixesha elide kangaka?" Ndithe ndisayinyikinya lontloko futhi, yangena impama. Andothuka man. "Ndiyabuza Yonela."
Me:"u- ena, yho, yima." Yangena eyesibini. Ebengaphole man, ubungasoe utsho ukuba nguye lona undibethayo. "Sundenza ikaka Yonela. " eh, ndike ndamtuwa nini sekesithi ndimenza ikaka nje.? Ndiyivile ba iyandivuka iCheecky and ngamandla.
Me:"yazi, kunalena uyenzayo, ngcono uvele undilahle."
Xola:"ubone ba awuzisoli, awukhali nokhala. Andizohlilwa nguwe mna Yonela. Uyabona ke sisi, ndizoku lungisa. Kona, ngubani uMzi.MNSPLTY? Huh? Kumnandi kuwe, ujola nakwa Masipala." Mxm, ndizithulele nje ndangake nditsho ukumphendula. I could see ba ifuna ukundihamba ngesbhaxu le chap, but ikhona lento imnqandayo. Ebengeno vulela iradio kangaka kanti uzondethusa nje kuphela. Ebenxibe itrack pants. Ukuphe iphone yam empokothweni, wayidibanisa nodonga. Yhooo, uyibhude apho. Andimthukanga man, kanti andazanga. Undilande ngenqindi ezansi kwebele ndawuva uqhawuka umphefumlo.
Xola:"ungakhe ulinge undiqhele mna." Uvulile emnyango, wayocima iradio. Ubuye ndisagobe lanto indala. "Gibela ebhedini ndizoku rubber mntu wam." Rhaa, nithi uyaziva nje. Ndimjonge ngelenkomo ndiziva ba iinyembezi zikufuphi. "Next time, andizodlala nawe. Ungade ukhale ke love, andika kwenzi nto, bendisaku qondisa izigweqe ezi unazo. Hlukana nezinto ezizosi xabanisa. You are in a relationship with me and I am in a relationship with you." I kept quiet, ndangena ezingubeni ndazegquma. Hay shame, at this point, I preferred Mondli. ?
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#14
It was Thursday and besigoduka. Xola is from Kokstad ke yena, so siphume nge Shepstone because he was first going to drop me off at home, then head off kowabo. He made me drive all the way and I was all to glad. Ebezondi ahiya estopin. Before he left, he handed me some cash, R500. Hehehe, kuya bhejwa la. I thanked my boo and walked home. My parents were all too happy to see me. Yhu, umntu ebezoyihlala into emakhaya.
My boy was growing, ehlupha at that and hay, ebengu Mondli ezihlalele and I won't lie, it made me happy.
Being home was great shame, I enjoyed spending time with Bhongo and Xola called everyday. Competition was tight between Xola and Mondli, when it comes to calling.
It was the 15th of September and I was going to Kokstad, to see Ongeziwe, so mommy lent me her car. I made sure I dressed Bhongo up to point because Xola ebezobakhona, other thing, besecathula noko.
Sithe sigqitha eMagusheni, wabe ekobude ubuthongo owam umntwana. I met Ongeziwe near KFC, from there, saya kowabo. Bebehlala ngase St Patrick's College. Her mom was a nurse, and her dad a police officer. Xola car was parked outside the gate, eyame kwi bonnet. When he saw us, he came running, wafika wavula ngasemva and took a sleeping Bhongo from his car seat. Awooooh, mntwana wam vuke ngesi krakrayo isikhalo esi. I was about to take him from Xola, but he refused. Umcengile ke, wade wathula. The sight of Xola calming my baby down was priceless. Ongeziwe helped me take his things from the car, sahamba saya endlini. Luckily, the parents were not home, bebese zilalini, eBhetshwane.
Xola and Bhongo were already best buddies. OG and I kept taking pictures. Ebendenzela iintloni ke owam umntwana ngoba ebemosha man. Around lunch time, Xola suggested we go buy food kungaphekwa. He gave me his debit card, wathi ndihambe no OG with his car. OG and I opted for Tiago's. After that, we headed back.
Xola was a bit offish man and I tried ignoring it, but it was difficult. I helped Ongeziwe dish up, then served Xola.
Xola:"kuphi okuka Bhongo?"
Me:"uzotya nam." Hay ke, waphakama Bhongo uXola baya ekamereni yakhe. Sisale sijamelene sino mhlobo wam.
OG:"umenze ntoni?"
Me:"I wish I knew. Oko sibuye enjena." OG shook her head at me.
Me:"hee mfo, iphi iphone yam?" Last time I had it was when I was taking pictures of Xola and Bhongo. OG buzzed it, yaringa. Siyifune ilounge yonke, saya nase kitchen.
Ingqondo ibiqala ubuya ke ngoku.
OG:"are you thinking what am thinking?
Me:"please don't go there." Bendothukile nyani ke ngoku.
OG:"Do you have any secrets in it?"
Me:"undibuza inqalo nawe. What if uMondli called? Yhu, mna ndiyamoyika ubhuti wakho."
OG:"akanokwenza nto ndikhona. Go get your phone." I slowly walked to Xola's bedroom, ndafike ndakoba nje. Bendisoyika nongena.
Me:"babe?" Waske wonyusa intloko wandijonga, and said nothing. "Is my phone with you? " wayikhomba ngentloko. UBoy ebelele ecaleni kwayo, efake umnwe emlonyeni. He lookes so cute. Ok, into inje, for me to go get my phone, I have to go past Xola, and by the looks of things, he was furious.
Me:"baby, what's wrong? "
Xola:"nothing Yonela. Qhubekeka nje wena undenza isibhanxa sakho. Azange uthi kum wohlukene nala chap eyakumithisayo?" Yho, ndakhamisa. "Ndiyabuza man."
Me:'baby what are you talking about?"
Xola:"sundenza isibhanxa ngoba uzoziqhwabisa ngam Yonela. Sundenza imoffie yeva." Yho, nditsho noMondli wayenga qhelanga kundi hli n ela kanje.
Me:"uxolo babe."
Xola:"you know what, sizophinde siyithethe lena yona into. Kodwa uyandiqhela mfondini. Hay uyandinyela. Xa kucaca ba ufuna iphone, kutheni ungatsho kum, kwacaca nje ukuba ndizokufonela kwi phone zamanye amadoda? Yikaka le undenza yona. Kona, ubuyondi xelela nini ukuba niya fonelana." Ndathula kemna. "Mandi ngathethi ndodwa yonela." Yhoo, ndazithulela futhi. Andimazi ba usukume nini, wafika nini kum, kowa ndimve sele endibambe apha kwij love handles, endi qinisile. Xa ndiqala ngathi ndiyakhwaza, andiqinise kakhulu, athi ndivusa umntwana. Iinyembezi besele ziziphumela, nalo mifinya na. Uthena endiyeka, ndabe ndiphelelwe ngumoya.
Xola:"sundenza ikaka Yonela." Bendinga phenduli nenye, ndizivalele umlomo. Beku nge buhlungu man apha ebendi bambe khona, I was sure ndi green. He opened his closet, waphutha phutha into endi ngayaziyo. He finally got what he was looking for, weza kum, fike wandinyusa itop ebendiyi nxibile, then applied the ointment he had. Isingqala besizenzela apha kum. Uphumile, wabuya namanzi and gave me pain tablets. Kunani na ba axolise uXola. UVele sekesithi mandiyohlamba ubuso, ndizilungise, yena he is going to get his cousin.
Whilst freshening up, OG came in.
OG:"eeh, ubethiwe na chommie? "
Me:"mxm, yinja ubhuti wakho."
OG:"ukwenze ntoni?" I lifted up my top and she cringed. "Ured my friend. It will definitely be green. Kwenzeke ntoni kanti L"
Me:"I'm not sure, but I think Mondli called. Yhuu, chommie, knowing uMondli, I'm sure uxokile noxoka. Akanokwata kangaka uXola for into encinci."
OG:"bonga nje ukuba engaku bhethanga."
Me:"eh, uyabetha na?"
OG:"heh, uyokukhaba unye uXola xa ungena ngqondo." Iyhoo, ndaze ndazifaka ku Golliath. I finished freshening up and packed Bhongo's things, then went to put them in the car. Xola ufikile necousin yakhe. Yona ibizo qhuba moto kaXola, whilst Xola endi qhubela ekamama. The ride home was tense man. Bendimqumbele, kakhulu.
Xola:'I'm sorry my love. It's just that I don't like sharing, and la ntwana indinyele man." Heh, ndimjonge nje.
Xola:"I'm sorry love."
Me:"kengok xa ekugezele, why ungabi ngu somandla kuye? Uligwala man, uyinja. And ke nansi into omawuyazi, andizuba ligubu lakho mna. Nditsho notaka Bhongo azange wandibeka sandla. Seku-"
Xola:"Ndiyakukhuza yonela. Suthetha nje ngoba ezinye izinto ozithethayo ngoku, akuzizo."
Me:"mxm. " Unyikinye nje intloko, ndabe ndimbona ba uyafa ngumsindo. Just then, my phone rang, kuyi private number. Besendiyazi ukuba ngubani, and bendingazoyi phendula, but Xola insisted I do.
Ndicofe ucancel, sogqiba ndayibbeka endlebeni ndazi sabelisisa. I knew Mondli was going to give me hell, noXola naye aphinde abe yenye ingxaki. Yhu, Mondli called again, ndaphinda eso sika cancel isehlo.
