#12
Hay sana, wathi egqiba ndabe ndibila ngumsindo ngaphakathi.
Xola:"eish, sorry maan baby."
Me:"ngantoni ngok?" I heard inhale and exhale as though exasperated.
Xola:"next time there will be enough foreplay, plus nam ndivukelwe kahle." Yhu, kwangathi ndingamthuka.
Me:"cela undosule tu." He got up and got some tissues. I asked him to get me sme wipes from my bag, n and I properly cleaned myself up. I was disappointed in him. I somehow wished it were Mondli, because shame yena ubhuti, he knew his job.
He made me sleep in his arms, nto le ibindi phambanisa worse. Everyone knows that a bad round of sex creates discomfort and sometimes resentment. I don't when I fell asleep, but I woke up in an empty bed. I checked my phone and there was a message from Xola telling me he had to rush to work, and would be back after 4pm. A thought crossed my mind. I was thinking of packing everything that belonged to me, and leave for home. At least my son wouldn't disappoint me like Xola did.
Mxm, I woke up, bathed and went to prepare myself breakfast. I made sure I was dressed proper, incase Ayanda was home yet. After breakfast I started with the cleaning, then Xola's laundry. Whilst busy sorting the laundry, I spotted something odd. Hey, was Xola bisexual? What was he doing with female underwears and clothes? I went to his closet and decided to rummage through it. I felt a huge ping on my heart. Two drawers were full of girls' clothes, under garments and sleepwear. I even spotted some toiletries. No lies, I was hurt. He might not have satisfied me sexually, but I somehow still saw us dating.
I decided to return everything to its place and forget about the laundry. I called mom and asked for Bhongo, but she told me to call the nanny because she was at work. I did so, and spoke to my boy. All he did was scream and make bubble sounds. After that I called Slie, and told her of my misfortune and discovery. She couldn't hide the laughter, she laughed at me, till I ended up laughing too. Slie suggested we hook up because she was free the whole day, and I gladly obliged.
Me:"ok, but, how do I get to town from here?"
Slie:"eish, I'll sms you the cab's number and you can direct it. Say we meet at Havanna." Fine, agreed on meeting at Havanna. She sent the cab details and I called it. It arrived 45minutes later. I sent Xola a text informing him of my whereabouts, nut he didn't respond, so I assumed he was a bit busy. Hospitals can be hectic at times, so I understood.
To my surprise, Slie was with Mihlali. Yes, the one and only Mihlali, whom I shaared a flat with, was friends with nd stole my boyfriend from right under my nose. No, chill, I ain't mad at her, was just reminiscing on the past.
Boy, was I excited. We standing outside and passerbys kept looking at us, because we wer screaming. Mihlali suggested we go inside and continue the reunion with some drinks. They were with some guys and I reckoned they were the ones buying all that booze. They got me Hunters Gold because I didn't do beer no more. Yep, I used to do Miller, Castle Lite and Heineken. I won't lie, the guys were actually great company, and I admired the fact that they weren't making moves on us. You know, when you having fun, time flies. I only realised how late it was, when Xola called mesaying he just knocked off and was on his way to ppck me up.
I wasn't even drunk, and that's what I love about Hunter's Gold, but it will make you visit the loo a million times.
I told Slie Xola was on his way to pick me up and she suggested we go wait for him outside. I was about to tell Mihlali and she reminded of how a man snatcher she was. Hahahahahahaaha, trus my friend to grow up. I dismissed her comment and filled Mihlali in. I bid my farewell to the guys and thanked them for their hospitality. They suggested next time to come visit them and they'd host me and my friends the whole weekend, which I politely agreed to.
20minutes later, Xola arrived. I introduced him to my friends and vise verca. The time was past 6pm and I was fermised. Our first stop was Nando's. I needed their hot wings. Boo bought the wings and a meal, then drove us home. On arrival, Ayanda had gone to work, so we had the pace all to ourselves, and I must say, I was rather horny. I had even forgotten about the previous mishaps. Boo slouched on the couch, and I was only too willing to straddle him. He wasted no time, and joined my mood. The kisses were very intense, full of hunger and longing. He took off my top, kissing my belly. I must say, I was a bit uncomfortable with him paying so much attention to my belly. Blame it on being a mom. It wasn't flabby, neither was it flat. I could put on a crop top and still look hot and sexy.
We undressed each other, and my eyes darted to his manhood. It wasn't small, nor was it huge, it was just fine. But, at dawn, it felt rather very small. Now I was confused. He saw the look on my face, and tried diverting my attention from his crotch. Nope, this I couldn't just ignore and live hanging. I touched his manhood and played with it with my hands, but it wasn't becoming rock hard like Mondli's used to be. I have never given a blow job to any other man except my baby daddy, and the thought of giving it to Xola just to help hm get his hard was definitely an uncomfortable and creepy one.
It finally got a bit hard and after inserting a condom, it went limp again. I could feel his frustration. He eventually flipped me and made me lay backwards on the couc, then tried inserting me. It was a rerun of what had happened at dawn. Him doing what I don't know what to call. It was infuriating. After he came, I pushed him aside, got up, went to get my toiletries and went to loc myself in the bathroom. I really needed a cold shower, to calm myself down because really, I couldn't understand what was going on..
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That night, I slept without eating. I had decided that the next morning I am going home. Like hell was I going to settle for that. I may not be that experienced in the sex department, but Mondli sure taught me good sex. I had an idea of what I was suppose to get. I knew how I was supposed to feel when being fucked.
Xola joined me in bed and boy, was I so glad when he kept to himself and didn't try talking to me. About an hour later I finally gathered th courage to speak. I could feel he wasn't sleeping yet, so I told him I was livin the next day. He tried talking me out of it and promised to seek medical help for his problem, but I wasn't hearing any of it. Sex was not the only turn off at that point, but also the discovery I had made earlier on that day. I wondered how his girlfriend coped with his failure to please intimately.
Xola:"honestly, I don't know what's going on. Last time you were here, I was perfectly fine. What happened this morning was a shock and I assumed I was probably tired or stressed, but now am starting to stress about it." Ok, I did not know how to respond to that, so I just kept quiet.
I actually had nothing to say to him, except the fact that he gives out the worst sex ever.
Me:"I saw your girlfriend's stuff. " "oh", was all he could utter. After that, there was silence again. I am sure he was still constructing the words to use for his response, so I let him be.
Little did I know, I wasn't getting any sort of response. We slept without uttering a word to each other.
Monday, 25 May 2015
Sunday, 24 May 2015
cont. #11
Next morning, sivuswe yiphone yam. It was on a Monday, but class zethu
bezizoqala ngo 12pm. It was Sthe calling, so I quickly answered and put it
on speaker for my friend's sake.
Me:"hi."
Sthe:"sure mntwana. Got your missed call, usharp kodwa? uboy yena?"
Me:"oh, hay siright. Listen, I got a call from your brother yesterday. Do you
perhaps have any idea what he wanted."
Sthe:"No dear, I have no idea, but I will tell him to call you back."
Me:"That's the thing, I don't want him calling me, ever again. Akukho nto
indidibanisa naye."
Sthe:"hahaha, that's where you are wrong. You have a son together, his
first born to be precise and if I remember correctly, you never dumped one
another."
Me:"mxm, tell him never to call me. That's all am asking for. "
Sthe:"what ma K es you think he will listen to me?"
Me:"because one day, you will want to meet your nephew. "
Sthe:"that could happen any time of the day."
Me:"I very much doubt that."
Sthe:"If you say so."
Me:"look, I have to go. Bye."
Sthe:"sure ntwana." I hung up and OG was all smiles.
OG:"what an arrogant guy. I wonder what is it that your baby daddy wants
from you."
Me:"He's probably just going to dump me." She laughed at my response.
Little did she know of how hurting I was. I sometimes regretted ever meeting
Mondli, but on the other side, grateful because I now have thee cutest baby
boy ever. Bhongo was my life. I loved him with all my heart.
I got up and went to freshen up, then came back to prepare us breakfast.
Me:"go freshen up sizotya." she went to freshen up, satya, did the dishes
and got ready for class.
As we left our first class, I received a message. it was from the bank. I had
just received R2000. Nithe ndisamangalisekile ndinjalo, kwangena message
from a number I didn't know, saying "That's for my stepson. I hope it will be
fine for now."..
Me:"O, ka ujonge." I showed her the text.
OG:"uyaziwa kulo Mondli? "
Me:"hay, and yilonto indothusayo. Nxe, bangobani bavela sebethumela
imali?" I was getting pissed. I quickly responded "Sorry but I don't know
who you are, but there has been a huge mistake. Please send me your bank
details and I will return your money as soon as I can.".. Side saphuma
eskolweni sabuyela endlini engakhange aphendule umntu wakhona. Bendithi
ba ndifone, ayi drope, so I gave up. I couldn't tell my parents about this
because I would raise a lot of questions, so I decided I would buy my boy
his necessities ngayo, enye ndiyitye qha qwaba.
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Later that day, I received a call from Xola, apologising for not calling me
like he had promised and I was fine with it. We continued talking ngezomzi
wethu, endibuza when I will visit him again. Shame, he even asked for
Bhongo's pic and at first I was reluctant, bt ended up agreeing on sending it
to him. Shame, he sounded sweet and I was beginning to warm up to him.
He explained how busy he could get, but promised to make as much time
for me. Bendinga chazekanga man, bendiphelile luncumo. we ended the call,
and I studied and slept,ndonwabile.
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Tuesday, ufikile umama noBoy wam. yho, engasemdala uBhongo, emkhulu,
enenwelevngathi yintombazane. Ebethi xa encuma, avele idimples.
Ebekuthanda ukuhleka, efuze mna ke phof. UOngeziwe naye zange aye
eskolweni evuyela indzodzi ndzodzi. We took him to his Doctor's
appointment, from there I took us out to lunch ngaemali ekuthiwe ngeka
Bhongo. engasatyi man umntanam. uMama ebesithi ndlela le arhala ngayo,
uyalunda nase papeni. Yilento ebemkhulu kangaka.
We went to Truworths, fike ndamthengela enye nje iCoat neboot. Bezinkulu,
but ebezoziveka, then we went to Hubb,ndamongeza kwiznto ezishushu.
uMama uthe endibuza, ndamxelela ndiyonga kalok enzele nam ndikwazi
ukwenzela usana lwam. Engasavuyi man. Pha ngabo 4 emalanga,
bahambile baya ekhaya, thina sabuyela eskolweni. uOngeziwe ebe
ngawuvali umlomo ngoBhongo. Emncoma noba active oku.
I sent Xola a few pictures and videos of Bhongo and he immediately called
me.
Xola:"hay hay hay, ayifani tu nawe le ntwana. hay ndiyayincoma, istrongo
itayima yayo."
Me:"hehehe, ngubani othena ufana noyise?"
Xola:"xa ingenguwe ngubani ke?"
Me:"hay besele ndibuza nje."
Xola:"makakhule khona azoza azo bona itayima yakhe entsha."
Me:"yhoo, soze avume uyise mkhulu."
Xola:"hay suka, lizosela amarhewu lixole ixhego."
Me:"Uthetha nje kuba ungamazi ngoBhongo wakhe."
Xola:"makakhule khona sizomelamisa."
Me:"Yhu, andiziboni ndimitha futhi."
Xola:"uzomitha kanti. owam umntwana."
Me:"yho, ungatsho ndibe ndibaleka nje?"
Xola:"maigqibe iminyaka emibini le ntwana, khona ndizoku chana."
Me:"Hahahahahahaaha, uxolo, andinolunga."
we chatted for a while, sanqandwa kungena kwa Ongeziwe..
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iqhubile itrimester kungekho nto imbi, sipasa sinomhlobo wam, nemali
ifakwa ngu Stepmother endingamaziyo. uXola ebengakazi, kodwa ebefona
shame, kubemnandi. Sometimes he would picmix ifoto yake, neyam
noBhongo ayense iprofile picture ku WhatsApp, sogqiba abhale "my
beautiful family". Bendizibona ndingu madam. Emva kwe Exams bendizo
taka iintsuku zibe ntathu ndiye kuye eDurban. Ongeziwe ebezigodukela
yena, so, bendizo hamba ndodwa, ngetaxi.
Nyani, sigqibile ukubhala, ndapakisha kwanto yam ebendizoyi dinga nase
khaya because from Durban, I was going to go home, straight. I dragged my
medium luggage bag ukuya kwinqwelo ejolise eThekwini. When I arrived in
Durban, Xola besele endilindele. We went to John Dorey's and dined, before
siye endlini. Ayanda was working night, and Xola was on standby.
Bekumnandi man uhlala nomntu wam. We bathed and got ready for bed. We
slept, singakhange sikhwelane shame, kodwa pha ekuzeni kokusa,
wandivusa umfana wabantu because ebengasakwazi kuzibamba. Yhooo,
zicaka zenkosi, nithi bendisiyaphi na? Hayke, undikitazile umfana wabantu,
ephefumlela phezulu, phofu andima noba u ngaphakathi okanye
sekephumile. Uthathe ngomane endiphequla, endiguqula, phof andimva noba
wenzani ngezani kwe bhanti. Bekungathi ndingamnyhala unyawo emlonyeni.
Uthe egqiba ndabe ndibila ngumsindo. Kanti, yintoni le yayisenza kube
buhlungu ngomhla olandela ubusuku bomnxilo. Ndandi hanjwe ngubani?
Next morning, sivuswe yiphone yam. It was on a Monday, but class zethu
bezizoqala ngo 12pm. It was Sthe calling, so I quickly answered and put it
on speaker for my friend's sake.
Me:"hi."
Sthe:"sure mntwana. Got your missed call, usharp kodwa? uboy yena?"
Me:"oh, hay siright. Listen, I got a call from your brother yesterday. Do you
perhaps have any idea what he wanted."
Sthe:"No dear, I have no idea, but I will tell him to call you back."
Me:"That's the thing, I don't want him calling me, ever again. Akukho nto
indidibanisa naye."
Sthe:"hahaha, that's where you are wrong. You have a son together, his
first born to be precise and if I remember correctly, you never dumped one
another."
Me:"mxm, tell him never to call me. That's all am asking for. "
Sthe:"what ma K es you think he will listen to me?"
Me:"because one day, you will want to meet your nephew. "
Sthe:"that could happen any time of the day."
Me:"I very much doubt that."
Sthe:"If you say so."
Me:"look, I have to go. Bye."
Sthe:"sure ntwana." I hung up and OG was all smiles.
OG:"what an arrogant guy. I wonder what is it that your baby daddy wants
from you."
Me:"He's probably just going to dump me." She laughed at my response.
Little did she know of how hurting I was. I sometimes regretted ever meeting
Mondli, but on the other side, grateful because I now have thee cutest baby
boy ever. Bhongo was my life. I loved him with all my heart.
I got up and went to freshen up, then came back to prepare us breakfast.
Me:"go freshen up sizotya." she went to freshen up, satya, did the dishes
and got ready for class.
As we left our first class, I received a message. it was from the bank. I had
just received R2000. Nithe ndisamangalisekile ndinjalo, kwangena message
from a number I didn't know, saying "That's for my stepson. I hope it will be
fine for now."..
Me:"O, ka ujonge." I showed her the text.
OG:"uyaziwa kulo Mondli? "
Me:"hay, and yilonto indothusayo. Nxe, bangobani bavela sebethumela
imali?" I was getting pissed. I quickly responded "Sorry but I don't know
who you are, but there has been a huge mistake. Please send me your bank
details and I will return your money as soon as I can.".. Side saphuma
eskolweni sabuyela endlini engakhange aphendule umntu wakhona. Bendithi
ba ndifone, ayi drope, so I gave up. I couldn't tell my parents about this
because I would raise a lot of questions, so I decided I would buy my boy
his necessities ngayo, enye ndiyitye qha qwaba.
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Later that day, I received a call from Xola, apologising for not calling me
like he had promised and I was fine with it. We continued talking ngezomzi
wethu, endibuza when I will visit him again. Shame, he even asked for
Bhongo's pic and at first I was reluctant, bt ended up agreeing on sending it
to him. Shame, he sounded sweet and I was beginning to warm up to him.
He explained how busy he could get, but promised to make as much time
for me. Bendinga chazekanga man, bendiphelile luncumo. we ended the call,
and I studied and slept,ndonwabile.
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Tuesday, ufikile umama noBoy wam. yho, engasemdala uBhongo, emkhulu,
enenwelevngathi yintombazane. Ebethi xa encuma, avele idimples.
Ebekuthanda ukuhleka, efuze mna ke phof. UOngeziwe naye zange aye
eskolweni evuyela indzodzi ndzodzi. We took him to his Doctor's
appointment, from there I took us out to lunch ngaemali ekuthiwe ngeka
Bhongo. engasatyi man umntanam. uMama ebesithi ndlela le arhala ngayo,
uyalunda nase papeni. Yilento ebemkhulu kangaka.
