#13

Shame, uzondizoba lomfana ngoba mna ndiyagqibelisa ukulibeka apha. We slept ke, oko endibambile, ndabe mna ndidikwe ndiyinto endinga yaziyo.

The next morning I woke up and got ready to leave.  He asked me to wait till lunch, he was going to drive me home. I agreed ngoba hay, indaba ye public transport iphide ibhore..

Ndithe ndisahleli ndilinde uXola,  I received a call from a private Number. At first I was hesitant on whether to answer it or not, but eventually picked it up. To say I was shocked, would be an understatement.  I don't know why, but the guy still had an effect on me and I hated it. I wanted to forget him, boy,  wanted my heart to forget him. Yes, he was my baby daddy, but come on, the guy played me. He played with my feelings and broke my heart. As for wasting my time,  no, he didn't.  Any woman who claims a man has wasted her time, is definitely losing the plot. The very same person you claim has wasted your time is the ame person who made you laugh and cry, the same person who made you feel all those feelings you felt. The very same person who gave you his time, the very same person who gave you an additional experience at life. Without him you wouldn't be where you at. You wouldn't have learnt non of the thins you have learnt whilst with him in your life.
Yes, Mondli was my lesson at life. And shame, he gave me a son. One beautiful and handsome son at that.

Okay, back to the phone call. Mondli was being the all-ever-so-sweet Mondli,  asking how me and Bhongo were and if I was still receiving Bhongo's monthly allowance and mine. I told him yeah, I was receiving Bhongo's allowance.

Mondli: "how much is it?"
Me:"yile uyazi iyiyo."
Mondli:"R3500?".. Hay, ndothuka.

Me:"uxolo kodwa andiyazi le uyithethayo."
Mondli:"what do you mean?"
Me:"first time I received R2000 and then imane ibayi R1000 or less." Heeh, ndamva ezihlekisa and ngathi he was cursing to himself. "No need to be all worked up because vele asiyidingi lomali yakho, ekhaya bamenzela everything. "
Mondli:"That's my son too Yonela."
Me:"that, he will decide when he grows up. " ndamva ehlekela phansi.
Mondli:"Don't you dare." heyake, iyandiqhela kengok le one.
Me:"look I have to go. "
Mondli:"I am not yet done talking to you. " hay, mandoyiswe.
Me:" well, mina I am." Yazihlekisa futhi le chap.
Mondli:"mxm, give my son the phone."
Me:"andikho sekhaya."
Mondli:"weYonela,  ukuphi?"
Me:"not that it's any of your business, but I am in Durban." I am sure a lot was going on in his mind, because he went quiet for a while there.
Mondli:"uyajola Yonela?.
Me:"wena, uyajola?"
Mondli:"Don't patronise me. Don't you dare patronise me."
Me:"ungakhe ulinge kalok, tshii. Sekutheni na ngok?" I head him pull a long breathe.
Mondli:"You know what,  I will let this one slide. I don't even want to know that Mac, because,  when I do, you will know the real Mondli. Now, pack all your shit there and call Sthe to come pick you up wherever you are. "
Me:"First of all who said am at a guy's place, secondly,  who said I needed someone to come pick me up, and lastly,ungena phi ebomini bam? Look, you had your chance with me, and you blew it. You made me your other woman and lied to me all throughout the shit I assumed was a legit relationship.  I owe you no explanation on how I live my life, now please, stop trying to interfere.  And also, don't ever call me again, and tell your bitch I don't want the money. Yes, I know she is the one who has been making the transactions.  I don't want your money,  and most of all,  I want absolutely nothing to do with you. My son and I are doing just great, and when I feel he needs a daddy figure besides my father,  I will sure as hell get him one, one that won't be you at that." I did not wait for him to respond,  I dropped the call and took one long breathe. I was shocked at myself.  I never knew I had it in me, especially when it comes to Mondli.  Thank God he was behind bars,  otherwise he would be hunting me down. Yhu, ndiyamoyika kalok.