Xola:"ave uzixelela ba une timing. Kutheni uzi ropper nje ezo calls mntu wam?" Yhu, I felt like dying. Xa ndimba ngekona yelihlo, akancumanga man, ingathi ubekelwe. Ndizifakele phone yam kusilent, ndazithulela.
Ekugqibeleni, sifikile ekhaya, uXola wajika nomzala wakhe estopini. Ndifike abazali bengekho, kukhona uAunty kuphela. I took Bhongo to his cot because he was in dream land. Bediniwe shame umntana wam.
I checked my phone, yabe inenqwaba yemissed calls ze private number. Ndithe ndisahleka leyo, yabonisa I-incoming call from private number again.
Me:"awuncami."
Mondli:"fokkof wena sfebe. Ungijwayela kabi yazi, ufeba nengane yami. Uyangifebela Yonela mdidi wakho. Ungijwayela igolo wena. Uyangixhaphela msunu."
Me:"unomntu wakho and you-"
Mondli:"ngiyaphuma la wena and uzongazi."
Me:"ok, can't wait,." He chuckled, sarcastically, ndabe ndiphole ngaphakathi. Undithuke washiya azilibeleyo.
It was Thursday and besigoduka. Xola is from Kokstad ke yena, so siphume nge Shepstone because he was first going to drop me off at home, then head off kowabo. He made me drive all the way and I was all to glad. Ebezondi ahiya estopin. Before he left, he handed me some cash, R500. Hehehe, kuya bhejwa la. I thanked my boo and walked home. My parents were all too happy to see me. Yhu, umntu ebezoyihlala into emakhaya.
My boy was growing, ehlupha at that and hay, ebengu Mondli ezihlalele and I won't lie, it made me happy.
Being home was great shame, I enjoyed spending time with Bhongo and Xola called everyday. Competition was tight between Xola and Mondli, when it comes to calling.
It was the 15th of September and I was going to Kokstad, to see Ongeziwe, so mommy lent me her car. I made sure I dressed Bhongo up to point because Xola ebezobakhona, other thing, besecathula noko.
Sithe sigqitha eMagusheni, wabe ekobude ubuthongo owam umntwana. I met Ongeziwe near KFC, from there, saya kowabo. Bebehlala ngase St Patrick's College. Her mom was a nurse, and her dad a police officer. Xola car was parked outside the gate, eyame kwi bonnet. When he saw us, he came running, wafika wavula ngasemva and took a sleeping Bhongo from his car seat. Awooooh, mntwana wam vuke ngesi krakrayo isikhalo esi. I was about to take him from Xola, but he refused. Umcengile ke, wade wathula. The sight of Xola calming my baby down was priceless. Ongeziwe helped me take his things from the car, sahamba saya endlini. Luckily, the parents were not home, bebese zilalini, eBhetshwane.
Xola and Bhongo were already best buddies. OG and I kept taking pictures. Ebendenzela iintloni ke owam umntwana ngoba ebemosha man. Around lunch time, Xola suggested we go buy food kungaphekwa. He gave me his debit card, wathi ndihambe no OG with his car. OG and I opted for Tiago's. After that, we headed back.
Xola was a bit offish man and I tried ignoring it, but it was difficult. I helped Ongeziwe dish up, then served Xola.
Xola:"kuphi okuka Bhongo?"
Me:"uzotya nam." Hay ke, waphakama Bhongo uXola baya ekamereni yakhe. Sisale sijamelene sino mhlobo wam.
OG:"umenze ntoni?"
Me:"I wish I knew. Oko sibuye enjena." OG shook her head at me.
Me:"hee mfo, iphi iphone yam?" Last time I had it was when I was taking pictures of Xola and Bhongo. OG buzzed it, yaringa. Siyifune ilounge yonke, saya nase kitchen.
Ingqondo ibiqala ubuya ke ngoku.
OG:"are you thinking what am thinking?
Me:"please don't go there." Bendothukile nyani ke ngoku.
OG:"Do you have any secrets in it?"
Me:"undibuza inqalo nawe. What if uMondli called? Yhu, mna ndiyamoyika ubhuti wakho."
OG:"akanokwenza nto ndikhona. Go get your phone." I slowly walked to Xola's bedroom, ndafike ndakoba nje. Bendisoyika nongena.
Me:"babe?" Waske wonyusa intloko wandijonga, and said nothing. "Is my phone with you? " wayikhomba ngentloko. UBoy ebelele ecaleni kwayo, efake umnwe emlonyeni. He lookes so cute. Ok, into inje, for me to go get my phone, I have to go past Xola, and by the looks of things, he was furious.
Me:"baby, what's wrong? "
Xola:"nothing Yonela. Qhubekeka nje wena undenza isibhanxa sakho. Azange uthi kum wohlukene nala chap eyakumithisayo?" Yho, ndakhamisa. "Ndiyabuza man."
Me:'baby what are you talking about?"
Xola:"sundenza isibhanxa ngoba uzoziqhwabisa ngam Yonela. Sundenza imoffie yeva." Yho, nditsho noMondli wayenga qhelanga kundi hli n ela kanje.
Me:"uxolo babe."
Xola:"you know what, sizophinde siyithethe lena yona into. Kodwa uyandiqhela mfondini. Hay uyandinyela. Xa kucaca ba ufuna iphone, kutheni ungatsho kum, kwacaca nje ukuba ndizokufonela kwi phone zamanye amadoda? Yikaka le undenza yona. Kona, ubuyondi xelela nini ukuba niya fonelana." Ndathula kemna. "Mandi ngathethi ndodwa yonela." Yhoo, ndazithulela futhi. Andimazi ba usukume nini, wafika nini kum, kowa ndimve sele endibambe apha kwij love handles, endi qinisile. Xa ndiqala ngathi ndiyakhwaza, andiqinise kakhulu, athi ndivusa umntwana. Iinyembezi besele ziziphumela, nalo mifinya na. Uthena endiyeka, ndabe ndiphelelwe ngumoya.
Xola:"sundenza ikaka Yonela." Bendinga phenduli nenye, ndizivalele umlomo. Beku nge buhlungu man apha ebendi bambe khona, I was sure ndi green. He opened his closet, waphutha phutha into endi ngayaziyo. He finally got what he was looking for, weza kum, fike wandinyusa itop ebendiyi nxibile, then applied the ointment he had. Isingqala besizenzela apha kum. Uphumile, wabuya namanzi and gave me pain tablets. Kunani na ba axolise uXola. UVele sekesithi mandiyohlamba ubuso, ndizilungise, yena he is going to get his cousin.
Whilst freshening up, OG came in.
OG:"eeh, ubethiwe na chommie? "
Me:"mxm, yinja ubhuti wakho."
OG:"ukwenze ntoni?" I lifted up my top and she cringed. "Ured my friend. It will definitely be green. Kwenzeke ntoni kanti L"
Me:"I'm not sure, but I think Mondli called. Yhuu, chommie, knowing uMondli, I'm sure uxokile noxoka. Akanokwata kangaka uXola for into encinci."
OG:"bonga nje ukuba engaku bhethanga."
Me:"eh, uyabetha na?"
OG:"heh, uyokukhaba unye uXola xa ungena ngqondo." Iyhoo, ndaze ndazifaka ku Golliath. I finished freshening up and packed Bhongo's things, then went to put them in the car. Xola ufikile necousin yakhe. Yona ibizo qhuba moto kaXola, whilst Xola endi qhubela ekamama. The ride home was tense man. Bendimqumbele, kakhulu.
Xola:'I'm sorry my love. It's just that I don't like sharing, and la ntwana indinyele man." Heh, ndimjonge nje.
Xola:"I'm sorry love."
Me:"kengok xa ekugezele, why ungabi ngu somandla kuye? Uligwala man, uyinja. And ke nansi into omawuyazi, andizuba ligubu lakho mna. Nditsho notaka Bhongo azange wandibeka sandla. Seku-"
Xola:"Ndiyakukhuza yonela. Suthetha nje ngoba ezinye izinto ozithethayo ngoku, akuzizo."
Me:"mxm. " Unyikinye nje intloko, ndabe ndimbona ba uyafa ngumsindo. Just then, my phone rang, kuyi private number. Besendiyazi ukuba ngubani, and bendingazoyi phendula, but Xola insisted I do.
Ndicofe ucancel, sogqiba ndayibbeka endlebeni ndazi sabelisisa. I knew Mondli was going to give me hell, noXola naye aphinde abe yenye ingxaki. Yhu, Mondli called again, ndaphinda eso sika cancel isehlo.
Xola:"ave uzixelela ba une timing. Kutheni uzi ropper nje ezo calls mntu wam?" Yhu, I felt like dying. Xa ndimba ngekona yelihlo, akancumanga man, ingathi ubekelwe. Ndizifakele phone yam kusilent, ndazithulela.
Ekugqibeleni, sifikile ekhaya, uXola wajika nomzala wakhe estopini. Ndifike abazali bengekho, kukhona uAunty kuphela. I took Bhongo to his cot because he was in dream land. Bediniwe shame umntana wam.
I checked my phone, yabe inenqwaba yemissed calls ze private number. Ndithe ndisahleka leyo, yabonisa I-incoming call from private number again.
Me:"awuncami."
Mondli:"fokkof wena sfebe. Ungijwayela kabi yazi, ufeba nengane yami. Uyangifebela Yonela mdidi wakho. Ungijwayela igolo wena. Uyangixhaphela msunu."