We went to Truworths, fike ndamthengela enye nje iCoat neboot. Bezinkulu,
but ebezoziveka, then we went to Hubb,ndamongeza kwiznto ezishushu.
uMama uthe endibuza, ndamxelela ndiyonga kalok enzele nam ndikwazi
ukwenzela usana lwam. Engasavuyi man. Pha ngabo 4 emalanga,
bahambile baya ekhaya, thina sabuyela eskolweni. uOngeziwe ebe
ngawuvali umlomo ngoBhongo. Emncoma noba active oku.
I sent Xola a few pictures and videos of Bhongo and he immediately called
me.
Xola:"hay hay hay, ayifani tu nawe le ntwana. hay ndiyayincoma, istrongo
itayima yayo."
Me:"hehehe, ngubani othena ufana noyise?"
Xola:"xa ingenguwe ngubani ke?"
Me:"hay besele ndibuza nje."
Xola:"makakhule khona azoza azo bona itayima yakhe entsha."
Me:"yhoo, soze avume uyise mkhulu."
Xola:"hay suka, lizosela amarhewu lixole ixhego."
Me:"Uthetha nje kuba ungamazi ngoBhongo wakhe."
Xola:"makakhule khona sizomelamisa."
Me:"Yhu, andiziboni ndimitha futhi."
Xola:"uzomitha kanti. owam umntwana."
Me:"yho, ungatsho ndibe ndibaleka nje?"
Xola:"maigqibe iminyaka emibini le ntwana, khona ndizoku chana."
Me:"Hahahahahahaaha, uxolo, andinolunga."
we chatted for a while, sanqandwa kungena kwa Ongeziwe..
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iqhubile itrimester kungekho nto imbi, sipasa sinomhlobo wam, nemali
ifakwa ngu Stepmother endingamaziyo. uXola ebengakazi, kodwa ebefona
shame, kubemnandi. Sometimes he would picmix ifoto yake, neyam
noBhongo ayense iprofile picture ku WhatsApp, sogqiba abhale "my
beautiful family". Bendizibona ndingu madam. Emva kwe Exams bendizo
taka iintsuku zibe ntathu ndiye kuye eDurban. Ongeziwe ebezigodukela
yena, so, bendizo hamba ndodwa, ngetaxi.
Nyani, sigqibile ukubhala, ndapakisha kwanto yam ebendizoyi dinga nase
khaya because from Durban, I was going to go home, straight. I dragged my
medium luggage bag ukuya kwinqwelo ejolise eThekwini. When I arrived in
Durban, Xola besele endilindele. We went to John Dorey's and dined, before
siye endlini. Ayanda was working night, and Xola was on standby.
Bekumnandi man uhlala nomntu wam. We bathed and got ready for bed. We
slept, singakhange sikhwelane shame, kodwa pha ekuzeni kokusa,
wandivusa umfana wabantu because ebengasakwazi kuzibamba. Yhooo,
zicaka zenkosi, nithi bendisiyaphi na? Hayke, undikitazile umfana wabantu,
ephefumlela phezulu, phofu andima noba u ngaphakathi okanye
sekephumile. Uthathe ngomane endiphequla, endiguqula, phof andimva noba
wenzani ngezani kwe bhanti. Bekungathi ndingamnyhala unyawo emlonyeni.
Uthe egqiba ndabe ndibila ngumsindo. Kanti, yintoni le yayisenza kube
buhlungu ngomhla olandela ubusuku bomnxilo. Ndandi hanjwe ngubani?
#11
Sunday, sivuke salungiselela ukubuyela eShepstone, and the guys were
going to drive us backnagain. As we passed Mthwalume, my phone rang,
kuyi landline. Bendihleli eFront eat noXola obeqhuba.
As soon as I answered, I knew it was engakazibiki nozibika. My heart
jumped up my throat, ndatsarhwa ngamathe, my hands sweating. I was in
full panic mode. I dropped the call ndingevanga noba ufuna ukuthini.
Xola uthena endibuza ndabe ndihline ndingamniki kwa chance. We got to
Shepstone ndisekulo mood. As I walked to my room, Xola followed me.
Xola:"Babe, what's wrong?"
Me:"nothing."
Xola:"come on, you can talk to me."
Me:"Xola, uyayazi ba ndino mntwana?" Waske wandiqhalela amehlo.
Me:"oh, I see, awuyazi. Well,ndino mntwana ozoba na5moths apha
ezinsukwini. Ngumfana and gama lakhe ngu Kungawo Bhongo. Uyise
usejele."
Xola:"uhm, ok, this is all a shock."
Me:"yeah, I understand. And nguye lo ebendi fonele. We haven't spoken
usukela ndina 4months, when I found out unomntu wakhe an he was being
convicted that day." Intliziyo yam ibingamahlwili all this time sharing this.
Xola bendimbona ba naye ubindekile.
Me:"Look, I think you should now leave. Kuzoba late and am tired."
Xola:"oh, yeah, will call you later neh."
Me:"ok bye." We hugged and he left. I was left there wondering what Mondli
wanted. Why would he call me after all this time. After all te heartache. I
was more mad than hurt. OG came to sit with me and I kind of offloaded
on her. For the first time ever, I shared my history with her. isibhanxa
sechomi endinayo besi khala.
Me:"ukhalela ntoni ke ngoku? "
OG:"hay man sies. but on the real now, I say you deserve to hear what he
has to say. You are now hurting because, you haven't found closure.
uzophuma lamntu kungeku dala phayana and from what I have head,
uzokufuna ade akufumane."
Me:"lomntu azange wakhathalela nonyana lo wakhe endamzalela yena."
OG:"nexttime efona, mmamee ba uzothini."
Me:"ok mngani."
OG:"yima ndiyolanda izinto zolala, ndizolala ngapha. And ke futhi sizoke
sifonele loSthe wakhona. Ndicuriousman ba befuna ukuthini lomntu wakho."
Me:'akasengo mntu wam."
OG:"hay suka, ndiyeza." Nyani, she went to get her sleepwear and we called
Sthe, but he did not pick up.
Sunday, sivuke salungiselela ukubuyela eShepstone, and the guys were
going to drive us backnagain. As we passed Mthwalume, my phone rang,
kuyi landline. Bendihleli eFront eat noXola obeqhuba.
As soon as I answered, I knew it was engakazibiki nozibika. My heart
jumped up my throat, ndatsarhwa ngamathe, my hands sweating. I was in
full panic mode. I dropped the call ndingevanga noba ufuna ukuthini.
Xola uthena endibuza ndabe ndihline ndingamniki kwa chance. We got to
Shepstone ndisekulo mood. As I walked to my room, Xola followed me.
Xola:"Babe, what's wrong?"
Me:"nothing."
Xola:"come on, you can talk to me."
Me:"Xola, uyayazi ba ndino mntwana?" Waske wandiqhalela amehlo.
Me:"oh, I see, awuyazi. Well,ndino mntwana ozoba na5moths apha
ezinsukwini. Ngumfana and gama lakhe ngu Kungawo Bhongo. Uyise
usejele."
Xola:"uhm, ok, this is all a shock."
Me:"yeah, I understand. And nguye lo ebendi fonele. We haven't spoken
usukela ndina 4months, when I found out unomntu wakhe an he was being
convicted that day." Intliziyo yam ibingamahlwili all this time sharing this.
Xola bendimbona ba naye ubindekile.
Me:"Look, I think you should now leave. Kuzoba late and am tired."
Xola:"oh, yeah, will call you later neh."
Me:"ok bye." We hugged and he left. I was left there wondering what Mondli
wanted. Why would he call me after all this time. After all te heartache. I
was more mad than hurt. OG came to sit with me and I kind of offloaded
on her. For the first time ever, I shared my history with her. isibhanxa
sechomi endinayo besi khala.
Me:"ukhalela ntoni ke ngoku? "
OG:"hay man sies. but on the real now, I say you deserve to hear what he
has to say. You are now hurting because, you haven't found closure.
uzophuma lamntu kungeku dala phayana and from what I have head,
uzokufuna ade akufumane."
Me:"lomntu azange wakhathalela nonyana lo wakhe endamzalela yena."
OG:"nexttime efona, mmamee ba uzothini."
Me:"ok mngani."
OG:"yima ndiyolanda izinto zolala, ndizolala ngapha. And ke futhi sizoke
sifonele loSthe wakhona. Ndicuriousman ba befuna ukuthini lomntu wakho."
Me:'akasengo mntu wam."
OG:"hay suka, ndiyeza." Nyani, she went to get her sleepwear and we called
Sthe, but he did not pick up.
#10
Xola got us our drinks and made us comfortable. Ayanda was already
mingling with other people. A while later, we were served braai vleis, salads
and rolls. Andayitya man inyama ndangqale ndayocela enye. Engandihleki
uOG, ebebona ba sendiqhutywa butywala obu bendizingxala bona. Kalok
oko ndamitha, zange ndaphinda ndazonwabisa kanje. Nestage nah,
besibuzwa kum.
Xola undibizele ecaleni, esithi mandehlise isantya ngoku ngoba bekusazo
yiwa nase Cubanna. Nyani, ndiziselele amanzi ane ice ndehlisa apha
emnxilweni. Xola ebengapheli phambi kwethu, oko esihoyile, especially le
indim intokazi.
Me:"ndibawela iDoritos." ndithethe ndijongise ku mhlobo wam.
OG:"ndim owo, yitsho kuXola. Inoba uzovuma kuwe." Ndimcelie nyani
wavuma.
He took us to a close by garage, sawola izinto ezimnandi. On our way back
to the braai, he got a call but I couldn't mae clear of what was being said,
but ndive sele esithi usendleleni, uyeza. I wonder uya kubani.
OG:" bendisathe nqa. kodwa ke makasele amanzi axole owomntu, akho
apho uyakhona. Singama ndwendwe aho kwaye awuzu sishiya simunca
iintsini apha no Ayanda ogcwele isigezo, unlessufuna ndinxile ndikhwelwe
zezi chomi zakho." Hahahahahahaaha, ndabona ba iyabila ngumsindo le
inguXola.
OG:"ndisigcinile isethembiso sam, ndayenza into obu ndi cele yona and
awuzundenzela izimanga mna."
Xola:"mxm.". OG ebengxame nyani, engasa shwabuli man, ebendixakile.
Sithe sifika, ndabe ndimbona ba uXola udikiwe nyani.
Xola:"Yoza, cela ungehli undikhaphe."
OG:" ba mna ndisale no Ayanda naba bantu ndingabaziyo?"
Xola:" Ngumntu wakho vele." wehlile ke uOngeziwe ebuyela embhadleni,
ndayongena ngaphambile, sayiqhwita ejolise etalishisi.
Xola:" ndiyabna noko wehile umqhele."
Me:"hay noko ngok. Okowena uzi mamele."
Xola:"kunga qhuba bani kalok?"
Me:"shame, na ngomso kuse lusuku."
Xola:"ewe, sonxilela endlini ngomso."
Me:"ja neh." sifike kwezinye iFlats, wafona xa esegatini. The gate opened
sangena. He asked me to wait in the car, azuhlala, whilst eya ngaphakathi,
nam ke ndavuma. Ndisale ndizidlalela nge phone yam. He had left the key,
on the ignition.
Some lady knocked on the window and I rolled it down.
Lady:"sorry, but you are parked on my parking spot."
Me:"oh, sorry, I didn't know." She politely showed me the visitors' parking
lot and I got out and I got on the drvers' side and moved the car. She
gracefully thanked me.
A while later my phone rang, it was Xola.
Me:"yebo?"
Xola:"he mfo, uphi?" I flashed the lights for him.
Me:"uyandi bona ke ngoku?"
Xola:"ja sure, ndiyeza." Whenhe got to the car I could see he was a bit
confused.
Xola:"how did you end up hete?"
Me:"hehehehe, ubumise endaweni yomnye usisi, so wandicela ndiisuse?"
Xola:"isuswe nguye or nguwe?"
Me:"heyake, ndim."
Xola:"oh Thixo enofefe, imoto yam."
Me:"chill, I can drive. Call Onge now and ask her."
Xola:"ndizoyi joka ekuseni ba ayina dent na.
Me:" fine by me. Ndiyabona ndidelekile." He laughed and we drove back to
the braai. People were wasted already and mna I was now sober, so I got
myself a drink and went to chill with OG and this other girl she was with.
A while later, we all headed to Cubanna, apho ndifike ndanxila ndangazazi..
I woke up with a massive headache and oh, I was naked. Next to me was a
passed out Xola. Oh my, what had happened? I tried moving but he pinned
me down. Wasn't he passed out na?
Xola:"uyaphi?"
Me:"I need to pee and bath."
Xola:"oh, ok."
I got up, wore his t-shirt and headed to the bathroom, peed and went to get
my toiletries from the bedroom I was suppose to be sleeping on. OG was
passed out, alone. I took my toiletries and gown and headed back to the
bathroom. My treasure was on fire. I couldn't believe what happened. Worst
part is that I couldn't remember a thing. I was embarrassed and furious
with myself. I wondered if we even bothered using a condom.. I couldn't
have another baby, not anytime soon.
After bathing I got dressed and to chill in the lounge. Ayanda was there,
passed out on the couch, so I decided to go chil on the balcony and call my
mom. I missed Bhongo and felt really guilty about sleeping with Xola. Kona,
angathini uMondli? Fuck, why am I even thinking of that douche bag. Nxe.
Mom answered and I coull hear Bhongo screaming on the background. He
was actually baby talking. He was going to be 5months full in a few days
and I was so excited. Mom told me they'd be going to Margate the next
week, for his doctor's appointment, so bebezogqitha kum. That excited me.
A while later, after talking to mom and Bhongo, Xola appered, fully dressed
and smelling fresh.
Xola:"undi balekele ntoni?"
Me:"huh?"
Xola:"thought we'd go for round 2."
Me:"oh." he pulled me closer to him and enveloped me into a hug.
Xola:"last night wasn't a mistake. I really do like you, and I had to beg
Onge to bring you here. I am sorry I took advantage of you and didn't wait
a while longer, but I don't regret it."
Me:"did we use protection?"
Xola:"yes we did."
Me:"since am not sure, can we at least get an emergency pill."
Xola:"no it's fine."
Me:"thanks."
Xola:"masambe ngoku, sosole sithenga ibreakfast." We left, bought what we
needed and returned. I drank the pill after breakfast and went to lay down. I
was tired. Later on I woke up and decided to cook us supper. Xola was all
lovey dovey and I was uncomfortable. I made pork chops, green salad,
chakalaka and seasoned pap.
Xola:"yesses, hay Onge mfethu, ndiyatshata apha."
Ayanda:"yenza bengakade bamthathe nyani. hay yapheka sistaz."
OG:"hay yi chomi yam ke lena."
Ayanda:"skwizza mfo."
OG:"whatever. " All this time, I was quiet. Ugqiba kwethu ukutya, I did the
dishes. Ayanda and xola went to buy booze and some goodies.
Ongeziwe sele endibuza some questions about me and his brother.
OG:"ungathi andiku xelelanga ke sana, nguma ntombini uXola. Sowuyo
nyamezela."
Me:"I don't think I am ready for another relationship. "
OG:"then don't rush yourself. "
Me:"yeah hey."
OG:"talk to him."
Me:"I might as well enjoy tonight. And besides, I could use with some sober
sex."
OG:"hehehehehe, awutsho."
Me:"thought you were aware. "
OG:"tu sana."
Me:"andikhumbuli nix kemna ndiku balisele."
OG:"kodwa kuya caca uyidlalile indima yakho, naku eyi nca bostik."
Me:"I hope. So, wena noAyanda, ithini into?"
OG:"I like him, a lot, qha ngumantombini."
Me:"I say try him out."
OG:"we have done the deed, but we declared it a mistake, so, yeah, that's
it."
Me:"yhu, iHeavy ke lendaba."
We chatted till the guys got back, then the drinking marathon began, but
mna bendizi selela iVAWTER. Bendi ngafuni kwehlelwa ngese phezolo..
Xola got us our drinks and made us comfortable. Ayanda was already
mingling with other people. A while later, we were served braai vleis, salads
and rolls. Andayitya man inyama ndangqale ndayocela enye. Engandihleki
uOG, ebebona ba sendiqhutywa butywala obu bendizingxala bona. Kalok
oko ndamitha, zange ndaphinda ndazonwabisa kanje. Nestage nah,
besibuzwa kum.
Xola undibizele ecaleni, esithi mandehlise isantya ngoku ngoba bekusazo
yiwa nase Cubanna. Nyani, ndiziselele amanzi ane ice ndehlisa apha
emnxilweni. Xola ebengapheli phambi kwethu, oko esihoyile, especially le
indim intokazi.