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Xola fike ndisenomsindo, and all I could think of was doing something that would get Mondli out of my whole system.  I started kissing Xola,  and boy, was he stunned.  I pulled him to the couch, and made him sit,whilst I straddled him. Wait,  was that really me? The make out session was way too steamy. He lifted me up and carried me to the door, then locked.
Xola:" Remember I have a flatmate. " He said that in a husky voice.  He walked us to the kitchen,  not breaking the lip war we were having.  He placed me on the counter and got rid of my clothes, going down on me. Yhooo, Mondli was the one who had introduced me to this. He had actually introduced me to a lot of things. Damn, why am I even thinking of him? I switched my mind back to the great feeling of pleasure I was experiencing.  The things Xola was doing to me were out of this world. They were not "Mondli" perfect,  but they were great.  His tongue  and finger were doing wanders.  I felt myself enter a different sphere.  I saw black and shiny stars.  The more I pressed my eyelids together, the more pleasure I felt. My head went all whoozey and my body was on full vibration. I felt my body go into shock, and that's when all my juices came out flooding. Xola licked me clean and when I opened my eyes,  he was standing there, staring with one hell of a massive smile. All I could do was mime a "THANK YOU." Shame,  he had paid for the horrible sex sessions we had.

Xola:"let me take you to bed, am sure you tired." I smiled shyly. Yes he had taken all my energy and left me exhausted.
Me:"and I wouldn't mind if we tried the real thing too." I felt him tense up. He stopped in his tracks and looked at me. "Maybe next time you come visit me. " He said it in a low voice. Like hell was I going to wait for that long. No weapon formed against me shall prosper, and I was going to show his little witch who I am. I .As soon as he exited the bedroom to go get my clothes, I got up, wrapped a towel on my body and started raiding the closet.  Uthe endibuza ukuba ndenza ntoni,  ndazi valela owam umlomo. I took out all of the witches belongings and kicked them out the room. Funny, how stunned he was. I closed the bedroom door and pulled him towards the bed.
Me:"now, you are going to fuck me. Not make love, but fuck me, and should you dare think of her, uzondazi." Nigger was shocked. I saw the way he was looking at me, and shame,  was I not going to entertain him. I needed to be shagged. Kwakunini kalok ngoko.  I noticed he was full of doubt,  but I cared less. I opened my legs for him and he positioned himself.  He had a hard on already, but started with t be foreplay. As much as I appreciated the whole foreplay ish, I needed him inside me. My hand went for his gun and I started playing with it.  I won't lie,  I was surprised at my sudden confidence,  but brushed it off. I rubbed him the good way, squeezed him and jerked him. Nigger was enjoying the whole thing. His breathing , hands, waist movements and moans said it all. He eventually moved my hand and pinned them both above my head with his one hand, then took my left leg and put it on his shoulder.

He started by rubbing the head of his dick on the entrance of Mondli's kingdom. Hahahahahahaaha,  gone are those days. I could feel I was going to be given one hell of a great sex session.

Muur, I was dripping wet. He spanked me and that gave me a shock. He wiped of some of my wetness with his hand, and that is when he went for the kill.
No wonder my cookie felt sore the morning after we had drunken sex. The guy filled me with his gun and was making sure he is paying for lost time. Soon, both my legs were on his shoulders and he was humping me. I couldn't help but scream. The pain and the pleasure was just too much to handle. Whilst still experiencing that, it hit me, NO CONDOM.

Me:" Babe,  wait. Condom." He ignored me and went in deeper, but I couldn't ignore this.  I said it again and all he could say was, "I'm clean and I trust you. "  Was he high or what? I have a child already and cannot afford to have another one.

Me:"XOLA GET A CONDOM." I scolded, yhu, umntu waske, wandivala umlomo nge kiss. It felt so great.  He moved slower and made my legs cross over his waist,. Damn, his hands were exploring my body, it felt so good and I could feel an orgasm creeping in. He went in deeper and with each stroke, I felt closer and closer to the finish line.  He noticed I was about to come and stopped moving.