Me:"unomntu wakho and you-"
Mondli:"ngiyaphuma la wena and uzongazi."
Me:"ok, can't wait,." He chuckled, sarcastically, ndabe ndiphole ngaphakathi. Undithuke washiya azilibeleyo.
Saturday, 6 June 2015
#13
Shame, uzondizoba lomfana ngoba mna ndiyagqibelisa ukulibeka apha. We slept ke, oko endibambile, ndabe mna ndidikwe ndiyinto endinga yaziyo.
The next morning I woke up and got ready to leave. He asked me to wait till lunch, he was going to drive me home. I agreed ngoba hay, indaba ye public transport iphide ibhore..
Ndithe ndisahleli ndilinde uXola, I received a call from a private Number. At first I was hesitant on whether to answer it or not, but eventually picked it up. To say I was shocked, would be an understatement. I don't know why, but the guy still had an effect on me and I hated it. I wanted to forget him, boy, wanted my heart to forget him. Yes, he was my baby daddy, but come on, the guy played me. He played with my feelings and broke my heart. As for wasting my time, no, he didn't. Any woman who claims a man has wasted her time, is definitely losing the plot. The very same person you claim has wasted your time is the ame person who made you laugh and cry, the same person who made you feel all those feelings you felt. The very same person who gave you his time, the very same person who gave you an additional experience at life. Without him you wouldn't be where you at. You wouldn't have learnt non of the thins you have learnt whilst with him in your life.
Yes, Mondli was my lesson at life. And shame, he gave me a son. One beautiful and handsome son at that.
Okay, back to the phone call. Mondli was being the all-ever-so-sweet Mondli, asking how me and Bhongo were and if I was still receiving Bhongo's monthly allowance and mine. I told him yeah, I was receiving Bhongo's allowance.
Mondli: "how much is it?"
Me:"yile uyazi iyiyo."
Mondli:"R3500?".. Hay, ndothuka.
Me:"uxolo kodwa andiyazi le uyithethayo."
Mondli:"what do you mean?"
Me:"first time I received R2000 and then imane ibayi R1000 or less." Heeh, ndamva ezihlekisa and ngathi he was cursing to himself. "No need to be all worked up because vele asiyidingi lomali yakho, ekhaya bamenzela everything. "
Mondli:"That's my son too Yonela."
Me:"that, he will decide when he grows up. " ndamva ehlekela phansi.
Mondli:"Don't you dare." heyake, iyandiqhela kengok le one.
Me:"look I have to go. "
Mondli:"I am not yet done talking to you. " hay, mandoyiswe.
Me:" well, mina I am." Yazihlekisa futhi le chap.
Mondli:"mxm, give my son the phone."
Me:"andikho sekhaya."
Mondli:"weYonela, ukuphi?"
Me:"not that it's any of your business, but I am in Durban." I am sure a lot was going on in his mind, because he went quiet for a while there.
Mondli:"uyajola Yonela?.
Me:"wena, uyajola?"
Mondli:"Don't patronise me. Don't you dare patronise me."
Me:"ungakhe ulinge kalok, tshii. Sekutheni na ngok?" I head him pull a long breathe.
Mondli:"You know what, I will let this one slide. I don't even want to know that Mac, because, when I do, you will know the real Mondli. Now, pack all your shit there and call Sthe to come pick you up wherever you are. "
Me:"First of all who said am at a guy's place, secondly, who said I needed someone to come pick me up, and lastly,ungena phi ebomini bam? Look, you had your chance with me, and you blew it. You made me your other woman and lied to me all throughout the shit I assumed was a legit relationship. I owe you no explanation on how I live my life, now please, stop trying to interfere. And also, don't ever call me again, and tell your bitch I don't want the money. Yes, I know she is the one who has been making the transactions. I don't want your money, and most of all, I want absolutely nothing to do with you. My son and I are doing just great, and when I feel he needs a daddy figure besides my father, I will sure as hell get him one, one that won't be you at that." I did not wait for him to respond, I dropped the call and took one long breathe. I was shocked at myself. I never knew I had it in me, especially when it comes to Mondli. Thank God he was behind bars, otherwise he would be hunting me down. Yhu, ndiyamoyika kalok.
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Xola fike ndisenomsindo, and all I could think of was doing something that would get Mondli out of my whole system. I started kissing Xola, and boy, was he stunned. I pulled him to the couch, and made him sit,whilst I straddled him. Wait, was that really me? The make out session was way too steamy. He lifted me up and carried me to the door, then locked.
Xola:" Remember I have a flatmate. " He said that in a husky voice. He walked us to the kitchen, not breaking the lip war we were having. He placed me on the counter and got rid of my clothes, going down on me. Yhooo, Mondli was the one who had introduced me to this. He had actually introduced me to a lot of things. Damn, why am I even thinking of him? I switched my mind back to the great feeling of pleasure I was experiencing. The things Xola was doing to me were out of this world. They were not "Mondli" perfect, but they were great. His tongue and finger were doing wanders. I felt myself enter a different sphere. I saw black and shiny stars. The more I pressed my eyelids together, the more pleasure I felt. My head went all whoozey and my body was on full vibration. I felt my body go into shock, and that's when all my juices came out flooding. Xola licked me clean and when I opened my eyes, he was standing there, staring with one hell of a massive smile. All I could do was mime a "THANK YOU." Shame, he had paid for the horrible sex sessions we had.
Xola:"let me take you to bed, am sure you tired." I smiled shyly. Yes he had taken all my energy and left me exhausted.
Me:"and I wouldn't mind if we tried the real thing too." I felt him tense up. He stopped in his tracks and looked at me. "Maybe next time you come visit me. " He said it in a low voice. Like hell was I going to wait for that long. No weapon formed against me shall prosper, and I was going to show his little witch who I am. I .As soon as he exited the bedroom to go get my clothes, I got up, wrapped a towel on my body and started raiding the closet. Uthe endibuza ukuba ndenza ntoni, ndazi valela owam umlomo. I took out all of the witches belongings and kicked them out the room. Funny, how stunned he was. I closed the bedroom door and pulled him towards the bed.
Me:"now, you are going to fuck me. Not make love, but fuck me, and should you dare think of her, uzondazi." Nigger was shocked. I saw the way he was looking at me, and shame, was I not going to entertain him. I needed to be shagged. Kwakunini kalok ngoko. I noticed he was full of doubt, but I cared less. I opened my legs for him and he positioned himself. He had a hard on already, but started with t be foreplay. As much as I appreciated the whole foreplay ish, I needed him inside me. My hand went for his gun and I started playing with it. I won't lie, I was surprised at my sudden confidence, but brushed it off. I rubbed him the good way, squeezed him and jerked him. Nigger was enjoying the whole thing. His breathing , hands, waist movements and moans said it all. He eventually moved my hand and pinned them both above my head with his one hand, then took my left leg and put it on his shoulder.
He started by rubbing the head of his dick on the entrance of Mondli's kingdom. Hahahahahahaaha, gone are those days. I could feel I was going to be given one hell of a great sex session.
Muur, I was dripping wet. He spanked me and that gave me a shock. He wiped of some of my wetness with his hand, and that is when he went for the kill.
No wonder my cookie felt sore the morning after we had drunken sex. The guy filled me with his gun and was making sure he is paying for lost time. Soon, both my legs were on his shoulders and he was humping me. I couldn't help but scream. The pain and the pleasure was just too much to handle. Whilst still experiencing that, it hit me, NO CONDOM.
Me:" Babe, wait. Condom." He ignored me and went in deeper, but I couldn't ignore this. I said it again and all he could say was, "I'm clean and I trust you. " Was he high or what? I have a child already and cannot afford to have another one.
Me:"XOLA GET A CONDOM." I scolded, yhu, umntu waske, wandivala umlomo nge kiss. It felt so great. He moved slower and made my legs cross over his waist,. Damn, his hands were exploring my body, it felt so good and I could feel an orgasm creeping in. He went in deeper and with each stroke, I felt closer and closer to the finish line. He noticed I was about to come and stopped moving.
Xola:"not so fast."
Me:"baby please, am almost there."
Xola:"what's the rush for? I thought we were making up for the lost time." Me:" please, just this once."
Xola:"nope." Yhoo, I wanted to cry. He made me turn a and be on all fours. Before he could enter me again, I reminded him of the condom and he just ignored me. Xola made sure that whenever I thought of him, my body would shout for he. He explored it and took his time. I noticed that whenever he felt me or himself coming, he would stop. Finally, he placed me on the edge of the bed and that's when we both came. Boy, did I have one hell of a steamy hot session. I hated his girlfriend for making me doubt his sex abilities, because he sure as hell has it in him. I was fully serviced and exhausted.
Me:"we didn't use protection. "
Xola:"I know. "
Me:"I'm going to have to get an emergency pill and get tested for HIV/Aids. He sat up and looked at me in disbelief."Hay, ungake ulinge undijonge njalo.
He got up, got dressed and went out,. All this time ndimjonge nje. A few minutes later he got back with a sealed plastic bag full of boxes. He through them at me and out of curiosity I took them and read what they were. It were HIV/Aids test kits.
Xola, you can get dressed siyothenga iimorning afters because zona andinazo."