Me:"ndibawela iDoritos." ndithethe ndijongise ku mhlobo wam.
OG:"ndim owo, yitsho kuXola. Inoba uzovuma kuwe." Ndimcelie nyani
wavuma.
He took us to a close by garage, sawola izinto ezimnandi. On our way back
to the braai, he got a call but I couldn't mae clear of what was being said,
but ndive sele esithi usendleleni, uyeza. I wonder uya kubani.
OG:" bendisathe nqa. kodwa ke makasele amanzi axole owomntu, akho
apho uyakhona. Singama ndwendwe aho kwaye awuzu sishiya simunca
iintsini apha no Ayanda ogcwele isigezo, unlessufuna ndinxile ndikhwelwe
zezi chomi zakho." Hahahahahahaaha, ndabona ba iyabila ngumsindo le
inguXola.
OG:"ndisigcinile isethembiso sam, ndayenza into obu ndi cele yona and
awuzundenzela izimanga mna."
Xola:"mxm.". OG ebengxame nyani, engasa shwabuli man, ebendixakile.
Sithe sifika, ndabe ndimbona ba uXola udikiwe nyani.
Xola:"Yoza, cela ungehli undikhaphe."
OG:" ba mna ndisale no Ayanda naba bantu ndingabaziyo?"
Xola:" Ngumntu wakho vele." wehlile ke uOngeziwe ebuyela embhadleni,
ndayongena ngaphambile, sayiqhwita ejolise etalishisi.
Xola:" ndiyabna noko wehile umqhele."
Me:"hay noko ngok. Okowena uzi mamele."
Xola:"kunga qhuba bani kalok?"
Me:"shame, na ngomso kuse lusuku."
Xola:"ewe, sonxilela endlini ngomso."
Me:"ja neh." sifike kwezinye iFlats, wafona xa esegatini. The gate opened
sangena. He asked me to wait in the car, azuhlala, whilst eya ngaphakathi,
nam ke ndavuma. Ndisale ndizidlalela nge phone yam. He had left the key,
on the ignition.
Some lady knocked on the window and I rolled it down.
Lady:"sorry, but you are parked on my parking spot."
Me:"oh, sorry, I didn't know." She politely showed me the visitors' parking
lot and I got out and I got on the drvers' side and moved the car. She
gracefully thanked me.
A while later my phone rang, it was Xola.
Me:"yebo?"
Xola:"he mfo, uphi?" I flashed the lights for him.
Me:"uyandi bona ke ngoku?"
Xola:"ja sure, ndiyeza." Whenhe got to the car I could see he was a bit
confused.
Xola:"how did you end up hete?"
Me:"hehehehe, ubumise endaweni yomnye usisi, so wandicela ndiisuse?"
Xola:"isuswe nguye or nguwe?"
Me:"heyake, ndim."
Xola:"oh Thixo enofefe, imoto yam."
Me:"chill, I can drive. Call Onge now and ask her."
Xola:"ndizoyi joka ekuseni ba ayina dent na.
Me:" fine by me. Ndiyabona ndidelekile." He laughed and we drove back to
the braai. People were wasted already and mna I was now sober, so I got
myself a drink and went to chill with OG and this other girl she was with.
A while later, we all headed to Cubanna, apho ndifike ndanxila ndangazazi..
I woke up with a massive headache and oh, I was naked. Next to me was a
passed out Xola. Oh my, what had happened? I tried moving but he pinned
me down. Wasn't he passed out na?
Xola:"uyaphi?"
Me:"I need to pee and bath."
Xola:"oh, ok."
I got up, wore his t-shirt and headed to the bathroom, peed and went to get
my toiletries from the bedroom I was suppose to be sleeping on. OG was
passed out, alone. I took my toiletries and gown and headed back to the
bathroom. My treasure was on fire. I couldn't believe what happened. Worst
part is that I couldn't remember a thing. I was embarrassed and furious
with myself. I wondered if we even bothered using a condom.. I couldn't
have another baby, not anytime soon.
After bathing I got dressed and to chill in the lounge. Ayanda was there,
passed out on the couch, so I decided to go chil on the balcony and call my
mom. I missed Bhongo and felt really guilty about sleeping with Xola. Kona,
angathini uMondli? Fuck, why am I even thinking of that douche bag. Nxe.
Mom answered and I coull hear Bhongo screaming on the background. He
was actually baby talking. He was going to be 5months full in a few days
and I was so excited. Mom told me they'd be going to Margate the next
week, for his doctor's appointment, so bebezogqitha kum. That excited me.
A while later, after talking to mom and Bhongo, Xola appered, fully dressed
and smelling fresh.
Xola:"undi balekele ntoni?"
Me:"huh?"
Xola:"thought we'd go for round 2."
Me:"oh." he pulled me closer to him and enveloped me into a hug.
Xola:"last night wasn't a mistake. I really do like you, and I had to beg
Onge to bring you here. I am sorry I took advantage of you and didn't wait
a while longer, but I don't regret it."
Me:"did we use protection?"
Xola:"yes we did."
Me:"since am not sure, can we at least get an emergency pill."
Xola:"no it's fine."
Me:"thanks."
Xola:"masambe ngoku, sosole sithenga ibreakfast." We left, bought what we
needed and returned. I drank the pill after breakfast and went to lay down. I
was tired. Later on I woke up and decided to cook us supper. Xola was all
lovey dovey and I was uncomfortable. I made pork chops, green salad,
chakalaka and seasoned pap.
Xola:"yesses, hay Onge mfethu, ndiyatshata apha."
Ayanda:"yenza bengakade bamthathe nyani. hay yapheka sistaz."
OG:"hay yi chomi yam ke lena."
Ayanda:"skwizza mfo."
OG:"whatever. " All this time, I was quiet. Ugqiba kwethu ukutya, I did the
dishes. Ayanda and xola went to buy booze and some goodies.
Ongeziwe sele endibuza some questions about me and his brother.
OG:"ungathi andiku xelelanga ke sana, nguma ntombini uXola. Sowuyo
nyamezela."
Me:"I don't think I am ready for another relationship. "
OG:"then don't rush yourself. "
Me:"yeah hey."
OG:"talk to him."
Me:"I might as well enjoy tonight. And besides, I could use with some sober
sex."
OG:"hehehehehe, awutsho."
Me:"thought you were aware. "
OG:"tu sana."
Me:"andikhumbuli nix kemna ndiku balisele."
OG:"kodwa kuya caca uyidlalile indima yakho, naku eyi nca bostik."
Me:"I hope. So, wena noAyanda, ithini into?"
OG:"I like him, a lot, qha ngumantombini."
Me:"I say try him out."
OG:"we have done the deed, but we declared it a mistake, so, yeah, that's
it."
Me:"yhu, iHeavy ke lendaba."
We chatted till the guys got back, then the drinking marathon began, but
mna bendizi selela iVAWTER. Bendi ngafuni kwehlelwa ngese phezolo..
#9
OG was a cool friend. ephaphile ugirl, which reminded me of Slie. Slie and I
spoke every now and then and shame she was enjoying Varsity. She was
doing Chemical Engineering at Howard College.
I won't lie, Electricity was never my dream but I was enjoying the course.
OG and I knew what we went there for and we were making the best of it. I
would go home every now and then and every time i went homei. would
take a pic of Bhongo and send it to Sthe. He still hadn't given up on the
idea of seeing his neohew..
So, this certain weekend i wasn't going home. Besigqiba iTest week so OG
wandicenga ba ndingagoduki, instead siye eDurban,kubhuti wakhe. An all
expenses paid for trip. Bebezo silanda. Hay ke, beziformile ezinathi,
silungele indlela. Entloko bendine short hair ePlum uOG efakele twist ende
eBlonde. Besizi xelele na asizuqhelwa kwela Theku..
Silandwe nguBhuti ka OG nomngane wakhe uAyanda. Apparently they
shared a 2 bedroom apartment. They were both doing their practicals, so
beberhola oonkabi. I am not sure who's car that was, but OG's brother was
driving whilst Ayanda was sipping on Heineken and bendibona neBhotile
yeChivas. They asked what we would like for the road and OG quickly
responded nge Sminnorf and Cranberry juice.
Ayanda: "wena love?". ebejongise kum.
Me:"uhm".
Ayanda:"anything love. We are at your service".
Me:"ok. I will have what you having with grapetiser."
Ayanda:"Heineken?".
OG:"duh!! iChivas mfo."
Ayanda:"oh. hahahaha. sure case."
OG:" bhut'wam, uqale usithu ribbs and burgers ke mfo pha eSteers, ndino
kulamba okuthile." His brother just nodded. He was awfully quiet shame,
compared to the first time we met or when he calls OG then acele ufakwa
kuLoud speaker.
Sifile ke Mdubane apho besibhalele khona pha ko6 emalanga. Bebehlala
eMorning side oobhuti. Sithe sifika, kwabe kuthiwa silungise, kuyiwa
komnye umngane ozokwenza iBraai. Hay ke, thanks to OG, bendiphethe
iimpahla zom'gruvo. I wore my turquoise jockey pants, white vest and black
studded platform pumps. Slie wore khaki bum shorts, black oversized shirt
and a pair of my red Sissy boy platforms. She looked hot. Wayigqiba
ngeRed lipstick,mna ndafaka ePlum. Besibaba straight. When we got to the
lounge,uBhuti ka OG ebethetha emnxebeni, kodwa ukuvela kwethu usale
ekhamisile.
OG:"nivale eyomilomo." ndafane ndazi ncumisa.
Ayanda:" daaaamn rhatis. Yesses. Yhoo. ndaske ndanxanwa."
Me:"ncoma awuzofa." nditsho ngolona ncumo."
Ayanda:"ndizonxila ngani namhlanje. Hay nibahle qha. Mjita, gqiba sizo
hambani."
OG's bro got the keys wathi siyeni. iBraai ibinge kudanga nalapho kuhlala
khona ooAyanda. Bekuyi townhouse khona.Sifike sekugcwele noko and
bebahle abantwana babantu nathi si on point. Mna besendiwuva umqhele
unyuka nam. OG ke yena ebebuphela umhlobo wami, wade wagqiba kwelo
kuba uzosela amanzi.
OG was a cool friend. ephaphile ugirl, which reminded me of Slie. Slie and I
spoke every now and then and shame she was enjoying Varsity. She was
doing Chemical Engineering at Howard College.
I won't lie, Electricity was never my dream but I was enjoying the course.
OG and I knew what we went there for and we were making the best of it. I
would go home every now and then and every time i went homei. would
take a pic of Bhongo and send it to Sthe. He still hadn't given up on the
idea of seeing his neohew..
So, this certain weekend i wasn't going home. Besigqiba iTest week so OG
wandicenga ba ndingagoduki, instead siye eDurban,kubhuti wakhe. An all
expenses paid for trip. Bebezo silanda. Hay ke, beziformile ezinathi,
silungele indlela. Entloko bendine short hair ePlum uOG efakele twist ende
eBlonde. Besizi xelele na asizuqhelwa kwela Theku..
Silandwe nguBhuti ka OG nomngane wakhe uAyanda. Apparently they
shared a 2 bedroom apartment. They were both doing their practicals, so
beberhola oonkabi. I am not sure who's car that was, but OG's brother was
driving whilst Ayanda was sipping on Heineken and bendibona neBhotile
yeChivas. They asked what we would like for the road and OG quickly
responded nge Sminnorf and Cranberry juice.
Ayanda: "wena love?". ebejongise kum.
Me:"uhm".
Ayanda:"anything love. We are at your service".
Me:"ok. I will have what you having with grapetiser."
Ayanda:"Heineken?".
OG:"duh!! iChivas mfo."
Ayanda:"oh. hahahaha. sure case."
OG:" bhut'wam, uqale usithu ribbs and burgers ke mfo pha eSteers, ndino
kulamba okuthile." His brother just nodded. He was awfully quiet shame,
compared to the first time we met or when he calls OG then acele ufakwa
kuLoud speaker.
Sifile ke Mdubane apho besibhalele khona pha ko6 emalanga. Bebehlala
eMorning side oobhuti. Sithe sifika, kwabe kuthiwa silungise, kuyiwa
komnye umngane ozokwenza iBraai. Hay ke, thanks to OG, bendiphethe
iimpahla zom'gruvo. I wore my turquoise jockey pants, white vest and black
studded platform pumps. Slie wore khaki bum shorts, black oversized shirt
and a pair of my red Sissy boy platforms. She looked hot. Wayigqiba
ngeRed lipstick,mna ndafaka ePlum. Besibaba straight. When we got to the
lounge,uBhuti ka OG ebethetha emnxebeni, kodwa ukuvela kwethu usale
ekhamisile.
OG:"nivale eyomilomo." ndafane ndazi ncumisa.
Ayanda:" daaaamn rhatis. Yesses. Yhoo. ndaske ndanxanwa."
Me:"ncoma awuzofa." nditsho ngolona ncumo."
Ayanda:"ndizonxila ngani namhlanje. Hay nibahle qha. Mjita, gqiba sizo
hambani."
OG's bro got the keys wathi siyeni. iBraai ibinge kudanga nalapho kuhlala
khona ooAyanda. Bekuyi townhouse khona.Sifike sekugcwele noko and
bebahle abantwana babantu nathi si on point. Mna besendiwuva umqhele
unyuka nam. OG ke yena ebebuphela umhlobo wami, wade wagqiba kwelo
kuba uzosela amanzi.
#8 cont....
Nyani, the next mommy took me to her GP. Everything was fine with the
Junior. Yes, I was carrying a boy. Mom wasted no time and called dad. I
guess being the only child has its benefits because my parents were
overjoyed. I got my medication and went straight home. Mom had decided
sizoya eKostad the next day as she was just too overjoyed. Daddy ke yena
ebebawela nokundi buyisa ndizohlala nabo. Strange enough, the baby daddy
issue was the most ignored.
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My parents had bought me maternity clothes, another school tracksuit and
bigger shirts and school jersey. Mommy even insisted they get me an ozone
foot massager. Hehehehehe, benditefiswa straight.
Schools reopened and they took me back and bought me all the necessities
of apregnant woman. The GP from back had given me a medical file to
hand over to the GP I would attend at PMB so that ingazu sokolisa when
they have to transfer me to a gynaecologist.
At school, it was known am pregnant and there were those who were
judgemental and making fun of me, but hey, it is life. Not everyone will like
you.
Slie would fight my battles, accompany me to my gynae's appointments and
also bare my whining. Mom and dad visited every 2weeks.
Sthe tried by all means reaching out to me, but besendi monyanyy ngeyona
ndlela. Slie used to say ndiyamaliswa. There were days that I would cry for
Mondli, phinde ndixole.
Attending school was tough, but I had to keep up for my child's sake. I had
to build a future for us since daddy dearest was no longer in our lives, and
was being a jailbird. I won't lie and say I was over Mondli because I was
not. I loved that man despite everything. I had given him my worth and he
had given me a child, a boy. We both had a part of each other, but then
again, I guess fate wasn't on our side. Not everyone has a soulmate, and I
had proven it ngam. I didn't have one.
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Final exams were tough. I was heavily pregnant by the time we finished.
Seven months, three weeks. I had stretch marks but my mom assured me
they would disappear after giving birth. UBoy ebeyikhaba into sana hay
khona xa ndingakhe ndidibane nesisibhanxa singu Sthe, ebevele atsho
ndiphelelwe ngumoya. Other than he's kicking techniques, he was a behaved
unborn baby. I didn't go in and out of ER.
After my final paper, Dad came to get me. I packed all my belongings and
said goodbye to Pietermaritzburg, but more importantly, my best friend,
Slindile Mthethwa ...
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The whole of December, Sthe tried calling me, begging that I ask my family
to take me to theirs, regarding the baby. Sometimes he would tell me about
mondli and so on. Funny thing is, never once did he tell me that Mondli
said he loved me or miss me, everything was just about the unborn baby.
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28 January, I gave birth to a 2,8kg baby boy, Kungawo Bhongo Mlambi.
Ebenemhle umntanam esenza umunyu. Ebefana noyise lento idikayo, nto le
bekhe ndibone ba iyamkhuba utata.
After 2weeks ndibelekile, I sent Sthe a pic of the baby. He begged me to
allow him to come see him but ndala. I felt like me, trying to build a
relationship for my son and his paternal family would be ndiyazi thandisa.
Mondli really did not want us in his life. He never even bothered to call and
check up on us.
Since bendihleli ndingafundi, dad had suggested second trimester ndiye
eGamalakhe TVET, just for ukuqhuba unyaka and ndibe kufuphi noBhongo.
Ewe ebelibhongo lomntwana kubazali bam, kwaye nakum na. Ubungafunga
ukuba ngowabo ndlela bebemthanda ngayo. Ebengqale elala nabo, ehlanjwa
ngumama, yonke man lonto.