Xola:"not so fast."
Me:"baby please, am almost there."
Xola:"what's the rush for? I thought we were making up for the lost time." Me:" please, just this once."
Xola:"nope." Yhoo, I wanted to cry. He made me turn a and be on all fours.  Before he could enter me again,  I reminded him of the condom and he just ignored me. Xola made sure that whenever I thought of him, my body would shout for he. He explored it and took his time. I noticed that whenever he felt me or himself coming, he would stop. Finally, he placed me on the edge of the bed and that's when we both came. Boy, did I have one hell of a steamy hot session.  I hated his girlfriend for making me doubt his sex abilities, because he sure as hell has it in him. I was fully serviced and exhausted.

Me:"we didn't use protection. "
Xola:"I know. "
Me:"I'm going to have to get an emergency pill and  get tested for HIV/Aids.  He sat up and looked at me in disbelief."Hay, ungake ulinge undijonge njalo.
He got up, got dressed and went out,. All this time ndimjonge nje. A few minutes later he got back with a sealed plastic bag full of boxes.  He through them at  me and out of curiosity I took them and read what they were.  It were HIV/Aids test kits.
Xola, you can get dressed siyothenga iimorning afters because zona andinazo."
Me:"sizoya, ndisaphumlile okwa ngok. "
Xola:"mxm." Eh, ibe yintoni kengoku ingxaki yakhe? I got up, wrapped myself with a towel, took my toiletries and went to take a quick shower.  Bendiba I will spend another night, qha uske wandibhora ngee moods ubhuti.After my shower,  he went to take his too, and luckily I was done getting ready. He wore brown track pants and a Guess grey T-shirt then wathi push ins. I was wearing black leggings and a long sleeved check top,with black sneackers.  Ndithe xa ndi rhuqa bag, ndaphoxwa.

Xola:"you are going to spend two more days. I am going on leave, so soske undilinde."
Me:"ndikhumbula usana lwam mna. "
Xola:" ngowam nam.sinoske simlande ngok ke." Haibo,  uyaphambana na lo mfana? Yhu, I kept quiet and left my luggage, following him out with only my hand bag. He drove to the hospital,  and he insisted I get off with him. Okay,  I won't lie,  not everyone was nice and polite and same, I cared less. To some I was introduced as the baby mama.  Many were shocked he even had a child, s ke ubhuti ebeba bonisa ipictures anazo efonin. He went to the Doctor who was in charge their practicals and I waited for him outside the office. Ayanda came running,  with this other female student Dr. She was sweet shame and they kept me company till Xola was done. On our way out the hospital, this other good looking nurse came to us. Shame, you could see by her facial expression that she was about to murder someone.


Nurse:"awuna mahloi yewa." Okay, whom was she referring to? Xola grabbed my hand and we hurried out the building to the car, wabe usisi eleqeka emva kwethu. Fike sangena emotweni, wathi xa eqala ethi uzobetha ifestile usisi, kwathiwa makangene emotweni, watsho wangena ngasemva. Yhuu, mna bendisoyika.

xola:"uziphethe mxm yazi."
Nurse:"Don't you dare, after humiliating me like you did."
Xola:"njani ke mhlambe?"
Nurse:"how could you bring her where I work and then go around boasting that she is your baby mama? I can take that you are cheating on me,  but do it so casually, no." She was close to tears. She turned to me. "Are you the same girl who was here last time, with his sister?"lathula eli ndim igwala.

Xola:"look, get out of my car. You know very well we broke up after you found out about her. We will bring the rest of your stuff later." Yhu,andiyazi ba njani, but damn, she gives mean slaps.  Undiqhwabe ndeva ba gathi ndikhatyiwe,sogqiba waphuma ebaleka. Uthe emleqa uXola, ndamkhuza. Iinyembezi ke zona bendizi bambe ngemisebe.
 Xola benomsindo and mna bendothukile. He drove to Steers for takeaways,  then to the pharmacy for the emergency pill.  Oko kuthulekile endleleni. When we got back to the flat, I dished up for myself alone and then went to sit in the bedroom.  He tried apologising,  but I wasn't hearing any of it.  After eating I drank the pill and slept.

I woke up to a note from Xola, apologising and telling me he had to rush to the hospital.  I checked the time and it was just after 7pm.. yhu, bendi lambile, so I went to raid the kitchen for something to eat.