Me:"sizoya, ndisaphumlile okwa ngok. "
Xola:"mxm." Eh, ibe yintoni kengoku ingxaki yakhe? I got up, wrapped myself with a towel, took my toiletries and went to take a quick shower. Bendiba I will spend another night, qha uske wandibhora ngee moods ubhuti.After my shower, he went to take his too, and luckily I was done getting ready. He wore brown track pants and a Guess grey T-shirt then wathi push ins. I was wearing black leggings and a long sleeved check top,with black sneackers. Ndithe xa ndi rhuqa bag, ndaphoxwa.
Xola:"you are going to spend two more days. I am going on leave, so soske undilinde."
Me:"ndikhumbula usana lwam mna. "
Xola:" ngowam nam.sinoske simlande ngok ke." Haibo, uyaphambana na lo mfana? Yhu, I kept quiet and left my luggage, following him out with only my hand bag. He drove to the hospital, and he insisted I get off with him. Okay, I won't lie, not everyone was nice and polite and same, I cared less. To some I was introduced as the baby mama. Many were shocked he even had a child, s ke ubhuti ebeba bonisa ipictures anazo efonin. He went to the Doctor who was in charge their practicals and I waited for him outside the office. Ayanda came running, with this other female student Dr. She was sweet shame and they kept me company till Xola was done. On our way out the hospital, this other good looking nurse came to us. Shame, you could see by her facial expression that she was about to murder someone.
Nurse:"awuna mahloi yewa." Okay, whom was she referring to? Xola grabbed my hand and we hurried out the building to the car, wabe usisi eleqeka emva kwethu. Fike sangena emotweni, wathi xa eqala ethi uzobetha ifestile usisi, kwathiwa makangene emotweni, watsho wangena ngasemva. Yhuu, mna bendisoyika.
xola:"uziphethe mxm yazi."
Nurse:"Don't you dare, after humiliating me like you did."
Xola:"njani ke mhlambe?"
Nurse:"how could you bring her where I work and then go around boasting that she is your baby mama? I can take that you are cheating on me, but do it so casually, no." She was close to tears. She turned to me. "Are you the same girl who was here last time, with his sister?"lathula eli ndim igwala.
Xola:"look, get out of my car. You know very well we broke up after you found out about her. We will bring the rest of your stuff later." Yhu,andiyazi ba njani, but damn, she gives mean slaps. Undiqhwabe ndeva ba gathi ndikhatyiwe,sogqiba waphuma ebaleka. Uthe emleqa uXola, ndamkhuza. Iinyembezi ke zona bendizi bambe ngemisebe.
Xola benomsindo and mna bendothukile. He drove to Steers for takeaways, then to the pharmacy for the emergency pill. Oko kuthulekile endleleni. When we got back to the flat, I dished up for myself alone and then went to sit in the bedroom. He tried apologising, but I wasn't hearing any of it. After eating I drank the pill and slept.
I woke up to a note from Xola, apologising and telling me he had to rush to the hospital. I checked the time and it was just after 7pm.. yhu, bendi lambile, so I went to raid the kitchen for something to eat.
Shame, uzondizoba lomfana ngoba mna ndiyagqibelisa ukulibeka apha. We slept ke, oko endibambile, ndabe mna ndidikwe ndiyinto endinga yaziyo.
The next morning I woke up and got ready to leave. He asked me to wait till lunch, he was going to drive me home. I agreed ngoba hay, indaba ye public transport iphide ibhore..
Ndithe ndisahleli ndilinde uXola, I received a call from a private Number. At first I was hesitant on whether to answer it or not, but eventually picked it up. To say I was shocked, would be an understatement. I don't know why, but the guy still had an effect on me and I hated it. I wanted to forget him, boy, wanted my heart to forget him. Yes, he was my baby daddy, but come on, the guy played me. He played with my feelings and broke my heart. As for wasting my time, no, he didn't. Any woman who claims a man has wasted her time, is definitely losing the plot. The very same person you claim has wasted your time is the ame person who made you laugh and cry, the same person who made you feel all those feelings you felt. The very same person who gave you his time, the very same person who gave you an additional experience at life. Without him you wouldn't be where you at. You wouldn't have learnt non of the thins you have learnt whilst with him in your life.
Yes, Mondli was my lesson at life. And shame, he gave me a son. One beautiful and handsome son at that.
Okay, back to the phone call. Mondli was being the all-ever-so-sweet Mondli, asking how me and Bhongo were and if I was still receiving Bhongo's monthly allowance and mine. I told him yeah, I was receiving Bhongo's allowance.
Mondli: "how much is it?"
Me:"yile uyazi iyiyo."
Mondli:"R3500?".. Hay, ndothuka.
Me:"uxolo kodwa andiyazi le uyithethayo."
Mondli:"what do you mean?"
Me:"first time I received R2000 and then imane ibayi R1000 or less." Heeh, ndamva ezihlekisa and ngathi he was cursing to himself. "No need to be all worked up because vele asiyidingi lomali yakho, ekhaya bamenzela everything. "
Mondli:"That's my son too Yonela."
Me:"that, he will decide when he grows up. " ndamva ehlekela phansi.
Mondli:"Don't you dare." heyake, iyandiqhela kengok le one.
Me:"look I have to go. "
Mondli:"I am not yet done talking to you. " hay, mandoyiswe.
Me:" well, mina I am." Yazihlekisa futhi le chap.
Mondli:"mxm, give my son the phone."
Me:"andikho sekhaya."
Mondli:"weYonela, ukuphi?"
Me:"not that it's any of your business, but I am in Durban." I am sure a lot was going on in his mind, because he went quiet for a while there.
Mondli:"uyajola Yonela?.
Me:"wena, uyajola?"
Mondli:"Don't patronise me. Don't you dare patronise me."
Me:"ungakhe ulinge kalok, tshii. Sekutheni na ngok?" I head him pull a long breathe.
Mondli:"You know what, I will let this one slide. I don't even want to know that Mac, because, when I do, you will know the real Mondli. Now, pack all your shit there and call Sthe to come pick you up wherever you are. "
Me:"First of all who said am at a guy's place, secondly, who said I needed someone to come pick me up, and lastly,ungena phi ebomini bam? Look, you had your chance with me, and you blew it. You made me your other woman and lied to me all throughout the shit I assumed was a legit relationship. I owe you no explanation on how I live my life, now please, stop trying to interfere. And also, don't ever call me again, and tell your bitch I don't want the money. Yes, I know she is the one who has been making the transactions. I don't want your money, and most of all, I want absolutely nothing to do with you. My son and I are doing just great, and when I feel he needs a daddy figure besides my father, I will sure as hell get him one, one that won't be you at that." I did not wait for him to respond, I dropped the call and took one long breathe. I was shocked at myself. I never knew I had it in me, especially when it comes to Mondli. Thank God he was behind bars, otherwise he would be hunting me down. Yhu, ndiyamoyika kalok.
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Xola fike ndisenomsindo, and all I could think of was doing something that would get Mondli out of my whole system. I started kissing Xola, and boy, was he stunned. I pulled him to the couch, and made him sit,whilst I straddled him. Wait, was that really me? The make out session was way too steamy. He lifted me up and carried me to the door, then locked.
Xola:" Remember I have a flatmate. " He said that in a husky voice. He walked us to the kitchen, not breaking the lip war we were having. He placed me on the counter and got rid of my clothes, going down on me. Yhooo, Mondli was the one who had introduced me to this. He had actually introduced me to a lot of things. Damn, why am I even thinking of him? I switched my mind back to the great feeling of pleasure I was experiencing. The things Xola was doing to me were out of this world. They were not "Mondli" perfect, but they were great. His tongue and finger were doing wanders. I felt myself enter a different sphere. I saw black and shiny stars. The more I pressed my eyelids together, the more pleasure I felt. My head went all whoozey and my body was on full vibration. I felt my body go into shock, and that's when all my juices came out flooding. Xola licked me clean and when I opened my eyes, he was standing there, staring with one hell of a massive smile. All I could do was mime a "THANK YOU." Shame, he had paid for the horrible sex sessions we had.
Xola:"let me take you to bed, am sure you tired." I smiled shyly. Yes he had taken all my energy and left me exhausted.
Me:"and I wouldn't mind if we tried the real thing too." I felt him tense up. He stopped in his tracks and looked at me. "Maybe next time you come visit me. " He said it in a low voice. Like hell was I going to wait for that long. No weapon formed against me shall prosper, and I was going to show his little witch who I am. I .As soon as he exited the bedroom to go get my clothes, I got up, wrapped a towel on my body and started raiding the closet. Uthe endibuza ukuba ndenza ntoni, ndazi valela owam umlomo. I took out all of the witches belongings and kicked them out the room. Funny, how stunned he was. I closed the bedroom door and pulled him towards the bed.
Me:"now, you are going to fuck me. Not make love, but fuck me, and should you dare think of her, uzondazi." Nigger was shocked. I saw the way he was looking at me, and shame, was I not going to entertain him. I needed to be shagged. Kwakunini kalok ngoko. I noticed he was full of doubt, but I cared less. I opened my legs for him and he positioned himself. He had a hard on already, but started with t be foreplay. As much as I appreciated the whole foreplay ish, I needed him inside me. My hand went for his gun and I started playing with it. I won't lie, I was surprised at my sudden confidence, but brushed it off. I rubbed him the good way, squeezed him and jerked him. Nigger was enjoying the whole thing. His breathing , hands, waist movements and moans said it all. He eventually moved my hand and pinned them both above my head with his one hand, then took my left leg and put it on his shoulder.