Whilst ndilinde isecond trimester, I got my learners, and immediately went
to book driving lessons. I remember, bekuzi 15 ku February. I had booked
for full lessons, nasekhaya utata engandi pholelanga. Ebendi nyanzelisa
ukuba ndibenazo iimpepha zokuqhuba, esithi imisebenzi seyifunyanwa
ngazo. Bendisithi ndise driving school, ndibe ndisesikolweni seComputer.
Umntwana ubehlala no aunty ke yena for eloxesha ndisedolophini, ndenza
zonke ezizinto. EDriving school I was doubling my lessons, ndisenza
i2hours everyday ekseni, then ngo11 ekseni ndiyokwenza computer.
Computer was easy for me since I did CAT at school.
Early April, I got my driver's license for code 10, but dad insisted I go book
5 lessons for code8, bandifundise iParking. I really did not understand all
this fussing about driving because I didn't have a car, but I must say, am
glad I did it anyway.
I passed my 6weeks computer course and got my certificate.
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5 May was the first day for registration, and mama ebezondikhapha
noBhongo. I drove from eCasino ukuyofika eGamalakhe. It felt great. I opted
for Electrical Engineering, even though I wasn't sure about it because
bebekhala abanye abantwana besithi inzima. Registration was hectic and I
still had to find accommodation. I met some girl, Ongeziwe obezokwenza
Electrical N1 naye and obesazofuna indawo. She was there alone, so I
suggested ahambe nathi siyokhangela indawo. Mom suggested we find a
place eGamalakhe, for transport reasons. Beunzima ufumana imiqasho
eright but we ended up sifumana indlu engu 3Bedroom. ibiqashiswa as a
commune kuyi R1800 irent, meaning we only needed one more housemate.
It was fully furnished but mna khe ndacela ibhedi neengubo ezithi mna.
Mom:"heyake, ku worse eMaritzburg ubulala kweya phayana."
Me:"oh yhini, ndiyakucelela mama."
Mom:"yicele kutata. mfonele ngoku." Ebetsho kubani yena? ndikhwele
emnxebeni ndamcenga wade wavuma. Ndiyithengelwe ke ibhedi, door
handle for kamera yam, kunye nesikhencezisi ebendizosivalela ekamereni
yam. Iingubo bendizozithatha ekhaya ke zona.
uOngeziwe simbeke edolophini ezimotweni ezigodukayo, thina saleqa eHubb,
siyofuna iintwana ntwanana zam nezika Bhongo, then sagoduka.
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When schools opened, both my boy and parents accompanied me. Daddy
wayendithengele iCupboard encinci kwenye nje iPawn shop. We first went to
Clicks for the small electric appliances I was going to need and dishes and
cutlery eOK. I also did my groceries, ndashiywa ndinayo yonke into, kwaye
umama endipakishise kwanto. intliziyo yam ibibuhlungu ke ngosana lwam.
Ebezogqiba iinyanga ezine ndingekho.
pha emalanga Ongeziwe called me endibuza ukuba sendifikile na and she
told me she was in town with her dad, so I waited for them.
Yhu, usisiza, naye ebeziphathele eyakhe ibhedi, fridge and cupboard.
Bekukhona nobhuti wakhe omdala owenza iMedicine eUKZN. Engemhle man
umfana, besendi ngakwazi nokuthini ndlela le bendi blusher ngayo. I helped
Ongeziwe to properly set up her bedroomwhilst her dad offered to go get us
some takeaways since beseku late for upheka. Mna ke bendi stress free
ngoba bendikuthengelwe ukutya. Usele ke ubrothers, esincedisa apho na
apho, encokola noncokola. His name was Xola.
Ongeziwe's dad and brother left after 8pm. Sasala sihleli ekamereni ka
Ongeziwe. Bendimbiza OG kemna umhlobo wam.
Nyani, the next mommy took me to her GP. Everything was fine with the
Junior. Yes, I was carrying a boy. Mom wasted no time and called dad. I
guess being the only child has its benefits because my parents were
overjoyed. I got my medication and went straight home. Mom had decided
sizoya eKostad the next day as she was just too overjoyed. Daddy ke yena
ebebawela nokundi buyisa ndizohlala nabo. Strange enough, the baby daddy
issue was the most ignored.
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My parents had bought me maternity clothes, another school tracksuit and
bigger shirts and school jersey. Mommy even insisted they get me an ozone
foot massager. Hehehehehe, benditefiswa straight.
Schools reopened and they took me back and bought me all the necessities
of apregnant woman. The GP from back had given me a medical file to
hand over to the GP I would attend at PMB so that ingazu sokolisa when
they have to transfer me to a gynaecologist.
At school, it was known am pregnant and there were those who were
judgemental and making fun of me, but hey, it is life. Not everyone will like
you.
Slie would fight my battles, accompany me to my gynae's appointments and
also bare my whining. Mom and dad visited every 2weeks.
Sthe tried by all means reaching out to me, but besendi monyanyy ngeyona
ndlela. Slie used to say ndiyamaliswa. There were days that I would cry for
Mondli, phinde ndixole.
Attending school was tough, but I had to keep up for my child's sake. I had
to build a future for us since daddy dearest was no longer in our lives, and
was being a jailbird. I won't lie and say I was over Mondli because I was
not. I loved that man despite everything. I had given him my worth and he
had given me a child, a boy. We both had a part of each other, but then
again, I guess fate wasn't on our side. Not everyone has a soulmate, and I
had proven it ngam. I didn't have one.
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Final exams were tough. I was heavily pregnant by the time we finished.
Seven months, three weeks. I had stretch marks but my mom assured me
they would disappear after giving birth. UBoy ebeyikhaba into sana hay
khona xa ndingakhe ndidibane nesisibhanxa singu Sthe, ebevele atsho
ndiphelelwe ngumoya. Other than he's kicking techniques, he was a behaved
unborn baby. I didn't go in and out of ER.
After my final paper, Dad came to get me. I packed all my belongings and
said goodbye to Pietermaritzburg, but more importantly, my best friend,
Slindile Mthethwa ...
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The whole of December, Sthe tried calling me, begging that I ask my family
to take me to theirs, regarding the baby. Sometimes he would tell me about
mondli and so on. Funny thing is, never once did he tell me that Mondli
said he loved me or miss me, everything was just about the unborn baby.
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28 January, I gave birth to a 2,8kg baby boy, Kungawo Bhongo Mlambi.
Ebenemhle umntanam esenza umunyu. Ebefana noyise lento idikayo, nto le
bekhe ndibone ba iyamkhuba utata.
After 2weeks ndibelekile, I sent Sthe a pic of the baby. He begged me to
allow him to come see him but ndala. I felt like me, trying to build a
relationship for my son and his paternal family would be ndiyazi thandisa.
Mondli really did not want us in his life. He never even bothered to call and
check up on us.
Since bendihleli ndingafundi, dad had suggested second trimester ndiye
eGamalakhe TVET, just for ukuqhuba unyaka and ndibe kufuphi noBhongo.
Ewe ebelibhongo lomntwana kubazali bam, kwaye nakum na. Ubungafunga
ukuba ngowabo ndlela bebemthanda ngayo. Ebengqale elala nabo, ehlanjwa
ngumama, yonke man lonto.
Whilst ndilinde isecond trimester, I got my learners, and immediately went
to book driving lessons. I remember, bekuzi 15 ku February. I had booked
for full lessons, nasekhaya utata engandi pholelanga. Ebendi nyanzelisa
ukuba ndibenazo iimpepha zokuqhuba, esithi imisebenzi seyifunyanwa
ngazo. Bendisithi ndise driving school, ndibe ndisesikolweni seComputer.
Umntwana ubehlala no aunty ke yena for eloxesha ndisedolophini, ndenza
zonke ezizinto. EDriving school I was doubling my lessons, ndisenza
i2hours everyday ekseni, then ngo11 ekseni ndiyokwenza computer.
Computer was easy for me since I did CAT at school.
Early April, I got my driver's license for code 10, but dad insisted I go book
5 lessons for code8, bandifundise iParking. I really did not understand all
this fussing about driving because I didn't have a car, but I must say, am
glad I did it anyway.
I passed my 6weeks computer course and got my certificate.
》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》
5 May was the first day for registration, and mama ebezondikhapha
noBhongo. I drove from eCasino ukuyofika eGamalakhe. It felt great. I opted
for Electrical Engineering, even though I wasn't sure about it because
bebekhala abanye abantwana besithi inzima. Registration was hectic and I
still had to find accommodation. I met some girl, Ongeziwe obezokwenza
Electrical N1 naye and obesazofuna indawo. She was there alone, so I
suggested ahambe nathi siyokhangela indawo. Mom suggested we find a
place eGamalakhe, for transport reasons. Beunzima ufumana imiqasho
eright but we ended up sifumana indlu engu 3Bedroom. ibiqashiswa as a
commune kuyi R1800 irent, meaning we only needed one more housemate.
It was fully furnished but mna khe ndacela ibhedi neengubo ezithi mna.
Mom:"heyake, ku worse eMaritzburg ubulala kweya phayana."
Me:"oh yhini, ndiyakucelela mama."
Mom:"yicele kutata. mfonele ngoku." Ebetsho kubani yena? ndikhwele
emnxebeni ndamcenga wade wavuma. Ndiyithengelwe ke ibhedi, door
handle for kamera yam, kunye nesikhencezisi ebendizosivalela ekamereni
yam. Iingubo bendizozithatha ekhaya ke zona.
uOngeziwe simbeke edolophini ezimotweni ezigodukayo, thina saleqa eHubb,
siyofuna iintwana ntwanana zam nezika Bhongo, then sagoduka.
》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》》
When schools opened, both my boy and parents accompanied me. Daddy
wayendithengele iCupboard encinci kwenye nje iPawn shop. We first went to
Clicks for the small electric appliances I was going to need and dishes and
cutlery eOK. I also did my groceries, ndashiywa ndinayo yonke into, kwaye
umama endipakishise kwanto. intliziyo yam ibibuhlungu ke ngosana lwam.
Ebezogqiba iinyanga ezine ndingekho.
pha emalanga Ongeziwe called me endibuza ukuba sendifikile na and she
told me she was in town with her dad, so I waited for them.
Yhu, usisiza, naye ebeziphathele eyakhe ibhedi, fridge and cupboard.
Bekukhona nobhuti wakhe omdala owenza iMedicine eUKZN. Engemhle man
umfana, besendi ngakwazi nokuthini ndlela le bendi blusher ngayo. I helped
Ongeziwe to properly set up her bedroomwhilst her dad offered to go get us
some takeaways since beseku late for upheka. Mna ke bendi stress free
ngoba bendikuthengelwe ukutya. Usele ke ubrothers, esincedisa apho na
apho, encokola noncokola. His name was Xola.
Ongeziwe's dad and brother left after 8pm. Sasala sihleli ekamereni ka
Ongeziwe. Bendimbiza OG kemna umhlobo wam.
#8
Eish,into ka Mondli nomntu wakhe ibindihlupha and inditya hay cancinci.
Kwase skolweni bendingasaqhubi kakuhle. USlindile kwaye kwanyanzeleka
ndimchazele okwenzeke phambi kwam noMondli, and ke shame,
wandixhasa ngeyona ndlela ngokwasemoyeni, emphefumlweni
nasengqondweni. Kuthe xakuzobhalwa uvavanyo luka September, itrayali,
ndazibeka kakuhle, ndazi xelelela ukuba ebesisifundo ebomini bam futhi
nentsielelo. iphone yakhe bendiyisebenzisa qha, futhi nemali yakhe
ewayemane endifakela yona, ibindinceda. Iinyanga bezintlanu, ekhaya
bengakazi nto, kodwa ke bendizixelele ukuba ndizobazisa xa ndisekhaya.
USthe, ebezama ukuzenza usbari ongathanga shu and ke shame,
bendimonqena ngoba naye wandenza isibhanxa. Wandiyeka ndamthanda
ubhuti wakhe kanti unomntu wakhe..
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September ndigodukile, ndikhwele itaxi, nto le besendi ngayiqhelanga. USthe
wandicenga ba andigoduse kodwa ndala ngoba kalok mna nosana lwam
asiyomhemhe yakhe.
Nako ke intombi endim ifika ekhaya iqutse isisu. Zange bothuke abazali,
utata waphanse unyukelwa ngutshukela(ndili kpondo kalok). Umama yena
bendi ngamchani kahle.
Zihambile iintsuku kusakrakra kunjalo ekhayeni, ndisoyika nokusuza.
Ngenye imini, ebusuku utata wandibizela ekamereni yabo.
Dad:"uthi kuvele kwamoshakala ndawoni?" cwaka le indim. "ndiyabuza
kalok sana lwam."
Me:"uxolo tata."
Mom:"uyahlukuhla?"
Me:"mama?"
Mom:"uyayi hamba ikliniki?"
Me:"hay mama."
Mom:"ugqirha yena?"
Me:"hay mama." lonke elixesha ndijonge phansi, andibonanga noba
sendichiphiza.
Dad:"hamba uyolala, ngomso unyoko uzokusa kwagqirha, asole
akujongelenezinto zokunxiba. Andizukubetha ngoku, ungade ulile." Xa
ndiphakamisa intloko ndimjonga, uncumile.
Dad:"ndizoku betha usobeleka. hambani ke niyolala." Ndaphuma
ndinyoshoza kodwa noko ixhala lehlile. Bendithandazela ukunga beleki
ngoba bendizo bethwa ngutata.
Eish,into ka Mondli nomntu wakhe ibindihlupha and inditya hay cancinci.
Kwase skolweni bendingasaqhubi kakuhle. USlindile kwaye kwanyanzeleka
ndimchazele okwenzeke phambi kwam noMondli, and ke shame,
wandixhasa ngeyona ndlela ngokwasemoyeni, emphefumlweni
nasengqondweni. Kuthe xakuzobhalwa uvavanyo luka September, itrayali,
ndazibeka kakuhle, ndazi xelelela ukuba ebesisifundo ebomini bam futhi
nentsielelo. iphone yakhe bendiyisebenzisa qha, futhi nemali yakhe
ewayemane endifakela yona, ibindinceda. Iinyanga bezintlanu, ekhaya
bengakazi nto, kodwa ke bendizixelele ukuba ndizobazisa xa ndisekhaya.
USthe, ebezama ukuzenza usbari ongathanga shu and ke shame,
bendimonqena ngoba naye wandenza isibhanxa. Wandiyeka ndamthanda
ubhuti wakhe kanti unomntu wakhe..
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September ndigodukile, ndikhwele itaxi, nto le besendi ngayiqhelanga. USthe
wandicenga ba andigoduse kodwa ndala ngoba kalok mna nosana lwam
asiyomhemhe yakhe.
Nako ke intombi endim ifika ekhaya iqutse isisu. Zange bothuke abazali,
utata waphanse unyukelwa ngutshukela(ndili kpondo kalok). Umama yena
bendi ngamchani kahle.
Zihambile iintsuku kusakrakra kunjalo ekhayeni, ndisoyika nokusuza.
Ngenye imini, ebusuku utata wandibizela ekamereni yabo.
Dad:"uthi kuvele kwamoshakala ndawoni?" cwaka le indim. "ndiyabuza
kalok sana lwam."
Me:"uxolo tata."
Mom:"uyahlukuhla?"
Me:"mama?"
Mom:"uyayi hamba ikliniki?"
Me:"hay mama."
Mom:"ugqirha yena?"
Me:"hay mama." lonke elixesha ndijonge phansi, andibonanga noba
sendichiphiza.
Dad:"hamba uyolala, ngomso unyoko uzokusa kwagqirha, asole
akujongelenezinto zokunxiba. Andizukubetha ngoku, ungade ulile." Xa
ndiphakamisa intloko ndimjonga, uncumile.
Dad:"ndizoku betha usobeleka. hambani ke niyolala." Ndaphuma
ndinyoshoza kodwa noko ixhala lehlile. Bendithandazela ukunga beleki
ngoba bendizo bethwa ngutata.
#7
The one thing that depressed me was the fact that I am pregnant and the
father is behind bars, facing serious jail time. How was I going to break
these new to my parents? I don't even know where Mondli is from, let alone
any of his family members.
A month went by and Mondli was out on bail. Things were looking bad for
him and his next court date was in FOUR days. It would determine his fate.
Yes, he had confessed on being in illegal dealings and unfortunately drugs
weren't the only business he engaged himself in, but luckily the law wasn't
aware. Even with the case they had, nothing concrete was on them. They
were just sold out by someone nje.
Mondli:"I am going to need you to wait for me if things don't go according
".
Me:"huh?"
Mondli:"I mean it". Utsho ehlinile.