He started by rubbing the head of his dick on the entrance of Mondli's kingdom. Hahahahahahaaha, gone are those days. I could feel I was going to be given one hell of a great sex session.
Muur, I was dripping wet. He spanked me and that gave me a shock. He wiped of some of my wetness with his hand, and that is when he went for the kill.
No wonder my cookie felt sore the morning after we had drunken sex. The guy filled me with his gun and was making sure he is paying for lost time. Soon, both my legs were on his shoulders and he was humping me. I couldn't help but scream. The pain and the pleasure was just too much to handle. Whilst still experiencing that, it hit me, NO CONDOM.
Me:" Babe, wait. Condom." He ignored me and went in deeper, but I couldn't ignore this. I said it again and all he could say was, "I'm clean and I trust you. " Was he high or what? I have a child already and cannot afford to have another one.
Me:"XOLA GET A CONDOM." I scolded, yhu, umntu waske, wandivala umlomo nge kiss. It felt so great. He moved slower and made my legs cross over his waist,. Damn, his hands were exploring my body, it felt so good and I could feel an orgasm creeping in. He went in deeper and with each stroke, I felt closer and closer to the finish line. He noticed I was about to come and stopped moving.
Xola:"not so fast."
Me:"baby please, am almost there."
Xola:"what's the rush for? I thought we were making up for the lost time." Me:" please, just this once."
Xola:"nope." Yhoo, I wanted to cry. He made me turn a and be on all fours. Before he could enter me again, I reminded him of the condom and he just ignored me. Xola made sure that whenever I thought of him, my body would shout for he. He explored it and took his time. I noticed that whenever he felt me or himself coming, he would stop. Finally, he placed me on the edge of the bed and that's when we both came. Boy, did I have one hell of a steamy hot session. I hated his girlfriend for making me doubt his sex abilities, because he sure as hell has it in him. I was fully serviced and exhausted.
Me:"we didn't use protection. "
Xola:"I know. "
Me:"I'm going to have to get an emergency pill and get tested for HIV/Aids. He sat up and looked at me in disbelief."Hay, ungake ulinge undijonge njalo.
He got up, got dressed and went out,. All this time ndimjonge nje. A few minutes later he got back with a sealed plastic bag full of boxes. He through them at me and out of curiosity I took them and read what they were. It were HIV/Aids test kits.
Xola, you can get dressed siyothenga iimorning afters because zona andinazo."
Me:"sizoya, ndisaphumlile okwa ngok. "
Xola:"mxm." Eh, ibe yintoni kengoku ingxaki yakhe? I got up, wrapped myself with a towel, took my toiletries and went to take a quick shower. Bendiba I will spend another night, qha uske wandibhora ngee moods ubhuti.After my shower, he went to take his too, and luckily I was done getting ready. He wore brown track pants and a Guess grey T-shirt then wathi push ins. I was wearing black leggings and a long sleeved check top,with black sneackers. Ndithe xa ndi rhuqa bag, ndaphoxwa.
Xola:"you are going to spend two more days. I am going on leave, so soske undilinde."
Me:"ndikhumbula usana lwam mna. "
Xola:" ngowam nam.sinoske simlande ngok ke." Haibo, uyaphambana na lo mfana? Yhu, I kept quiet and left my luggage, following him out with only my hand bag. He drove to the hospital, and he insisted I get off with him. Okay, I won't lie, not everyone was nice and polite and same, I cared less. To some I was introduced as the baby mama. Many were shocked he even had a child, s ke ubhuti ebeba bonisa ipictures anazo efonin. He went to the Doctor who was in charge their practicals and I waited for him outside the office. Ayanda came running, with this other female student Dr. She was sweet shame and they kept me company till Xola was done. On our way out the hospital, this other good looking nurse came to us. Shame, you could see by her facial expression that she was about to murder someone.
Nurse:"awuna mahloi yewa." Okay, whom was she referring to? Xola grabbed my hand and we hurried out the building to the car, wabe usisi eleqeka emva kwethu. Fike sangena emotweni, wathi xa eqala ethi uzobetha ifestile usisi, kwathiwa makangene emotweni, watsho wangena ngasemva. Yhuu, mna bendisoyika.
xola:"uziphethe mxm yazi."
Nurse:"Don't you dare, after humiliating me like you did."
Xola:"njani ke mhlambe?"
Nurse:"how could you bring her where I work and then go around boasting that she is your baby mama? I can take that you are cheating on me, but do it so casually, no." She was close to tears. She turned to me. "Are you the same girl who was here last time, with his sister?"lathula eli ndim igwala.
Xola:"look, get out of my car. You know very well we broke up after you found out about her. We will bring the rest of your stuff later." Yhu,andiyazi ba njani, but damn, she gives mean slaps. Undiqhwabe ndeva ba gathi ndikhatyiwe,sogqiba waphuma ebaleka. Uthe emleqa uXola, ndamkhuza. Iinyembezi ke zona bendizi bambe ngemisebe.
Xola benomsindo and mna bendothukile. He drove to Steers for takeaways, then to the pharmacy for the emergency pill. Oko kuthulekile endleleni. When we got back to the flat, I dished up for myself alone and then went to sit in the bedroom. He tried apologising, but I wasn't hearing any of it. After eating I drank the pill and slept.
I woke up to a note from Xola, apologising and telling me he had to rush to the hospital. I checked the time and it was just after 7pm.. yhu, bendi lambile, so I went to raid the kitchen for something to eat.
Monday, 25 May 2015
#12
Hay sana, wathi egqiba ndabe ndibila ngumsindo ngaphakathi.
Xola:"eish, sorry maan baby."
Me:"ngantoni ngok?" I heard inhale and exhale as though exasperated.
Xola:"next time there will be enough foreplay, plus nam ndivukelwe kahle." Yhu, kwangathi ndingamthuka.
Me:"cela undosule tu." He got up and got some tissues. I asked him to get me sme wipes from my bag, n and I properly cleaned myself up. I was disappointed in him. I somehow wished it were Mondli, because shame yena ubhuti, he knew his job.
He made me sleep in his arms, nto le ibindi phambanisa worse. Everyone knows that a bad round of sex creates discomfort and sometimes resentment. I don't when I fell asleep, but I woke up in an empty bed. I checked my phone and there was a message from Xola telling me he had to rush to work, and would be back after 4pm. A thought crossed my mind. I was thinking of packing everything that belonged to me, and leave for home. At least my son wouldn't disappoint me like Xola did.
Mxm, I woke up, bathed and went to prepare myself breakfast. I made sure I was dressed proper, incase Ayanda was home yet. After breakfast I started with the cleaning, then Xola's laundry. Whilst busy sorting the laundry, I spotted something odd. Hey, was Xola bisexual? What was he doing with female underwears and clothes? I went to his closet and decided to rummage through it. I felt a huge ping on my heart. Two drawers were full of girls' clothes, under garments and sleepwear. I even spotted some toiletries. No lies, I was hurt. He might not have satisfied me sexually, but I somehow still saw us dating.
I decided to return everything to its place and forget about the laundry. I called mom and asked for Bhongo, but she told me to call the nanny because she was at work. I did so, and spoke to my boy. All he did was scream and make bubble sounds. After that I called Slie, and told her of my misfortune and discovery. She couldn't hide the laughter, she laughed at me, till I ended up laughing too. Slie suggested we hook up because she was free the whole day, and I gladly obliged.
Me:"ok, but, how do I get to town from here?"
Slie:"eish, I'll sms you the cab's number and you can direct it. Say we meet at Havanna." Fine, agreed on meeting at Havanna. She sent the cab details and I called it. It arrived 45minutes later. I sent Xola a text informing him of my whereabouts, nut he didn't respond, so I assumed he was a bit busy. Hospitals can be hectic at times, so I understood.
To my surprise, Slie was with Mihlali. Yes, the one and only Mihlali, whom I shaared a flat with, was friends with nd stole my boyfriend from right under my nose. No, chill, I ain't mad at her, was just reminiscing on the past.
Boy, was I excited. We standing outside and passerbys kept looking at us, because we wer screaming. Mihlali suggested we go inside and continue the reunion with some drinks. They were with some guys and I reckoned they were the ones buying all that booze. They got me Hunters Gold because I didn't do beer no more. Yep, I used to do Miller, Castle Lite and Heineken. I won't lie, the guys were actually great company, and I admired the fact that they weren't making moves on us. You know, when you having fun, time flies. I only realised how late it was, when Xola called mesaying he just knocked off and was on his way to ppck me up.
I wasn't even drunk, and that's what I love about Hunter's Gold, but it will make you visit the loo a million times.
I told Slie Xola was on his way to pick me up and she suggested we go wait for him outside. I was about to tell Mihlali and she reminded of how a man snatcher she was. Hahahahahahaaha, trus my friend to grow up. I dismissed her comment and filled Mihlali in. I bid my farewell to the guys and thanked them for their hospitality. They suggested next time to come visit them and they'd host me and my friends the whole weekend, which I politely agreed to.