On his next court case uSthe undilandile sayoku xhasa umntu wam. Things
were tense and Sthe was losing hope. Unfortunately, Baby was convicted
. 2years for possession of what what. Yhu, bayithethile man lento yabo
kodwa mna besendineson sifuthu futhu sake sabihlungu. Kuthe
xabesehliswa pha kula box, ndabona eli lady liqhakazileyo lileqeka kho.
Engqondweni yam bendiba liya koo gxa aba bakaMondli, kanti andazanga.
USthe uyibonile lento wazama ukundiphazamisa, kodwa besele ndibone
kwanto. Amehlo am adibene nakaMondli obekungathi angafa ziintloni.
Ndiziqoqile,ndathi ndicela uSthe andihambise, wavuma. Endleleni
bekuthulekile. USthe fike wamis ngaphandle eFlatini but didn't unlock the
passenger door.
Sthe:"usuba tshelile kini?" I tirned and looked at him.
Me:"intoni?"
Sthe:"the pregnancy?" i looked away."no" I replied."when do you plan on
telling them?" he asked. "when I'm ready? " I told him.
Sthe:"kufanele niyobika isisu ekhaya?"
Me:"kowenu?" asked shocked. He turned to me and laughed.
Sthe:"yes. ekhaya. He is my older brother".
Me:"I thought nizi friends nje kuphela"
Sthe:"oh, no, we are brothers".
Me:"who was that back in court?"
Sthe:"who?"
Me:"the lady". He took a deep breathe and looked out the window.
Sthe:"long term girlfriend ". I gulped on my saliva. No, tell me I am
dreaming.
Me:"where does she live?"
Sthe:"She is doing her final year at UJ"
The one thing that depressed me was the fact that I am pregnant and the
father is behind bars, facing serious jail time. How was I going to break
these new to my parents? I don't even know where Mondli is from, let alone
any of his family members.
A month went by and Mondli was out on bail. Things were looking bad for
him and his next court date was in FOUR days. It would determine his fate.
Yes, he had confessed on being in illegal dealings and unfortunately drugs
weren't the only business he engaged himself in, but luckily the law wasn't
aware. Even with the case they had, nothing concrete was on them. They
were just sold out by someone nje.
Mondli:"I am going to need you to wait for me if things don't go according
".
Me:"huh?"
Mondli:"I mean it". Utsho ehlinile.
On his next court case uSthe undilandile sayoku xhasa umntu wam. Things
were tense and Sthe was losing hope. Unfortunately, Baby was convicted
. 2years for possession of what what. Yhu, bayithethile man lento yabo
kodwa mna besendineson sifuthu futhu sake sabihlungu. Kuthe
xabesehliswa pha kula box, ndabona eli lady liqhakazileyo lileqeka kho.
Engqondweni yam bendiba liya koo gxa aba bakaMondli, kanti andazanga.
USthe uyibonile lento wazama ukundiphazamisa, kodwa besele ndibone
kwanto. Amehlo am adibene nakaMondli obekungathi angafa ziintloni.
Ndiziqoqile,ndathi ndicela uSthe andihambise, wavuma. Endleleni
bekuthulekile. USthe fike wamis ngaphandle eFlatini but didn't unlock the
passenger door.
Sthe:"usuba tshelile kini?" I tirned and looked at him.
Me:"intoni?"
Sthe:"the pregnancy?" i looked away."no" I replied."when do you plan on
telling them?" he asked. "when I'm ready? " I told him.
Sthe:"kufanele niyobika isisu ekhaya?"
Me:"kowenu?" asked shocked. He turned to me and laughed.
Sthe:"yes. ekhaya. He is my older brother".
Me:"I thought nizi friends nje kuphela"
Sthe:"oh, no, we are brothers".
Me:"who was that back in court?"
Sthe:"who?"
Me:"the lady". He took a deep breathe and looked out the window.
Sthe:"long term girlfriend ". I gulped on my saliva. No, tell me I am
dreaming.
Me:"where does she live?"
Sthe:"She is doing her final year at UJ"
#6
Next day, Mondli insisted we go see a GP. Something about him was off,
even though I couldn't really pinpoint it. We got ready and left..
Yes, I was 3 months pregnant. I was scared and all I saw in Mr, was blank.
He didn't give away no emotions. We got to the car and he opened the door
for me. How romantic. He went to his side, got in, then reclined the seat,
then just laid there. I had mixed emotions of this whole thing.
Mondli:"So, are you keeping it?" yho, I ran out of air. "Hay man, what am I
asking you? Vele you are keeping it. Eish, this is too much. You are still a
kid. Still at school. Bazothini nje ekhaya? what was I even thinking? why
didn't you buy the morning after? Argh, like you even knew about that.
DAMNIT!!!"
He repeatedly banged on the staring wheel. Without even noticing it, I was
crying. He fixed his seat and started the car.
Mondli:"What do you want to eat?" I kept mute. "oh,ok". stopped at Steers
and went in. I was hurt, broken. From Steers it was Ultra Liqours. He bought
himself a bottle of Jamesone, six Heineken and a mixer. The whole trip
back to his house was in total silence. The tension was just too much.
When we got to his house, he took his booze, sat on the couch and tuned
his Big flat screen to a soccer channel. I just sat there staring into space.
Me:"Please take me to my place". wandijonga nje ubhuti wakhona, then
returned to his drinking.
Me:"Mondli, ndithetha nawe".
Mondli:"I know. please make yourself something to eat, have your
medication and sleep."
Me:"Ndifuna ukuhamba mba".
Mondli:"Baby girl, EAT, HAVE YOUR MEDICATION AND SLEEP!". yho,
ndanyoshozela ukuya ekhitshini, warmed myself some ribbs and went to sit
down and eat.
Modli:"I should have been more careful with you. Now I have ruined your
future." Ndimjamele nje. "I was not ready for that kind of responsibility, let
alone even think of it." tears rolled down my cheecks. "I love you, despite
everything. But, I still wish we got more time to know each other. You are
still in school. You still have a long way to go. I can't help but kick myself
about this. I am suppose to love and look out for you, not this".
Oko ke mna ndinyembezana. He kept taking gulps of his drink. I was a bit
sleepy after taking my medication, so I decided to go take a nap. Ndivuswe
yingxolo ebisenzeka, ngathi kumbharhazwa umnyango kophulwa neGlass.
Andithethi ngezinja nabantu abakhwazayo. Haibo, ngoba akukho zinja nje
apha. Ndixhume kulobhedi ndayotsho egumbini lokuphumla, apho
bendimshiye khona uMondli wam. Thixo, ngumbono mni lona? Ndothuke
ndaphanse ukebelekela kwalapho. "Voetsek, phansi. Phansi sfebe".
Bendikhonjwe ngezake zangakanani zona izibham.
Mondli:"mfethu ngiyaku cela. Ukhulelwe futhi akazi lutho ngale way."
Police:"Fokkof you bloody dog.". litsho limkhaba eli polisa.
Phansi bekulele uMondli, Sipho, nabanye abafana ababini, ababonakalayo
ukuba kudala behanjwa ngesibhaxu. Mondli noSipho bebejamelene, bethetha
ngamehlo.
Mondli turned to look at me while the cops were turning the house upside
down and whispered, "call Slie and tell her to call Sthe. I'm sorry." I was in
tears. To say I was traumatised would be an understatement. I think I even
peed on myself.
Kuze elinye ipolisa leLady lathi ndipakame ndililandele. God, I had really wet
myself, but I cared less. That was the last thing on my mind.
I followed her to the bedroom. Everything was upside down. The whole
house was a mess.
Polisakazi:"uwubani wakuphi, ufunani khona lana?" I shakingly answered
her questions.
Polisakazi:"uphuma ngale emafarm uzobayidikazi emadodeni amadala.
lalela la ke sfebe esincani, uzobolela ejele nalendoda yakho." yho,
ndasethula esofelweyo. To say I was scared, would be a lay. Bekungathi
ndiyaphambana.
Polisakazi:"ngizwile ukuthi ukhulelwe, kusho khona ukuthi uzobelethela
ejele ke sisters. Futhi angazi nje ukuthi ukhalelani ngoba kade kumnandi la,
nidla izidakamizwa nemali yazo nalesisgelekeqe sakho." Ok, what was she
talking about now. I slowly lifted up my head to face her and asked in a low
voice "HUH?"
Polisakazi:"yini, ungazozi dumaza la. wazi kamhlophe ukuthi ngikhuluma
ngani? Wena nondindwa omncane ubusiza lenja yakho ithengise
izidakamiswa". Heh, andazi ba ndifunge kangaphi, ndichaza ba andazinto.
Besele kukhona namanye amapolisa kengoku ndiyucwa ngezithuko. Ndide
ndazolamlelwa ngomnye usisi wepolisa oliNdiya, wathi ndiqoqe konke
okwam bazondisa endlini. Bendingakholwa. Ndiqoqe endikubonayo,
ndashiya endingakuboni. OoMondli bebesele bengasekho bona. Ndithe xa
ndijonga, nde ntla ngephone ka Mondli ivele phansi kwesofa ebebe mlalise
ngakuyo. I quickly took it, lathi lindijonga elapolisa bendiye nalo ngase
kamereni, ndajonga le kude. I quickly put it in the bag and followed them
out. They dropped me off at the flat and I went up to our flat. Slie tried to
bomber me with questions, ndampoxa wathula. I got into bed and tried
unlocking Mondli's phone. Bawo wam, password was Yonela. I was just
trying my luck, yavuma. Andancuma sana. I looked for Sthe's number,
baske babanisi naba Sthe bakule phone.
Me:"Slie, ongiphe amanumber ka Sthe".
Slie:"Oh, manje usufuna ukhuluma nami?"
Me:"uxolo mngani. But please, cela le number tu." She gave me the number
and I called Sthe using Mondli's phone. Yes, atleast now I knew which Sthe
it was. I briefed him on what went on and he told me to give him 10minutes
he was on his way.
Slie:"what's going on?"
Me:"Mondli was arrested."
Slie:"Haw, why? what has he done now?"
Me:"Andazi Slie. I know nothing ." Honestly, this was eating me up. It
wasn't no hormones at all. Slie let me cry and I was grateful. There is this
lump I needed to get rid off on my throat.
Sthe fikile and I replayed the whole incident.
Me:"Is it true?"
Sthe:"ini?"
Me:"The drugs? is he selling drugs?"
Sthe:"That, you will have to ask him yourself. I'm sorry, but I have to go". I
got out his car and he drove off..
Next day, Mondli insisted we go see a GP. Something about him was off,
even though I couldn't really pinpoint it. We got ready and left..
Yes, I was 3 months pregnant. I was scared and all I saw in Mr, was blank.
He didn't give away no emotions. We got to the car and he opened the door
for me. How romantic. He went to his side, got in, then reclined the seat,
then just laid there. I had mixed emotions of this whole thing.
Mondli:"So, are you keeping it?" yho, I ran out of air. "Hay man, what am I
asking you? Vele you are keeping it. Eish, this is too much. You are still a
kid. Still at school. Bazothini nje ekhaya? what was I even thinking? why
didn't you buy the morning after? Argh, like you even knew about that.
DAMNIT!!!"
He repeatedly banged on the staring wheel. Without even noticing it, I was
crying. He fixed his seat and started the car.
Mondli:"What do you want to eat?" I kept mute. "oh,ok". stopped at Steers
and went in. I was hurt, broken. From Steers it was Ultra Liqours. He bought
himself a bottle of Jamesone, six Heineken and a mixer. The whole trip
back to his house was in total silence. The tension was just too much.
When we got to his house, he took his booze, sat on the couch and tuned
his Big flat screen to a soccer channel. I just sat there staring into space.
Me:"Please take me to my place". wandijonga nje ubhuti wakhona, then
returned to his drinking.
Me:"Mondli, ndithetha nawe".
Mondli:"I know. please make yourself something to eat, have your
medication and sleep."
Me:"Ndifuna ukuhamba mba".
Mondli:"Baby girl, EAT, HAVE YOUR MEDICATION AND SLEEP!". yho,
ndanyoshozela ukuya ekhitshini, warmed myself some ribbs and went to sit
down and eat.
Modli:"I should have been more careful with you. Now I have ruined your
future." Ndimjamele nje. "I was not ready for that kind of responsibility, let
alone even think of it." tears rolled down my cheecks. "I love you, despite
everything. But, I still wish we got more time to know each other. You are
still in school. You still have a long way to go. I can't help but kick myself
about this. I am suppose to love and look out for you, not this".
Oko ke mna ndinyembezana. He kept taking gulps of his drink. I was a bit
sleepy after taking my medication, so I decided to go take a nap. Ndivuswe
yingxolo ebisenzeka, ngathi kumbharhazwa umnyango kophulwa neGlass.
Andithethi ngezinja nabantu abakhwazayo. Haibo, ngoba akukho zinja nje
apha. Ndixhume kulobhedi ndayotsho egumbini lokuphumla, apho
bendimshiye khona uMondli wam. Thixo, ngumbono mni lona? Ndothuke
ndaphanse ukebelekela kwalapho. "Voetsek, phansi. Phansi sfebe".
Bendikhonjwe ngezake zangakanani zona izibham.
Mondli:"mfethu ngiyaku cela. Ukhulelwe futhi akazi lutho ngale way."
Police:"Fokkof you bloody dog.". litsho limkhaba eli polisa.
Phansi bekulele uMondli, Sipho, nabanye abafana ababini, ababonakalayo
ukuba kudala behanjwa ngesibhaxu. Mondli noSipho bebejamelene, bethetha
ngamehlo.
Mondli turned to look at me while the cops were turning the house upside
down and whispered, "call Slie and tell her to call Sthe. I'm sorry." I was in
tears. To say I was traumatised would be an understatement. I think I even
peed on myself.
Kuze elinye ipolisa leLady lathi ndipakame ndililandele. God, I had really wet
myself, but I cared less. That was the last thing on my mind.
I followed her to the bedroom. Everything was upside down. The whole
house was a mess.
Polisakazi:"uwubani wakuphi, ufunani khona lana?" I shakingly answered
her questions.
Polisakazi:"uphuma ngale emafarm uzobayidikazi emadodeni amadala.
lalela la ke sfebe esincani, uzobolela ejele nalendoda yakho." yho,
ndasethula esofelweyo. To say I was scared, would be a lay. Bekungathi
ndiyaphambana.
Polisakazi:"ngizwile ukuthi ukhulelwe, kusho khona ukuthi uzobelethela
ejele ke sisters. Futhi angazi nje ukuthi ukhalelani ngoba kade kumnandi la,
nidla izidakamizwa nemali yazo nalesisgelekeqe sakho." Ok, what was she
talking about now. I slowly lifted up my head to face her and asked in a low
voice "HUH?"
Polisakazi:"yini, ungazozi dumaza la. wazi kamhlophe ukuthi ngikhuluma
ngani? Wena nondindwa omncane ubusiza lenja yakho ithengise
izidakamiswa". Heh, andazi ba ndifunge kangaphi, ndichaza ba andazinto.
Besele kukhona namanye amapolisa kengoku ndiyucwa ngezithuko. Ndide
ndazolamlelwa ngomnye usisi wepolisa oliNdiya, wathi ndiqoqe konke
okwam bazondisa endlini. Bendingakholwa. Ndiqoqe endikubonayo,
ndashiya endingakuboni. OoMondli bebesele bengasekho bona. Ndithe xa
ndijonga, nde ntla ngephone ka Mondli ivele phansi kwesofa ebebe mlalise
ngakuyo. I quickly took it, lathi lindijonga elapolisa bendiye nalo ngase
kamereni, ndajonga le kude. I quickly put it in the bag and followed them
out. They dropped me off at the flat and I went up to our flat. Slie tried to
bomber me with questions, ndampoxa wathula. I got into bed and tried
unlocking Mondli's phone. Bawo wam, password was Yonela. I was just
trying my luck, yavuma. Andancuma sana. I looked for Sthe's number,
baske babanisi naba Sthe bakule phone.
Me:"Slie, ongiphe amanumber ka Sthe".
Slie:"Oh, manje usufuna ukhuluma nami?"
Me:"uxolo mngani. But please, cela le number tu." She gave me the number
and I called Sthe using Mondli's phone. Yes, atleast now I knew which Sthe
it was. I briefed him on what went on and he told me to give him 10minutes
he was on his way.
Slie:"what's going on?"
Me:"Mondli was arrested."
Slie:"Haw, why? what has he done now?"
Me:"Andazi Slie. I know nothing ." Honestly, this was eating me up. It
wasn't no hormones at all. Slie let me cry and I was grateful. There is this
lump I needed to get rid off on my throat.
Sthe fikile and I replayed the whole incident.
Me:"Is it true?"
Sthe:"ini?"
Me:"The drugs? is he selling drugs?"
Sthe:"That, you will have to ask him yourself. I'm sorry, but I have to go". I
got out his car and he drove off..
#5
Ukuhlala noSlie kuphela bekumnandi shame. Even though ekhaya
bebekhalela irent. Ngamanye amaxesha bendimane ukulala kwaMondli.
Besingekenzi nto ke ngase zingubeni. He was still sweet though, esisa
eskolweni ekseni whenever he could. I had fallen for Mondli and was ready
to give him my all..
It was April, ndibuya ePasikeni. Njengesiqhelo uMondli undilande eDurban
wandisa kwakhe. Bekuse early nokwana. Undishiyile esithi uyothenga
ukutya, ndasala ndikhulula, ndsnxiba nje iskipha sakhe.
Ubuye sekurhatyele, empashampasha, enga phathanga nokokutya.
Xandimbuza ba uphuma phi wandiphendula ngelandishiya ndikhamisile
ilihlo eli. It was my first time seeing him so livid. He went to take a shower,
mna ndabe ndizenzela isonka namaqanda. Bendino kumoyika okukhona..
When he got out the shower, he came to me in the lounge, in his birth suit.
I was shocked. Throughout our relationship, I never saw him this naked.
Totally naked. Ndiwakhuphe onke awomehlo am adark brown.
Fike wandincamisa ngeyona ndlela emangazayo. Ubendibamba bamba, athi
kundiqinisa, abe engayekanga nokundikhama amabele. This was more than
what we used to do before. He made us both stand, taking off myclothes. I
was in a trance. I was really scared. I know I said I was ready, but I just
couldn't get rid of the doubt in my head, and mostly, after the way he was
when he returned, I was scared of telling him to stop. What if I infuriated
him? yhooo, ndaze ndazifaka ke kodwa nam.
His hand went down my womanhood, ndaminca.
Mondli:"vula baby". I ignored him, and he picked me up and took me to the
bedroom. He gently laid me on my back and hovered over me, positioning
himself between my legs. I could feel his card. I felt something move up my
chesttto my throat. The man wax gifted and the thought of him inside of me
traumatised me. He kept trailing kisses all over my face, neck, breasts. My
upper body nje. He begged me to trust him and I nodded. He was touching
my womanhood. Making small circles and I must admit, I was starting to
enjoy it. Something about what he was doing felt so good. I felt like I wax
going to pee. I told him and he told me to relax. He crawled down and I felt
his head on my womanhood. OMG!! was he sniffing me? Still on those
thoughts, I felt him take me in his mouth. He was sucking me. I squealed
from the shock and he chuckled. He continued doing what he was doing and
I couldn't help but moan.
Me:"ndiphethwe ngumchamo"
Mondli:"relax babe. let it all out"
Me:"hay sies, andizo chamela bhedi mna. Ndiyeke ndiyochama"
Mondli:"make me" he went deeper and faster with his toungue, and I felt his
finger tickling my clit. It felt really good. It wax great. All of a sudden he
stopped and looked at me straight in the eyes. He came up, and sucked on
my necck for the longest time. I felt all surrendered. I was ready for
anything now, but mostly, I wanted him inside of me. He positioned himself
and tried inserting himself inside of me, but I jumped, crying out. It stung, a
lot.
Mondli:"trust me. relax" I inhaled one long breathe, then sighed and nodded.
He kept crying and I was in tears. He would kiss them every now and then,
but that didn't help with the pain. Why didn't anyone ever tell me losing
your viginity was this bad?
Finally, he got in. I was in thee most excrutiating pain and he was enjoying.
He kept apologising and for the first time, I heard him declare his love for
me. Thinking back, I am not sure what made me cry even more. The pain,
or him telling me he loved me. After what felt like years and years of pain, I
felt him move faster, vibrate, and then BAAAM!! He stopped and kissed my
forehead. He was all sweaty and panting like a horse which had just won a
race..
He removed himself and went to get a went towel to clean me up. My
womanhood was on fire. The pain was unbearable.
Mondli:"how about I get you some painkillers and wet the towel with warm
water?" I just nodded. I was somehow hurt. It felt as though he is used th o
breaking virgins and then getting them painkillers and warm,wet towels.
That night we cuddled in bed and he held me till Morning. The next day I
was supposed to go to school and my uniform was at the my place. My
body felt like I had been hit by a train.
Mondli suggested I stay in that day because of the way I felt. I areed and
we spent the whole day watching movies and fooling around. No sex
though. He understood I was still traumatised from the previous night.
Later we went to get my school stuff, for I wax going to school the next day.
Ok, the next morning he took me to school like any other day and gave me
a stack of money rolled. I gave him a confused look and he just smiled and
he asked me to give him my account number. I did as asked and got off,
heading to the loo. I needed to count the roll of money before going to find
Slie and the other girls. R1200? haibo!! The biggets amount I ever got from
Mondli was R500, so this was shocking. Was he paying me for sleeping
with him? Now I was hurt. I wanted to cry, but controlled myself. I checked
myself in the mirror and went to find Slie..
After school, Mondli surprised me and came to pick us up. He was with
Sthe. Heh, hadn't seen him in a long while. We exchanged greetings and
Sthe was telling me of how glowing I was. I could feel my cheecks changing
colour. It was as though he knew I wasn't pure anymore.
Mondli:"Slie, do you feel like eating out?" yhuu, yavuya eyam ichommie
yavuma ngoko nangoko.
Mondli:"ok, so am going to drop you off at your place to change and Sthe
will pic you up. We are going to Spur"
Slie:"ok".
Ok, we first dropped Sthe off in his flat, at Berg Street, then headed to
Mondli's place so I could change.
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It was June and I was writing my last paper. Mondli and I were now
regularly engaging on sex and I was now also enjoying it. I was going home
and Mondli was going to drive me as usual.
Hay ke emakhaya bendinconywa ukutyeba and nam shame nam
bendiyibona lonto. 28 besele undibamba kakhulu, into ethetha ukuba
ndizonyanzeleka ndingene ku30 xandi ngazihoyi kwange thuba.
Holidays were great, but ziphele sendinento yophathwa yinyongo. Ndayisela
iepson salt but still, bendisenento yokuphalaza ekuseni, kodwa bendiyifihla
ekhaya.
Mondli and I were using protection, but the first time we slept together we
didn't and tat was depressing me. I couldn't be pregnant. I just couldnt.
How was I going to tell Mondli about this? Abazali bona? I felt like dying.
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I have been back at PMB for 2 weeks, and I am assuming am +/- 3Months.
Not even Slie knows about my pregnancy. I was hiding the morning
sickness.As for Mondli, I was doing all I could to avoid him, but I was
failing because it was Friday and I was to spend the weekend with him.
Past 7pm he came to pick me up. He had bought Seafood for supper and
right there and then, I puked, in his car. I was so embarrassed. Mondli
quickly pulled off and ran to my side. I was panting and teary.
Mondli:"hey, what's wrong?"
Me:"I'm sorry, will clean this up"
Mondli:"you know what, let's rush home, you need to rest. Will take the car
to the car wash tomorrow morning". I just nodded and he drove to his
house. He ran me a bath and got me all comfortable in bed.
Uyimoshe ngondiphakela laFish. Ndiphume ndibhabha ukuya etoilet, naye
wabe eleqeka emva kwam. Hayi ke, ndathulula. He brought me some water
and I was grateful. I rinsed my mouthand asked him to get rid of the food.
He obliged and sprayed some Lavender Air spray to kill the seafood odour. I
got back in bed and asked him to make me a sandwich, with no cheese and
he got to it.
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Mondli:"Are you pregnant?" My head shot up. He was staring at me as
though daring me to deny it. I did the only thing I could at the moment and
cried.
Mondli:"how far are you?" I shrugged my shoulders. Come to think of it,
ever since I lost my virginity, I never had my periods. Shit, how could I have
had not noticed?
I cried more. I was really pregnant.
Mondli:"sshhh baby, it's ok. Tomorrow we will go see a Dr". I just nodded.
Now, how was I going to tell Mr and Mrs Mlambi?
Ukuhlala noSlie kuphela bekumnandi shame. Even though ekhaya
bebekhalela irent. Ngamanye amaxesha bendimane ukulala kwaMondli.
Besingekenzi nto ke ngase zingubeni. He was still sweet though, esisa
eskolweni ekseni whenever he could. I had fallen for Mondli and was ready
to give him my all..
It was April, ndibuya ePasikeni. Njengesiqhelo uMondli undilande eDurban
wandisa kwakhe. Bekuse early nokwana. Undishiyile esithi uyothenga
ukutya, ndasala ndikhulula, ndsnxiba nje iskipha sakhe.
Ubuye sekurhatyele, empashampasha, enga phathanga nokokutya.
Xandimbuza ba uphuma phi wandiphendula ngelandishiya ndikhamisile
ilihlo eli. It was my first time seeing him so livid. He went to take a shower,
mna ndabe ndizenzela isonka namaqanda. Bendino kumoyika okukhona..
When he got out the shower, he came to me in the lounge, in his birth suit.
I was shocked. Throughout our relationship, I never saw him this naked.
Totally naked. Ndiwakhuphe onke awomehlo am adark brown.
Fike wandincamisa ngeyona ndlela emangazayo. Ubendibamba bamba, athi
kundiqinisa, abe engayekanga nokundikhama amabele. This was more than
what we used to do before. He made us both stand, taking off myclothes. I
was in a trance. I was really scared. I know I said I was ready, but I just
couldn't get rid of the doubt in my head, and mostly, after the way he was
when he returned, I was scared of telling him to stop. What if I infuriated
him? yhooo, ndaze ndazifaka ke kodwa nam.
His hand went down my womanhood, ndaminca.
Mondli:"vula baby". I ignored him, and he picked me up and took me to the
bedroom. He gently laid me on my back and hovered over me, positioning
himself between my legs. I could feel his card. I felt something move up my
chesttto my throat. The man wax gifted and the thought of him inside of me
traumatised me. He kept trailing kisses all over my face, neck, breasts. My
upper body nje. He begged me to trust him and I nodded. He was touching
my womanhood. Making small circles and I must admit, I was starting to
enjoy it. Something about what he was doing felt so good. I felt like I wax
going to pee. I told him and he told me to relax. He crawled down and I felt
his head on my womanhood. OMG!! was he sniffing me? Still on those
thoughts, I felt him take me in his mouth. He was sucking me. I squealed
from the shock and he chuckled. He continued doing what he was doing and
I couldn't help but moan.
Me:"ndiphethwe ngumchamo"
Mondli:"relax babe. let it all out"
Me:"hay sies, andizo chamela bhedi mna. Ndiyeke ndiyochama"
Mondli:"make me" he went deeper and faster with his toungue, and I felt his
finger tickling my clit. It felt really good. It wax great. All of a sudden he
stopped and looked at me straight in the eyes. He came up, and sucked on
my necck for the longest time. I felt all surrendered. I was ready for
anything now, but mostly, I wanted him inside of me. He positioned himself
and tried inserting himself inside of me, but I jumped, crying out. It stung, a
lot.
Mondli:"trust me. relax" I inhaled one long breathe, then sighed and nodded.
He kept crying and I was in tears. He would kiss them every now and then,
but that didn't help with the pain. Why didn't anyone ever tell me losing
your viginity was this bad?
Finally, he got in. I was in thee most excrutiating pain and he was enjoying.
He kept apologising and for the first time, I heard him declare his love for
me. Thinking back, I am not sure what made me cry even more. The pain,
or him telling me he loved me. After what felt like years and years of pain, I
felt him move faster, vibrate, and then BAAAM!! He stopped and kissed my
forehead. He was all sweaty and panting like a horse which had just won a
race..
He removed himself and went to get a went towel to clean me up. My
womanhood was on fire. The pain was unbearable.
Mondli:"how about I get you some painkillers and wet the towel with warm
water?" I just nodded. I was somehow hurt. It felt as though he is used th o
breaking virgins and then getting them painkillers and warm,wet towels.
That night we cuddled in bed and he held me till Morning. The next day I
was supposed to go to school and my uniform was at the my place. My
body felt like I had been hit by a train.
Mondli suggested I stay in that day because of the way I felt. I areed and
we spent the whole day watching movies and fooling around. No sex
though. He understood I was still traumatised from the previous night.
Later we went to get my school stuff, for I wax going to school the next day.
Ok, the next morning he took me to school like any other day and gave me
a stack of money rolled. I gave him a confused look and he just smiled and
he asked me to give him my account number. I did as asked and got off,
heading to the loo. I needed to count the roll of money before going to find
Slie and the other girls. R1200? haibo!! The biggets amount I ever got from
Mondli was R500, so this was shocking. Was he paying me for sleeping
with him? Now I was hurt. I wanted to cry, but controlled myself. I checked
myself in the mirror and went to find Slie..
After school, Mondli surprised me and came to pick us up. He was with
Sthe. Heh, hadn't seen him in a long while. We exchanged greetings and
Sthe was telling me of how glowing I was. I could feel my cheecks changing
colour. It was as though he knew I wasn't pure anymore.
Mondli:"Slie, do you feel like eating out?" yhuu, yavuya eyam ichommie
yavuma ngoko nangoko.
Mondli:"ok, so am going to drop you off at your place to change and Sthe
will pic you up. We are going to Spur"
Slie:"ok".
Ok, we first dropped Sthe off in his flat, at Berg Street, then headed to
Mondli's place so I could change.
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It was June and I was writing my last paper. Mondli and I were now
regularly engaging on sex and I was now also enjoying it. I was going home
and Mondli was going to drive me as usual.
Hay ke emakhaya bendinconywa ukutyeba and nam shame nam
bendiyibona lonto. 28 besele undibamba kakhulu, into ethetha ukuba
ndizonyanzeleka ndingene ku30 xandi ngazihoyi kwange thuba.
Holidays were great, but ziphele sendinento yophathwa yinyongo. Ndayisela
iepson salt but still, bendisenento yokuphalaza ekuseni, kodwa bendiyifihla
ekhaya.
Mondli and I were using protection, but the first time we slept together we
didn't and tat was depressing me. I couldn't be pregnant. I just couldnt.
How was I going to tell Mondli about this? Abazali bona? I felt like dying.
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I have been back at PMB for 2 weeks, and I am assuming am +/- 3Months.
Not even Slie knows about my pregnancy. I was hiding the morning
sickness.As for Mondli, I was doing all I could to avoid him, but I was
failing because it was Friday and I was to spend the weekend with him.
Past 7pm he came to pick me up. He had bought Seafood for supper and
right there and then, I puked, in his car. I was so embarrassed. Mondli
quickly pulled off and ran to my side. I was panting and teary.
Mondli:"hey, what's wrong?"
Me:"I'm sorry, will clean this up"
Mondli:"you know what, let's rush home, you need to rest. Will take the car
to the car wash tomorrow morning". I just nodded and he drove to his
house. He ran me a bath and got me all comfortable in bed.
Uyimoshe ngondiphakela laFish. Ndiphume ndibhabha ukuya etoilet, naye
wabe eleqeka emva kwam. Hayi ke, ndathulula. He brought me some water
and I was grateful. I rinsed my mouthand asked him to get rid of the food.
He obliged and sprayed some Lavender Air spray to kill the seafood odour. I
got back in bed and asked him to make me a sandwich, with no cheese and
he got to it.
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Mondli:"Are you pregnant?" My head shot up. He was staring at me as
though daring me to deny it. I did the only thing I could at the moment and
cried.
Mondli:"how far are you?" I shrugged my shoulders. Come to think of it,
ever since I lost my virginity, I never had my periods. Shit, how could I have
had not noticed?
I cried more. I was really pregnant.
Mondli:"sshhh baby, it's ok. Tomorrow we will go see a Dr". I just nodded.
Now, how was I going to tell Mr and Mrs Mlambi?
#4
Nyani, ufikile ubhuti Mondli ekseni wasisa eskolweni, ndingu madam
kwiFront seat ye 1Series. iBMW ntanga. ngubani owayesitsho? phambi
kokuba ndehle mna, undinike iR50 wathi ngeye lunch, kwaye uyaxolisa
akazukwazi ukundilanda xa kuphuma isikoo.
Me:"enkosi". Ndivule ucango kuba ndizophuma. abanye bebendimele
egatini.
Mondli:"angisa tholi nehug le yembala?"
Me:"hay, uxolo." undihlekile, nam ndabe ndiphuma ndaqonda kubahlobo
bam.
Mihlali:"khawutsho, uthi kutheni ungamfuni lo bhuti?"
Q:"sekecinga ukumthatha kanti njemngoba sekekubuza lonyongo nje".
Mihlali:"unochuku Qaqamba, lento idikayo."
Q:"uxolo ke sisi, bendinga qondanga ukudika."
Mihlali:"mxm". yagqwashula yahamba intombi.