20minutes later, Xola arrived. I introduced him to my friends and vise verca. The time was past 6pm and I was fermised. Our first stop was Nando's. I needed their hot wings. Boo bought the wings and a meal, then drove us home. On arrival, Ayanda had gone to work, so we had the pace all to ourselves, and I must say, I was rather horny. I had even forgotten about the previous mishaps. Boo slouched on the couch, and I was only too willing to straddle him. He wasted no time, and joined my mood. The kisses were very intense, full of hunger and longing. He took off my top, kissing my belly. I must say, I was a bit uncomfortable with him paying so much attention to my belly. Blame it on being a mom. It wasn't flabby, neither was it flat. I could put on a crop top and still look hot and sexy.
We undressed each other, and my eyes darted to his manhood. It wasn't small, nor was it huge, it was just fine. But, at dawn, it felt rather very small. Now I was confused. He saw the look on my face, and tried diverting my attention from his crotch. Nope, this I couldn't just ignore and live hanging. I touched his manhood and played with it with my hands, but it wasn't becoming rock hard like Mondli's used to be. I have never given a blow job to any other man except my baby daddy, and the thought of giving it to Xola just to help hm get his hard was definitely an uncomfortable and creepy one.
It finally got a bit hard and after inserting a condom, it went limp again. I could feel his frustration. He eventually flipped me and made me lay backwards on the couc, then tried inserting me. It was a rerun of what had happened at dawn. Him doing what I don't know what to call. It was infuriating. After he came, I pushed him aside, got up, went to get my toiletries and went to loc myself in the bathroom. I really needed a cold shower, to calm myself down because really, I couldn't understand what was going on..
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That night, I slept without eating. I had decided that the next morning I am going home. Like hell was I going to settle for that. I may not be that experienced in the sex department, but Mondli sure taught me good sex. I had an idea of what I was suppose to get. I knew how I was supposed to feel when being fucked.
Xola joined me in bed and boy, was I so glad when he kept to himself and didn't try talking to me. About an hour later I finally gathered th courage to speak. I could feel he wasn't sleeping yet, so I told him I was livin the next day. He tried talking me out of it and promised to seek medical help for his problem, but I wasn't hearing any of it. Sex was not the only turn off at that point, but also the discovery I had made earlier on that day. I wondered how his girlfriend coped with his failure to please intimately.
Xola:"honestly, I don't know what's going on. Last time you were here, I was perfectly fine. What happened this morning was a shock and I assumed I was probably tired or stressed, but now am starting to stress about it." Ok, I did not know how to respond to that, so I just kept quiet.
I actually had nothing to say to him, except the fact that he gives out the worst sex ever.
Me:"I saw your girlfriend's stuff. " "oh", was all he could utter. After that, there was silence again. I am sure he was still constructing the words to use for his response, so I let him be.
Little did I know, I wasn't getting any sort of response. We slept without uttering a word to each other.
Hay sana, wathi egqiba ndabe ndibila ngumsindo ngaphakathi.
Xola:"eish, sorry maan baby."
Me:"ngantoni ngok?" I heard inhale and exhale as though exasperated.
Xola:"next time there will be enough foreplay, plus nam ndivukelwe kahle." Yhu, kwangathi ndingamthuka.
Me:"cela undosule tu." He got up and got some tissues. I asked him to get me sme wipes from my bag, n and I properly cleaned myself up. I was disappointed in him. I somehow wished it were Mondli, because shame yena ubhuti, he knew his job.
He made me sleep in his arms, nto le ibindi phambanisa worse. Everyone knows that a bad round of sex creates discomfort and sometimes resentment. I don't when I fell asleep, but I woke up in an empty bed. I checked my phone and there was a message from Xola telling me he had to rush to work, and would be back after 4pm. A thought crossed my mind. I was thinking of packing everything that belonged to me, and leave for home. At least my son wouldn't disappoint me like Xola did.
Mxm, I woke up, bathed and went to prepare myself breakfast. I made sure I was dressed proper, incase Ayanda was home yet. After breakfast I started with the cleaning, then Xola's laundry. Whilst busy sorting the laundry, I spotted something odd. Hey, was Xola bisexual? What was he doing with female underwears and clothes? I went to his closet and decided to rummage through it. I felt a huge ping on my heart. Two drawers were full of girls' clothes, under garments and sleepwear. I even spotted some toiletries. No lies, I was hurt. He might not have satisfied me sexually, but I somehow still saw us dating.
I decided to return everything to its place and forget about the laundry. I called mom and asked for Bhongo, but she told me to call the nanny because she was at work. I did so, and spoke to my boy. All he did was scream and make bubble sounds. After that I called Slie, and told her of my misfortune and discovery. She couldn't hide the laughter, she laughed at me, till I ended up laughing too. Slie suggested we hook up because she was free the whole day, and I gladly obliged.
Me:"ok, but, how do I get to town from here?"
Slie:"eish, I'll sms you the cab's number and you can direct it. Say we meet at Havanna." Fine, agreed on meeting at Havanna. She sent the cab details and I called it. It arrived 45minutes later. I sent Xola a text informing him of my whereabouts, nut he didn't respond, so I assumed he was a bit busy. Hospitals can be hectic at times, so I understood.
To my surprise, Slie was with Mihlali. Yes, the one and only Mihlali, whom I shaared a flat with, was friends with nd stole my boyfriend from right under my nose. No, chill, I ain't mad at her, was just reminiscing on the past.
Boy, was I excited. We standing outside and passerbys kept looking at us, because we wer screaming. Mihlali suggested we go inside and continue the reunion with some drinks. They were with some guys and I reckoned they were the ones buying all that booze. They got me Hunters Gold because I didn't do beer no more. Yep, I used to do Miller, Castle Lite and Heineken. I won't lie, the guys were actually great company, and I admired the fact that they weren't making moves on us. You know, when you having fun, time flies. I only realised how late it was, when Xola called mesaying he just knocked off and was on his way to ppck me up.
I wasn't even drunk, and that's what I love about Hunter's Gold, but it will make you visit the loo a million times.
I told Slie Xola was on his way to pick me up and she suggested we go wait for him outside. I was about to tell Mihlali and she reminded of how a man snatcher she was. Hahahahahahaaha, trus my friend to grow up. I dismissed her comment and filled Mihlali in. I bid my farewell to the guys and thanked them for their hospitality. They suggested next time to come visit them and they'd host me and my friends the whole weekend, which I politely agreed to.
20minutes later, Xola arrived. I introduced him to my friends and vise verca. The time was past 6pm and I was fermised. Our first stop was Nando's. I needed their hot wings. Boo bought the wings and a meal, then drove us home. On arrival, Ayanda had gone to work, so we had the pace all to ourselves, and I must say, I was rather horny. I had even forgotten about the previous mishaps. Boo slouched on the couch, and I was only too willing to straddle him. He wasted no time, and joined my mood. The kisses were very intense, full of hunger and longing. He took off my top, kissing my belly. I must say, I was a bit uncomfortable with him paying so much attention to my belly. Blame it on being a mom. It wasn't flabby, neither was it flat. I could put on a crop top and still look hot and sexy.
We undressed each other, and my eyes darted to his manhood. It wasn't small, nor was it huge, it was just fine. But, at dawn, it felt rather very small. Now I was confused. He saw the look on my face, and tried diverting my attention from his crotch. Nope, this I couldn't just ignore and live hanging. I touched his manhood and played with it with my hands, but it wasn't becoming rock hard like Mondli's used to be. I have never given a blow job to any other man except my baby daddy, and the thought of giving it to Xola just to help hm get his hard was definitely an uncomfortable and creepy one.
It finally got a bit hard and after inserting a condom, it went limp again. I could feel his frustration. He eventually flipped me and made me lay backwards on the couc, then tried inserting me. It was a rerun of what had happened at dawn. Him doing what I don't know what to call. It was infuriating. After he came, I pushed him aside, got up, went to get my toiletries and went to loc myself in the bathroom. I really needed a cold shower, to calm myself down because really, I couldn't understand what was going on..
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That night, I slept without eating. I had decided that the next morning I am going home. Like hell was I going to settle for that. I may not be that experienced in the sex department, but Mondli sure taught me good sex. I had an idea of what I was suppose to get. I knew how I was supposed to feel when being fucked.
Xola joined me in bed and boy, was I so glad when he kept to himself and didn't try talking to me. About an hour later I finally gathered th courage to speak. I could feel he wasn't sleeping yet, so I told him I was livin the next day. He tried talking me out of it and promised to seek medical help for his problem, but I wasn't hearing any of it. Sex was not the only turn off at that point, but also the discovery I had made earlier on that day. I wondered how his girlfriend coped with his failure to please intimately.
Xola:"honestly, I don't know what's going on. Last time you were here, I was perfectly fine. What happened this morning was a shock and I assumed I was probably tired or stressed, but now am starting to stress about it." Ok, I did not know how to respond to that, so I just kept quiet.
I actually had nothing to say to him, except the fact that he gives out the worst sex ever.
Me:"I saw your girlfriend's stuff. " "oh", was all he could utter. After that, there was silence again. I am sure he was still constructing the words to use for his response, so I let him be.
Little did I know, I wasn't getting any sort of response. We slept without uttering a word to each other.
Sunday, 24 May 2015
cont. #11
Next morning, sivuswe yiphone yam. It was on a Monday, but class zethu
bezizoqala ngo 12pm. It was Sthe calling, so I quickly answered and put it
on speaker for my friend's sake.
Me:"hi."
Sthe:"sure mntwana. Got your missed call, usharp kodwa? uboy yena?"
Me:"oh, hay siright. Listen, I got a call from your brother yesterday. Do you
perhaps have any idea what he wanted."
Sthe:"No dear, I have no idea, but I will tell him to call you back."
Me:"That's the thing, I don't want him calling me, ever again. Akukho nto
indidibanisa naye."
Sthe:"hahaha, that's where you are wrong. You have a son together, his
first born to be precise and if I remember correctly, you never dumped one
another."
Me:"mxm, tell him never to call me. That's all am asking for. "
Sthe:"what ma K es you think he will listen to me?"
Me:"because one day, you will want to meet your nephew. "
Sthe:"that could happen any time of the day."
Me:"I very much doubt that."
Sthe:"If you say so."
Me:"look, I have to go. Bye."
Sthe:"sure ntwana." I hung up and OG was all smiles.
OG:"what an arrogant guy. I wonder what is it that your baby daddy wants
from you."
Me:"He's probably just going to dump me." She laughed at my response.
Little did she know of how hurting I was. I sometimes regretted ever meeting
Mondli, but on the other side, grateful because I now have thee cutest baby
boy ever. Bhongo was my life. I loved him with all my heart.
I got up and went to freshen up, then came back to prepare us breakfast.
Me:"go freshen up sizotya." she went to freshen up, satya, did the dishes
and got ready for class.
As we left our first class, I received a message. it was from the bank. I had
just received R2000. Nithe ndisamangalisekile ndinjalo, kwangena message
from a number I didn't know, saying "That's for my stepson. I hope it will be
fine for now."..
Me:"O, ka ujonge." I showed her the text.
OG:"uyaziwa kulo Mondli? "
Me:"hay, and yilonto indothusayo. Nxe, bangobani bavela sebethumela
imali?" I was getting pissed. I quickly responded "Sorry but I don't know
who you are, but there has been a huge mistake. Please send me your bank
details and I will return your money as soon as I can.".. Side saphuma
eskolweni sabuyela endlini engakhange aphendule umntu wakhona. Bendithi
ba ndifone, ayi drope, so I gave up. I couldn't tell my parents about this
because I would raise a lot of questions, so I decided I would buy my boy
his necessities ngayo, enye ndiyitye qha qwaba.
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Later that day, I received a call from Xola, apologising for not calling me
like he had promised and I was fine with it. We continued talking ngezomzi
wethu, endibuza when I will visit him again. Shame, he even asked for
Bhongo's pic and at first I was reluctant, bt ended up agreeing on sending it
to him. Shame, he sounded sweet and I was beginning to warm up to him.
He explained how busy he could get, but promised to make as much time
for me. Bendinga chazekanga man, bendiphelile luncumo. we ended the call,
and I studied and slept,ndonwabile.
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Tuesday, ufikile umama noBoy wam. yho, engasemdala uBhongo, emkhulu,
enenwelevngathi yintombazane. Ebethi xa encuma, avele idimples.
Ebekuthanda ukuhleka, efuze mna ke phof. UOngeziwe naye zange aye
eskolweni evuyela indzodzi ndzodzi. We took him to his Doctor's
appointment, from there I took us out to lunch ngaemali ekuthiwe ngeka
Bhongo. engasatyi man umntanam. uMama ebesithi ndlela le arhala ngayo,
uyalunda nase papeni. Yilento ebemkhulu kangaka.
We went to Truworths, fike ndamthengela enye nje iCoat neboot. Bezinkulu,
but ebezoziveka, then we went to Hubb,ndamongeza kwiznto ezishushu.
uMama uthe endibuza, ndamxelela ndiyonga kalok enzele nam ndikwazi
ukwenzela usana lwam. Engasavuyi man. Pha ngabo 4 emalanga,
bahambile baya ekhaya, thina sabuyela eskolweni. uOngeziwe ebe
ngawuvali umlomo ngoBhongo. Emncoma noba active oku.
I sent Xola a few pictures and videos of Bhongo and he immediately called
me.
Xola:"hay hay hay, ayifani tu nawe le ntwana. hay ndiyayincoma, istrongo
itayima yayo."
Me:"hehehe, ngubani othena ufana noyise?"
Xola:"xa ingenguwe ngubani ke?"
Me:"hay besele ndibuza nje."
Xola:"makakhule khona azoza azo bona itayima yakhe entsha."
Me:"yhoo, soze avume uyise mkhulu."
Xola:"hay suka, lizosela amarhewu lixole ixhego."
Me:"Uthetha nje kuba ungamazi ngoBhongo wakhe."
Xola:"makakhule khona sizomelamisa."
Me:"Yhu, andiziboni ndimitha futhi."
Xola:"uzomitha kanti. owam umntwana."
Me:"yho, ungatsho ndibe ndibaleka nje?"
Xola:"maigqibe iminyaka emibini le ntwana, khona ndizoku chana."
Me:"Hahahahahahaaha, uxolo, andinolunga."
we chatted for a while, sanqandwa kungena kwa Ongeziwe..
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iqhubile itrimester kungekho nto imbi, sipasa sinomhlobo wam, nemali
ifakwa ngu Stepmother endingamaziyo. uXola ebengakazi, kodwa ebefona
shame, kubemnandi. Sometimes he would picmix ifoto yake, neyam
noBhongo ayense iprofile picture ku WhatsApp, sogqiba abhale "my
beautiful family". Bendizibona ndingu madam. Emva kwe Exams bendizo
taka iintsuku zibe ntathu ndiye kuye eDurban. Ongeziwe ebezigodukela
yena, so, bendizo hamba ndodwa, ngetaxi.
Nyani, sigqibile ukubhala, ndapakisha kwanto yam ebendizoyi dinga nase
khaya because from Durban, I was going to go home, straight. I dragged my
medium luggage bag ukuya kwinqwelo ejolise eThekwini. When I arrived in
Durban, Xola besele endilindele. We went to John Dorey's and dined, before
siye endlini. Ayanda was working night, and Xola was on standby.
Bekumnandi man uhlala nomntu wam. We bathed and got ready for bed. We
slept, singakhange sikhwelane shame, kodwa pha ekuzeni kokusa,
wandivusa umfana wabantu because ebengasakwazi kuzibamba. Yhooo,
zicaka zenkosi, nithi bendisiyaphi na? Hayke, undikitazile umfana wabantu,
ephefumlela phezulu, phofu andima noba u ngaphakathi okanye
sekephumile. Uthathe ngomane endiphequla, endiguqula, phof andimva noba
wenzani ngezani kwe bhanti. Bekungathi ndingamnyhala unyawo emlonyeni.
Uthe egqiba ndabe ndibila ngumsindo. Kanti, yintoni le yayisenza kube
buhlungu ngomhla olandela ubusuku bomnxilo. Ndandi hanjwe ngubani?
Next morning, sivuswe yiphone yam. It was on a Monday, but class zethu
bezizoqala ngo 12pm. It was Sthe calling, so I quickly answered and put it
on speaker for my friend's sake.
Me:"hi."
Sthe:"sure mntwana. Got your missed call, usharp kodwa? uboy yena?"
Me:"oh, hay siright. Listen, I got a call from your brother yesterday. Do you
perhaps have any idea what he wanted."
Sthe:"No dear, I have no idea, but I will tell him to call you back."
Me:"That's the thing, I don't want him calling me, ever again. Akukho nto
indidibanisa naye."
Sthe:"hahaha, that's where you are wrong. You have a son together, his
first born to be precise and if I remember correctly, you never dumped one
another."
Me:"mxm, tell him never to call me. That's all am asking for. "
Sthe:"what ma K es you think he will listen to me?"
Me:"because one day, you will want to meet your nephew. "
Sthe:"that could happen any time of the day."
Me:"I very much doubt that."
Sthe:"If you say so."
Me:"look, I have to go. Bye."
Sthe:"sure ntwana." I hung up and OG was all smiles.
OG:"what an arrogant guy. I wonder what is it that your baby daddy wants
from you."
Me:"He's probably just going to dump me." She laughed at my response.
Little did she know of how hurting I was. I sometimes regretted ever meeting
Mondli, but on the other side, grateful because I now have thee cutest baby
boy ever. Bhongo was my life. I loved him with all my heart.
I got up and went to freshen up, then came back to prepare us breakfast.
Me:"go freshen up sizotya." she went to freshen up, satya, did the dishes
and got ready for class.
As we left our first class, I received a message. it was from the bank. I had
just received R2000. Nithe ndisamangalisekile ndinjalo, kwangena message
from a number I didn't know, saying "That's for my stepson. I hope it will be
fine for now."..
Me:"O, ka ujonge." I showed her the text.
OG:"uyaziwa kulo Mondli? "
Me:"hay, and yilonto indothusayo. Nxe, bangobani bavela sebethumela
imali?" I was getting pissed. I quickly responded "Sorry but I don't know
who you are, but there has been a huge mistake. Please send me your bank
details and I will return your money as soon as I can.".. Side saphuma
eskolweni sabuyela endlini engakhange aphendule umntu wakhona. Bendithi
ba ndifone, ayi drope, so I gave up. I couldn't tell my parents about this
because I would raise a lot of questions, so I decided I would buy my boy
his necessities ngayo, enye ndiyitye qha qwaba.
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Later that day, I received a call from Xola, apologising for not calling me
like he had promised and I was fine with it. We continued talking ngezomzi
wethu, endibuza when I will visit him again. Shame, he even asked for
Bhongo's pic and at first I was reluctant, bt ended up agreeing on sending it
to him. Shame, he sounded sweet and I was beginning to warm up to him.