Slie:"hlukana noMihlali. Noma yini akwenze yona, khuluma naye niyilungise,
ayikho le uyenzayo."
Me:"inzima eyokuba kubile wena Qaqamba kodwa utye mna izithende."
Baqhale amehlo beno Slie ndabashiya apho.
Luqhubile usuku, oko uMihlali ehambela kude,naxa sigoduka, akakhange
ahambe nathi. Sikhwele kuSthe, unotaxi, uQaqamba wasala etaxini.
Slie:"ja, abekho laba abahlanyayo, ngitshele, ithini indaba yalo Mondli
wakho?"
Me:"ithini njani?"
Slie:"niyajoa noma?
Me:"hay, ndisacinga." Just then, I got an sms, it was from Mondli asking if I
was back from school. I responded telling him that we are passing by
Honcho's siya endlini, wathi ucela ndimkhaphe uya eHowick. Ndiqale
ndaziqhoshisa ke, wandicenga till ndivuma. Fike endlini ndakhulula
iUniform, ndanxiba iJumpsuit efloral yeskhindi endandiyi thenge eMr Price
nepump nje.
Slie:"aw, dlala mngane, uzohlanya bo umfana wabantu"
Me:"ngokwakhe lokho."
Undifonele esithi ungaphandle uMondli, ndadibana noMihlali xa ndiphuma.
Ebezibambele icuba lakhe ekhalisa umculo nge phone.
Mihlali:"awusemhle, uyaphi?"
Me:"ndiya kuMondli."
Mihlali:"ok, ukhona uQaqamba endlini?"
Me:"hay, simshiye kuSthe"
Mihlali:"omphi?"
Me:"umageza"
Mihlali:"ok. Wenze njenge ntombazane ke sthandwa, usiphathele into
emnandi."
Me:"uphambene". Uhlekile, ndahamba ndileqa kuMondli. Fike epholile
ubhuti, ekhalisa iDeep house,wabe ebambe ican ye Heineken.
Mondli:"wow, you look great"
Me:"enkosi"
Mondli:"phambi kokuthi sihambe, uzophuzani?
Me:"hay, andifuni twalwa mna"
Mondli:"awuphuzi?"
Me:"incase you didn't notice, it's Wednesday and I have school tomorrow. "
Mondli:"ok, am sure ulambile, ngikulande ungekatholi nesikhathi sokudla."
Me:"yeah, ndilambile."
Mlondi:"so, what would you like to eat?"
Me:"anything."
Mondli:"Nando's?"
Me:"yeah, I'll have a wrap". He drove to Nando's, fike wathenga take away
for mna and juice, then saqonda eHowick. Besiye kwenye nje indlu yomnye
umngani wakhe xa esitsho. Bekukhona nenye nje intombazane eseleindala
ebintle, ifakele neHairpiece entle ende, ebonakalayo ngeyemali. Igama
lentombazane bekungu Mbali, emhle man usisi. uBhuti yena beku nguSipho.
Asihlelanga kakhulu, enye into mna bendinga khululekanga kwaye
bendisafuna ukuhofunda. Uyaphela kaloku unyaka, kunjalo nje ndifuna
ukwenza iraza.
Endleleni ebuyela endlini ubuzile ba andilambanga na, ndathi hay, wazobuza
ba akhonto endizoyidinga na, ndathi hay nalapho. Fike wandishiya eFlatini,
ndaya ke kubahlobo bam ebebekhona, ngoba uQaqamba ubengekabuyi,
kwaye nathi besingenaxesha lakhe ngoba ungulobukhe alale kuSthe wakhe
iveki yonke. Sityile, safunda salala.
06:30am, Mondli called saying he will take us to school, hay bavuya bo
opeto bam. nam bendivuya ngoba kalok he is saving imali for thina.
Uyayazi into yokubangu mntana weskolo, neR5 le ibankulu kuwe.
Nyani usilandile wasisa eskolweni, waphinda wandipha iR50 yelunch,
wabika nokuba akazusilanda xa kuphuma iskolo.
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Uqhubile unyaka kuyilonto kum noMondli, endikhathalele, kodwa singakaze
sincamisane futhi ndingamazi nokuba uhlalaphi. Sigqibile ukubhala, wathi
utata ndizozigodukela. Since ndingasahlali eBoarding House, bendingazu
goduka nezinto zam zonke. Bendizothatha nje impahla. UQaqamba
noMihlali bebengabuyeli ePietermaritzburg, so bendizohlala noSlie kuphela.
Mondli wandikhapha ke mhla ndigoduka wafika wandibeka edolophini,
wajika ebuyela eMgungundlovu..
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Besifonelana uDecember wonke, and yes, bendipase kahle so umntu
ebeyothenga iJersey emhlophe. Niyalwazi udaba. uQaqamba ebesiya
eBhayi, uMihlali eDurban. Oh, bendizoba khumbula shame. Utata waphinde
wandixelela ukuba xa sele ndiphinda eskolweni ndizozihambela. Eeh,
sekwathini na kanti apha ekhaya? Fine, nyani, zafika iintsuku zokuhamba,
bayondifaka etaxini eya eDurban. Mondli undilande eDurban, sayiqwhita
ejolise eMgungundlovu.
Hayike,nithini ba ubhuti atshone eBisley kwakhe apho ngendisa eFlatini.
Mondli:"yini, uzolala lapho?" undibuzile kuba ebona ndingaphumi emotweni.
Me:"hay, ndise apho ndihlala khona."
Mondli:"uzoya ksasa"
Me:"hay Mondli, andizo lala apha mna"
Mondli:"why not? relax, we won't do anything. I just want to spend
sometime with you" yhu, I was feeling uncomfortable shame. He begged me
till I agreed. I called Slie updating her, then called home, telling them I
arrived safely.
Shame,his house was nice for indoda ehlala yodwa. He gave me a tour of
the four bedroom house, 2 and a half bathrooms, lounge, dining, kitchen,
two garages,2 carpots and swimming pool. Heeh, bekukuhle shame. I was
told to feel at home, ndingu Madam. Nanso ke intliziyo iya kwa dada
emafutheni, nokhozo lidansa iMnike. Thixo wam. Unenzani lobhuti?
Nyani, ufikile ubhuti Mondli ekseni wasisa eskolweni, ndingu madam
kwiFront seat ye 1Series. iBMW ntanga. ngubani owayesitsho? phambi
kokuba ndehle mna, undinike iR50 wathi ngeye lunch, kwaye uyaxolisa
akazukwazi ukundilanda xa kuphuma isikoo.
Me:"enkosi". Ndivule ucango kuba ndizophuma. abanye bebendimele
egatini.
Mondli:"angisa tholi nehug le yembala?"
Me:"hay, uxolo." undihlekile, nam ndabe ndiphuma ndaqonda kubahlobo
bam.
Mihlali:"khawutsho, uthi kutheni ungamfuni lo bhuti?"
Q:"sekecinga ukumthatha kanti njemngoba sekekubuza lonyongo nje".
Mihlali:"unochuku Qaqamba, lento idikayo."
Q:"uxolo ke sisi, bendinga qondanga ukudika."
Mihlali:"mxm". yagqwashula yahamba intombi.
Slie:"hlukana noMihlali. Noma yini akwenze yona, khuluma naye niyilungise,
ayikho le uyenzayo."
Me:"inzima eyokuba kubile wena Qaqamba kodwa utye mna izithende."
Baqhale amehlo beno Slie ndabashiya apho.
Luqhubile usuku, oko uMihlali ehambela kude,naxa sigoduka, akakhange
ahambe nathi. Sikhwele kuSthe, unotaxi, uQaqamba wasala etaxini.
Slie:"ja, abekho laba abahlanyayo, ngitshele, ithini indaba yalo Mondli
wakho?"
Me:"ithini njani?"
Slie:"niyajoa noma?
Me:"hay, ndisacinga." Just then, I got an sms, it was from Mondli asking if I
was back from school. I responded telling him that we are passing by
Honcho's siya endlini, wathi ucela ndimkhaphe uya eHowick. Ndiqale
ndaziqhoshisa ke, wandicenga till ndivuma. Fike endlini ndakhulula
iUniform, ndanxiba iJumpsuit efloral yeskhindi endandiyi thenge eMr Price
nepump nje.
Slie:"aw, dlala mngane, uzohlanya bo umfana wabantu"
Me:"ngokwakhe lokho."
Undifonele esithi ungaphandle uMondli, ndadibana noMihlali xa ndiphuma.
Ebezibambele icuba lakhe ekhalisa umculo nge phone.
Mihlali:"awusemhle, uyaphi?"
Me:"ndiya kuMondli."
Mihlali:"ok, ukhona uQaqamba endlini?"
Me:"hay, simshiye kuSthe"
Mihlali:"omphi?"
Me:"umageza"
Mihlali:"ok. Wenze njenge ntombazane ke sthandwa, usiphathele into
emnandi."
Me:"uphambene". Uhlekile, ndahamba ndileqa kuMondli. Fike epholile
ubhuti, ekhalisa iDeep house,wabe ebambe ican ye Heineken.
Mondli:"wow, you look great"
Me:"enkosi"
Mondli:"phambi kokuthi sihambe, uzophuzani?
Me:"hay, andifuni twalwa mna"
Mondli:"awuphuzi?"
Me:"incase you didn't notice, it's Wednesday and I have school tomorrow. "
Mondli:"ok, am sure ulambile, ngikulande ungekatholi nesikhathi sokudla."
Me:"yeah, ndilambile."
Mlondi:"so, what would you like to eat?"
Me:"anything."
Mondli:"Nando's?"
Me:"yeah, I'll have a wrap". He drove to Nando's, fike wathenga take away
for mna and juice, then saqonda eHowick. Besiye kwenye nje indlu yomnye
umngani wakhe xa esitsho. Bekukhona nenye nje intombazane eseleindala
ebintle, ifakele neHairpiece entle ende, ebonakalayo ngeyemali. Igama
lentombazane bekungu Mbali, emhle man usisi. uBhuti yena beku nguSipho.
Asihlelanga kakhulu, enye into mna bendinga khululekanga kwaye
bendisafuna ukuhofunda. Uyaphela kaloku unyaka, kunjalo nje ndifuna
ukwenza iraza.
Endleleni ebuyela endlini ubuzile ba andilambanga na, ndathi hay, wazobuza
ba akhonto endizoyidinga na, ndathi hay nalapho. Fike wandishiya eFlatini,
ndaya ke kubahlobo bam ebebekhona, ngoba uQaqamba ubengekabuyi,
kwaye nathi besingenaxesha lakhe ngoba ungulobukhe alale kuSthe wakhe
iveki yonke. Sityile, safunda salala.
06:30am, Mondli called saying he will take us to school, hay bavuya bo
opeto bam. nam bendivuya ngoba kalok he is saving imali for thina.
Uyayazi into yokubangu mntana weskolo, neR5 le ibankulu kuwe.
Nyani usilandile wasisa eskolweni, waphinda wandipha iR50 yelunch,
wabika nokuba akazusilanda xa kuphuma iskolo.
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Uqhubile unyaka kuyilonto kum noMondli, endikhathalele, kodwa singakaze
sincamisane futhi ndingamazi nokuba uhlalaphi. Sigqibile ukubhala, wathi
utata ndizozigodukela. Since ndingasahlali eBoarding House, bendingazu
goduka nezinto zam zonke. Bendizothatha nje impahla. UQaqamba
noMihlali bebengabuyeli ePietermaritzburg, so bendizohlala noSlie kuphela.
Mondli wandikhapha ke mhla ndigoduka wafika wandibeka edolophini,
wajika ebuyela eMgungundlovu..
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Besifonelana uDecember wonke, and yes, bendipase kahle so umntu
ebeyothenga iJersey emhlophe. Niyalwazi udaba. uQaqamba ebesiya
eBhayi, uMihlali eDurban. Oh, bendizoba khumbula shame. Utata waphinde
wandixelela ukuba xa sele ndiphinda eskolweni ndizozihambela. Eeh,
sekwathini na kanti apha ekhaya? Fine, nyani, zafika iintsuku zokuhamba,
bayondifaka etaxini eya eDurban. Mondli undilande eDurban, sayiqwhita
ejolise eMgungundlovu.
Hayike,nithini ba ubhuti atshone eBisley kwakhe apho ngendisa eFlatini.
Mondli:"yini, uzolala lapho?" undibuzile kuba ebona ndingaphumi emotweni.
Me:"hay, ndise apho ndihlala khona."
Mondli:"uzoya ksasa"
Me:"hay Mondli, andizo lala apha mna"
Mondli:"why not? relax, we won't do anything. I just want to spend
sometime with you" yhu, I was feeling uncomfortable shame. He begged me
till I agreed. I called Slie updating her, then called home, telling them I
arrived safely.
Shame,his house was nice for indoda ehlala yodwa. He gave me a tour of
the four bedroom house, 2 and a half bathrooms, lounge, dining, kitchen,
two garages,2 carpots and swimming pool. Heeh, bekukuhle shame. I was
told to feel at home, ndingu Madam. Nanso ke intliziyo iya kwa dada
emafutheni, nokhozo lidansa iMnike. Thixo wam. Unenzani lobhuti?
#3
Hay ke ihambile iveki, kuyilonto phakathi kwaQaqamba noMihlali.
Me: "Niyandi xaka mna kwezinsuku. Nibanga ntoni kahle kahle?"
Q: "kuhle ngoku ungazi sthwathwa, ngoba uyoquleka uthi sa".
Me: "oho, haa ndithule."
Q:"thula nyani". utsho ejamele iphone yakhe..
Q: "ningathanda ukutya ntoni namhlanje?" ubuze ngolona ncumo.
Mihlali: "mhh, ndatsho ndabawela iBurger yase Steers."
Q: "xa uyiqhelelephi na nontombi?" hahahaha, asayihleka sino Slie.
Slie: "nami bengiyicabangela uSteers shame".
Me: "ngathi ingabane Ribbs. Kuqala, ngubani ozothenga?"
Q: "phola sana". watsho eyakwancumelene nephone.
Mihlali: "noba ngubani ke, akungo noTaxi wakho."
Q: "nqandani, ngoba sendikufuphi nokuqhekeza umntu".. Utsho ephakama
enxiba izihlangu.
Q: "Yonela ndikhaphe. Nina, ningapheki, siyeza ngoku ngoku. Ekhaya ba
ndiphe imali. ciao.".
Siphumile, xa sifika ezansi yalooza into engapheliyo le inguQaqamba.
Me: "ulahlekelwe yintoni kengoku?"
Q: "kha ume maan".
Me: "sundingxolisa kalok, ndizovele ndijike kalok mna".
Q: "mxm". undidonsele ngasema robhotini, apho bekume khona iGolf 6
eBlue, ingqale inesunroof.
Me: "Haibo, umageza empompini uthenge imoto na?"
Q: "indutsu yakho ava"..
Me:"Hahahahahahaaha, yondlekile osalayo". Uvule ucango sangena
ngemva. Yhu, andothuka. Ababhuti base McDonald's.
Q: "molweni."
Sthe: "ninjani?"
Q: "siyaphia, nina?"
Mondli: "Hay sure sigrand. Yoza, ugrand mabhebeza?"
Me: "andingo mabhebeza bhuti."
Mondli:"aw,ngiyaxolisa sisters. Ugrand ke odwa?"
Me: "hay ndiphilile"
Sthe:"So, nithe nifunani?"
Q:"Steers"
Sthe:"ok ladies". Uqhubile elijolise eMidlands.
Me:"kwaze bayothengwa kude bo ukutye".
Mondli:"yini, usucikekile yithi?"
Me:"hay anditshongo". uzihlekisile ubhuti wabantu. Luhle ke lona uncumo
lwakhe umntana bantu, etsho ngofaka iSilver nje. Hahahahahahaaha,
andancuma.
Sifikile eMall, saya eSteers sa order. Sithe sisalinde I-order yethu njalo,
wathi ucela ndimkhaphe aye e Debonair's.
Mondli:"sohlangana ekarini neh". utsho kumhlobo wakhe uSthe.
Sthe:"sure ntwana". utsho ehleka uSthe wakhona, yabe izibumbile le
inguQaqamba. Ndimkhaphile safika wa order iPizza yakhe, sogqiba
wandichulela etafileni sahlala salinda.
Mondli:"so, ufunda bani?"
Me:"ndenza uGrade 11"
Mondli:"kuphi?"
Me:"Kharina".
Mondli:"ok, how old are you?"
Me:"uzondenza ntoni? wena, umngakanani?"
Mondli:"oh, hehe, injalo? well, mina ngina26, and ngifuna ubengumngane
wami".