He explained how busy he could get, but promised to make as much time
for me. Bendinga chazekanga man, bendiphelile luncumo. we ended the call,
and I studied and slept,ndonwabile.
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Tuesday, ufikile umama noBoy wam. yho, engasemdala uBhongo, emkhulu,
enenwelevngathi yintombazane. Ebethi xa encuma, avele idimples.
Ebekuthanda ukuhleka, efuze mna ke phof. UOngeziwe naye zange aye
eskolweni evuyela indzodzi ndzodzi. We took him to his Doctor's
appointment, from there I took us out to lunch ngaemali ekuthiwe ngeka
Bhongo. engasatyi man umntanam. uMama ebesithi ndlela le arhala ngayo,
uyalunda nase papeni. Yilento ebemkhulu kangaka.
We went to Truworths, fike ndamthengela enye nje iCoat neboot. Bezinkulu,
but ebezoziveka, then we went to Hubb,ndamongeza kwiznto ezishushu.
uMama uthe endibuza, ndamxelela ndiyonga kalok enzele nam ndikwazi
ukwenzela usana lwam. Engasavuyi man. Pha ngabo 4 emalanga,
bahambile baya ekhaya, thina sabuyela eskolweni. uOngeziwe ebe
ngawuvali umlomo ngoBhongo. Emncoma noba active oku.
I sent Xola a few pictures and videos of Bhongo and he immediately called
me.
Xola:"hay hay hay, ayifani tu nawe le ntwana. hay ndiyayincoma, istrongo
itayima yayo."
Me:"hehehe, ngubani othena ufana noyise?"
Xola:"xa ingenguwe ngubani ke?"
Me:"hay besele ndibuza nje."
Xola:"makakhule khona azoza azo bona itayima yakhe entsha."
Me:"yhoo, soze avume uyise mkhulu."
Xola:"hay suka, lizosela amarhewu lixole ixhego."
Me:"Uthetha nje kuba ungamazi ngoBhongo wakhe."
Xola:"makakhule khona sizomelamisa."
Me:"Yhu, andiziboni ndimitha futhi."
Xola:"uzomitha kanti. owam umntwana."
Me:"yho, ungatsho ndibe ndibaleka nje?"
Xola:"maigqibe iminyaka emibini le ntwana, khona ndizoku chana."
Me:"Hahahahahahaaha, uxolo, andinolunga."
we chatted for a while, sanqandwa kungena kwa Ongeziwe..
》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》
iqhubile itrimester kungekho nto imbi, sipasa sinomhlobo wam, nemali
ifakwa ngu Stepmother endingamaziyo. uXola ebengakazi, kodwa ebefona
shame, kubemnandi. Sometimes he would picmix ifoto yake, neyam
noBhongo ayense iprofile picture ku WhatsApp, sogqiba abhale "my
beautiful family". Bendizibona ndingu madam. Emva kwe Exams bendizo
taka iintsuku zibe ntathu ndiye kuye eDurban. Ongeziwe ebezigodukela
yena, so, bendizo hamba ndodwa, ngetaxi.
Nyani, sigqibile ukubhala, ndapakisha kwanto yam ebendizoyi dinga nase
khaya because from Durban, I was going to go home, straight. I dragged my
medium luggage bag ukuya kwinqwelo ejolise eThekwini. When I arrived in
Durban, Xola besele endilindele. We went to John Dorey's and dined, before
siye endlini. Ayanda was working night, and Xola was on standby.
Bekumnandi man uhlala nomntu wam. We bathed and got ready for bed. We
slept, singakhange sikhwelane shame, kodwa pha ekuzeni kokusa,
wandivusa umfana wabantu because ebengasakwazi kuzibamba. Yhooo,
zicaka zenkosi, nithi bendisiyaphi na? Hayke, undikitazile umfana wabantu,
ephefumlela phezulu, phofu andima noba u ngaphakathi okanye
sekephumile. Uthathe ngomane endiphequla, endiguqula, phof andimva noba
wenzani ngezani kwe bhanti. Bekungathi ndingamnyhala unyawo emlonyeni.
Uthe egqiba ndabe ndibila ngumsindo. Kanti, yintoni le yayisenza kube
buhlungu ngomhla olandela ubusuku bomnxilo. Ndandi hanjwe ngubani?
#11
Sunday, sivuke salungiselela ukubuyela eShepstone, and the guys were
going to drive us backnagain. As we passed Mthwalume, my phone rang,
kuyi landline. Bendihleli eFront eat noXola obeqhuba.
As soon as I answered, I knew it was engakazibiki nozibika. My heart
jumped up my throat, ndatsarhwa ngamathe, my hands sweating. I was in
full panic mode. I dropped the call ndingevanga noba ufuna ukuthini.
Xola uthena endibuza ndabe ndihline ndingamniki kwa chance. We got to
Shepstone ndisekulo mood. As I walked to my room, Xola followed me.
Xola:"Babe, what's wrong?"
Me:"nothing."
Xola:"come on, you can talk to me."
Me:"Xola, uyayazi ba ndino mntwana?" Waske wandiqhalela amehlo.
Me:"oh, I see, awuyazi. Well,ndino mntwana ozoba na5moths apha
ezinsukwini. Ngumfana and gama lakhe ngu Kungawo Bhongo. Uyise
usejele."
Xola:"uhm, ok, this is all a shock."
Me:"yeah, I understand. And nguye lo ebendi fonele. We haven't spoken
usukela ndina 4months, when I found out unomntu wakhe an he was being
convicted that day." Intliziyo yam ibingamahlwili all this time sharing this.
Xola bendimbona ba naye ubindekile.
Me:"Look, I think you should now leave. Kuzoba late and am tired."
Xola:"oh, yeah, will call you later neh."
Me:"ok bye." We hugged and he left. I was left there wondering what Mondli
wanted. Why would he call me after all this time. After all te heartache. I
was more mad than hurt. OG came to sit with me and I kind of offloaded
on her. For the first time ever, I shared my history with her. isibhanxa
sechomi endinayo besi khala.
Me:"ukhalela ntoni ke ngoku? "
OG:"hay man sies. but on the real now, I say you deserve to hear what he
has to say. You are now hurting because, you haven't found closure.
uzophuma lamntu kungeku dala phayana and from what I have head,
uzokufuna ade akufumane."
Me:"lomntu azange wakhathalela nonyana lo wakhe endamzalela yena."
OG:"nexttime efona, mmamee ba uzothini."
Me:"ok mngani."
OG:"yima ndiyolanda izinto zolala, ndizolala ngapha. And ke futhi sizoke
sifonele loSthe wakhona. Ndicuriousman ba befuna ukuthini lomntu wakho."
Me:'akasengo mntu wam."
OG:"hay suka, ndiyeza." Nyani, she went to get her sleepwear and we called
Sthe, but he did not pick up.
Sunday, sivuke salungiselela ukubuyela eShepstone, and the guys were
going to drive us backnagain. As we passed Mthwalume, my phone rang,
kuyi landline. Bendihleli eFront eat noXola obeqhuba.
As soon as I answered, I knew it was engakazibiki nozibika. My heart
jumped up my throat, ndatsarhwa ngamathe, my hands sweating. I was in
full panic mode. I dropped the call ndingevanga noba ufuna ukuthini.
Xola uthena endibuza ndabe ndihline ndingamniki kwa chance. We got to
Shepstone ndisekulo mood. As I walked to my room, Xola followed me.
Xola:"Babe, what's wrong?"
Me:"nothing."
Xola:"come on, you can talk to me."
Me:"Xola, uyayazi ba ndino mntwana?" Waske wandiqhalela amehlo.
Me:"oh, I see, awuyazi. Well,ndino mntwana ozoba na5moths apha
ezinsukwini. Ngumfana and gama lakhe ngu Kungawo Bhongo. Uyise
usejele."
Xola:"uhm, ok, this is all a shock."
Me:"yeah, I understand. And nguye lo ebendi fonele. We haven't spoken
usukela ndina 4months, when I found out unomntu wakhe an he was being
convicted that day." Intliziyo yam ibingamahlwili all this time sharing this.
Xola bendimbona ba naye ubindekile.
Me:"Look, I think you should now leave. Kuzoba late and am tired."
Xola:"oh, yeah, will call you later neh."
Me:"ok bye." We hugged and he left. I was left there wondering what Mondli
wanted. Why would he call me after all this time. After all te heartache. I
was more mad than hurt. OG came to sit with me and I kind of offloaded
on her. For the first time ever, I shared my history with her. isibhanxa
sechomi endinayo besi khala.
Me:"ukhalela ntoni ke ngoku? "
OG:"hay man sies. but on the real now, I say you deserve to hear what he
has to say. You are now hurting because, you haven't found closure.
uzophuma lamntu kungeku dala phayana and from what I have head,
uzokufuna ade akufumane."
Me:"lomntu azange wakhathalela nonyana lo wakhe endamzalela yena."
OG:"nexttime efona, mmamee ba uzothini."
Me:"ok mngani."
OG:"yima ndiyolanda izinto zolala, ndizolala ngapha. And ke futhi sizoke
sifonele loSthe wakhona. Ndicuriousman ba befuna ukuthini lomntu wakho."
Me:'akasengo mntu wam."
OG:"hay suka, ndiyeza." Nyani, she went to get her sleepwear and we called
Sthe, but he did not pick up.
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