Me: "oh". wancuma sana ubhuti wakho. Igqityiwe order yakhe, wathatha
Pizza yakhe saphuma sangqala kwi Parking lot. Qaqamba noSthe bebesele
belinde thina. Singenile emotweni wayiqhita ejolise eflatini yethu uSthe. Fike
ndehla ngathi ndiyaleqwa, ndamshiya apho uQaqamba ngoba bendiyibona
lengqondo yakhe. Ndehle nokutya ke phof. Hay, ningahe nilinge nindijonge
kanjalo. Ngene ndixhakazela endlini, bandijonga ooMihlali.
Slie: "kade nihambile. Sikuphi lesiskhebereshe?"
Me: "singamantombi kalok thina. Ningaphikinathi". Kwangena uQaqamba.
Q:"makutyiwe maqobokazana".
Slie:"khulumani, niphuma kuphi?".
Q:"bendisayofunela isithwathwa esi sethu indoda. and hay shame, uyazifela
ubhuti wabantu."
Me:"ndinaye njena umntu".
Q:"ulate sana. sathathwayo esosibhanxa. thatha nangu uMondli okufunayo."
Me:"hay ngeke ude wamdala kakhulu ngeke."
Slie:"unangakhi kanti?"
Me:"26".
Mihlali:"yho, uyaphoswa wena".
Q:"mxelele sana".
Me:"heya,niqale nini uvana na nina?"
Q:"futsek ava".
Me:"uxolo dabawo. yhu, uske ube nolaka. Kona, kwenzeka ntoni phakathi
kwakho noSthe?"
Slie:"wafa wuMagez'empompini". hahahaha, now, that was worth my
laughter.
Q:"mxm, niyahlutha ngoku miqolo yenu." ebedikwe nyani shame, nathi sabe
singayekanga ukuhleka. ndingenelwe yiMessage, xandiyivula, gqi ngeAirtime
ye R60. Hayi kalok, ningake nilinge nindijonge njalo, ndingumntana weskolo
mna.
Me:"airtime engaka ndizoyithini?"
Slie:"huh?" ndaphazanyiswa kukhala kwephone.
Me:"hello?"
Caller:"hey love. Got your airtime?"
Me:"ewe, ungubani wena?". Bendili qikelela ilizwi eli ukuba lelika Mondli.
Caller:"kanti sibangakhi uma ungazukwazi umuntu wakho?"
Me:"icacile niliqela kalok, kunjalo nje andibhuli mna."
Caller:"eish, waze wangiphoxa. Anyway yimi uMondli."
Me:"oh,ok. enkosi ngeAirtime."
Mondli:"sure, ngikubone nini ke manje?"
Me:"andazi."
Mondli:"can I take you to school tomorrow morning?"
Me:"xa ufuna."
Mondli:"why uthanda ukungi phoxa so?"
Me:"andiku phoxi."
Mondli:"ok, ngize skhathi sini."
Me:"ngo 7:30am kumele ndibe ndisesikolweni".
Mondli:"ok,ngizofika ngo 7am."
Me:"ok bhuti. bye bye."
Mondli:"haibo njalo, angi thandwa? akukho no Baby ekugcineni."
Me:"abe sathini yena umntu wakho."
Mondli:"uwena phela umuntu wami."
Me:"andiyazi kalok mna leyo."
Mondli:"ukusukela manje uyazi ke, uwumuntu wam, nami ngiwumuntu
wakho."
Me:" andinamntu mna."
Mondli:"hahaha, ok, bye bye ke love."
Ndithe ndiyibeka iphone, ndathi gqi ngabahlobo bam bendithe ntsho
ngamehlo.
Me:"Haibo, yintoni ngoku."
Slie:"Hahahahahahaaha, waze wamoyizela bo."
Mihlali:"usemathandweni siyabona". Bendiphelile luncumo, nentliziyo idada
emafutheni. kungasemnandi entliziyweni, bendibhakelwe izikoni uqobo.
Hay ke ihambile iveki, kuyilonto phakathi kwaQaqamba noMihlali.
Me: "Niyandi xaka mna kwezinsuku. Nibanga ntoni kahle kahle?"
Q: "kuhle ngoku ungazi sthwathwa, ngoba uyoquleka uthi sa".
Me: "oho, haa ndithule."
Q:"thula nyani". utsho ejamele iphone yakhe..
Q: "ningathanda ukutya ntoni namhlanje?" ubuze ngolona ncumo.
Mihlali: "mhh, ndatsho ndabawela iBurger yase Steers."
Q: "xa uyiqhelelephi na nontombi?" hahahaha, asayihleka sino Slie.
Slie: "nami bengiyicabangela uSteers shame".
Me: "ngathi ingabane Ribbs. Kuqala, ngubani ozothenga?"
Q: "phola sana". watsho eyakwancumelene nephone.
Mihlali: "noba ngubani ke, akungo noTaxi wakho."
Q: "nqandani, ngoba sendikufuphi nokuqhekeza umntu".. Utsho ephakama
enxiba izihlangu.
Q: "Yonela ndikhaphe. Nina, ningapheki, siyeza ngoku ngoku. Ekhaya ba
ndiphe imali. ciao.".
Siphumile, xa sifika ezansi yalooza into engapheliyo le inguQaqamba.
Me: "ulahlekelwe yintoni kengoku?"
Q: "kha ume maan".
Me: "sundingxolisa kalok, ndizovele ndijike kalok mna".
Q: "mxm". undidonsele ngasema robhotini, apho bekume khona iGolf 6
eBlue, ingqale inesunroof.
Me: "Haibo, umageza empompini uthenge imoto na?"
Q: "indutsu yakho ava"..
Me:"Hahahahahahaaha, yondlekile osalayo". Uvule ucango sangena
ngemva. Yhu, andothuka. Ababhuti base McDonald's.
Q: "molweni."
Sthe: "ninjani?"
Q: "siyaphia, nina?"
Mondli: "Hay sure sigrand. Yoza, ugrand mabhebeza?"
Me: "andingo mabhebeza bhuti."
Mondli:"aw,ngiyaxolisa sisters. Ugrand ke odwa?"
Me: "hay ndiphilile"
Sthe:"So, nithe nifunani?"
Q:"Steers"
Sthe:"ok ladies". Uqhubile elijolise eMidlands.
Me:"kwaze bayothengwa kude bo ukutye".
Mondli:"yini, usucikekile yithi?"
Me:"hay anditshongo". uzihlekisile ubhuti wabantu. Luhle ke lona uncumo
lwakhe umntana bantu, etsho ngofaka iSilver nje. Hahahahahahaaha,
andancuma.
Sifikile eMall, saya eSteers sa order. Sithe sisalinde I-order yethu njalo,
wathi ucela ndimkhaphe aye e Debonair's.
Mondli:"sohlangana ekarini neh". utsho kumhlobo wakhe uSthe.
Sthe:"sure ntwana". utsho ehleka uSthe wakhona, yabe izibumbile le
inguQaqamba. Ndimkhaphile safika wa order iPizza yakhe, sogqiba
wandichulela etafileni sahlala salinda.
Mondli:"so, ufunda bani?"
Me:"ndenza uGrade 11"
Mondli:"kuphi?"
Me:"Kharina".
Mondli:"ok, how old are you?"
Me:"uzondenza ntoni? wena, umngakanani?"
Mondli:"oh, hehe, injalo? well, mina ngina26, and ngifuna ubengumngane
wami".
Me: "oh". wancuma sana ubhuti wakho. Igqityiwe order yakhe, wathatha
Pizza yakhe saphuma sangqala kwi Parking lot. Qaqamba noSthe bebesele
belinde thina. Singenile emotweni wayiqhita ejolise eflatini yethu uSthe. Fike
ndehla ngathi ndiyaleqwa, ndamshiya apho uQaqamba ngoba bendiyibona
lengqondo yakhe. Ndehle nokutya ke phof. Hay, ningahe nilinge nindijonge
kanjalo. Ngene ndixhakazela endlini, bandijonga ooMihlali.
Slie: "kade nihambile. Sikuphi lesiskhebereshe?"
Me: "singamantombi kalok thina. Ningaphikinathi". Kwangena uQaqamba.
Q:"makutyiwe maqobokazana".
Slie:"khulumani, niphuma kuphi?".
Q:"bendisayofunela isithwathwa esi sethu indoda. and hay shame, uyazifela
ubhuti wabantu."
Me:"ndinaye njena umntu".
Q:"ulate sana. sathathwayo esosibhanxa. thatha nangu uMondli okufunayo."
Me:"hay ngeke ude wamdala kakhulu ngeke."
Slie:"unangakhi kanti?"
Me:"26".
Mihlali:"yho, uyaphoswa wena".
Q:"mxelele sana".
Me:"heya,niqale nini uvana na nina?"
Q:"futsek ava".
Me:"uxolo dabawo. yhu, uske ube nolaka. Kona, kwenzeka ntoni phakathi
kwakho noSthe?"
Slie:"wafa wuMagez'empompini". hahahaha, now, that was worth my
laughter.
Q:"mxm, niyahlutha ngoku miqolo yenu." ebedikwe nyani shame, nathi sabe
singayekanga ukuhleka. ndingenelwe yiMessage, xandiyivula, gqi ngeAirtime
ye R60. Hayi kalok, ningake nilinge nindijonge njalo, ndingumntana weskolo
mna.
Me:"airtime engaka ndizoyithini?"
Slie:"huh?" ndaphazanyiswa kukhala kwephone.
Me:"hello?"
Caller:"hey love. Got your airtime?"
Me:"ewe, ungubani wena?". Bendili qikelela ilizwi eli ukuba lelika Mondli.
Caller:"kanti sibangakhi uma ungazukwazi umuntu wakho?"
Me:"icacile niliqela kalok, kunjalo nje andibhuli mna."
Caller:"eish, waze wangiphoxa. Anyway yimi uMondli."
Me:"oh,ok. enkosi ngeAirtime."
Mondli:"sure, ngikubone nini ke manje?"
Me:"andazi."
Mondli:"can I take you to school tomorrow morning?"
Me:"xa ufuna."
Mondli:"why uthanda ukungi phoxa so?"
Me:"andiku phoxi."
Mondli:"ok, ngize skhathi sini."
Me:"ngo 7:30am kumele ndibe ndisesikolweni".
Mondli:"ok,ngizofika ngo 7am."
Me:"ok bhuti. bye bye."
Mondli:"haibo njalo, angi thandwa? akukho no Baby ekugcineni."
Me:"abe sathini yena umntu wakho."
Mondli:"uwena phela umuntu wami."
Me:"andiyazi kalok mna leyo."
Mondli:"ukusukela manje uyazi ke, uwumuntu wam, nami ngiwumuntu
wakho."
Me:" andinamntu mna."
Mondli:"hahaha, ok, bye bye ke love."
Ndithe ndiyibeka iphone, ndathi gqi ngabahlobo bam bendithe ntsho
ngamehlo.
Me:"Haibo, yintoni ngoku."
Slie:"Hahahahahahaaha, waze wamoyizela bo."
Mihlali:"usemathandweni siyabona". Bendiphelile luncumo, nentliziyo idada
emafutheni. kungasemnandi entliziyweni, bendibhakelwe izikoni uqobo.
#2
sade sayofika endlini oko bendiyuca, nam sendide ndithule, ndikhubeke
ndiyilonto.
Days went by engazihluphi tu uMthoko, apho bathe bambona khona
abahlobo bam, bamyuce aswele umgodi angangena kuwo. Mna eyam
intliziyo ibisexolile ba ndishiyiwe ndishiyiwe.
UQaqamba ungulo obeselandwa ngetshova ngunotaxi wakhe sana, and
empha nemali ke ubhuti.
Mihlali: ungamithi kulento yakho wena. kunjalo nje uyabonakala ba
uyalalwa.
Qaqamba: kengoku wena ungena phi xa ndilalwa?
Sli: niyesabe indoda .. Mna oko ndithule ngoba ndiyazi ukuba ndike
ndakhamisa, ndiyakukhunjuzwa ezam.
Libhabhile ke ixesha, wangoJune, sabhala sagoduka. Phof ke, sendinomnye
ofunda eAlex, uLuyanda. Ndndingamhoyanga kangako ke yena, ngoba
wayengumantombini umjongile.
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Sabuya ke kwezoholide, mna ndibuyiswa ngabazali abothuka boma xa
bebona ba sendihlala eFlatin. Azange ndiyibike kalok eyo ngoba
ndandisoyikaukuchaza ba umntu ugxothelwe ntoni. Bandingxolisa ke,
kwayilonto, bandishiya namasenti noko.
Pha emalanga, weza uLuyanda nabahlobo bakhe, kwathengwa ezibandayo,
kwanxilwa. Uphumile ke owam umntu, sphithiphithi, waphuma nomhlobo
wam uMihlali. Babuye sebebuya bobabini, naleyo, ndangayihoyi. Andazi ba
nditiphe nini, kodwa ndivue ekuseni sebengekho abafana, sabe silate
nasesikolweni.
Since singayanga endlini, we decided to go do groceries instead.
Qaqamba: khawutsho ke sihlobo, uyintoni noLuyanda?
Me: eeeh, wayibuza ibus ibhaliwe.
Qaqamba: andibuzi wena friend, ndibuza lonoqatiko unguMihlali.
Mihlali: Ndingu noqatiko Qaqamba?
Sli: khuluma, uyini noLuyanda?
Mihlali: nothing.
Q: ok girl, siyakuva ke.. heeh, ndasala ndithule ke mna ke.
Luyanda didn't bother to call me nor text that day, nam ndamyeka ke. Pha
late, walahleka uMihlali wazobuya ngo10 ebsuku.
Sli:usuyajola wena
Mihlali: hehehe, hay ke ngoku.
Q: ingabe yindoda yomntu ke leyo.
Mihlali: unengxaki wena and inkulu.
Me: niske nathini na nolamana?
Q: hay, andithule nyani..
Weeks went by, bekrwempana kubeyilonto uMihlali noQaqamba, nam
uLuyanda ndingasamazi. Besele ndiqala ukunukelwa ngumnqusho otshayo.
Me:Mihlali, ngubani le ndoda yakho ungakwazi noyiveza?
Q: hahahahahaha, ungabisamveza, kuyathathelwana apha endlini.
Sli: sohleka kanti nathi sesithathelwe.. yhu, waske wanqika iimpumlo
uMihlali wangasihoyi tu.
Me: uqumbele ntoni kengoku?. wathula umntu, hay nam ndamyeka.
Sli: masithatheni iwalk siye eMc Donald.
Mihlali: hambani, ndifuna ukufunda mna.. hehehehe, hay samshiya. Fike nje
sathenga iiIce cream, sahlala ngaphandle.
Sli: siyabizwa ma eh.
Q: ngubani?
Sli: those guys in silver grey BMW.
Me: hahaha, masiyeni.
Q: hay ska, mabeze bona.. hahaha, nako uSli ebakhweba naye. hehehe,
behle, beza nyani oobhuti. babini ke.
Guy 1: haw, sanibona.
Q: ewe ke.
Guy1: ninjani kodwa.
Q: siphilile, wena?
Guy1: hay sure, nathi sigrand.
Guy2: yini indaba ningezi sinibiza?
Me: nina abafuba thina kalok.
Guy2: oh. Mina ngiwuMondli.
Guy1: Sthe. nina?
Me: Yonela
Q: Qaqamba
Sli: Slindile.
Guy1: so, where do you guys live?.. Sli told him.
Guy2: so, when can we visit?
Q: niyobe nisiphathele ntoni ke bethunana?
Guy1: noba yhini eniyifunayo.
Q: mmmhhh, ndiyakuva.. They asked for our numbers, nathi ke sabanika
and they left. We left after them..
# to be continued
sade sayofika endlini oko bendiyuca, nam sendide ndithule, ndikhubeke
ndiyilonto.
Days went by engazihluphi tu uMthoko, apho bathe bambona khona
abahlobo bam, bamyuce aswele umgodi angangena kuwo. Mna eyam
intliziyo ibisexolile ba ndishiyiwe ndishiyiwe.
UQaqamba ungulo obeselandwa ngetshova ngunotaxi wakhe sana, and
empha nemali ke ubhuti.
Mihlali: ungamithi kulento yakho wena. kunjalo nje uyabonakala ba
uyalalwa.
Qaqamba: kengoku wena ungena phi xa ndilalwa?
Sli: niyesabe indoda .. Mna oko ndithule ngoba ndiyazi ukuba ndike
ndakhamisa, ndiyakukhunjuzwa ezam.
Libhabhile ke ixesha, wangoJune, sabhala sagoduka. Phof ke, sendinomnye
ofunda eAlex, uLuyanda. Ndndingamhoyanga kangako ke yena, ngoba
wayengumantombini umjongile.
¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤
Sabuya ke kwezoholide, mna ndibuyiswa ngabazali abothuka boma xa
bebona ba sendihlala eFlatin. Azange ndiyibike kalok eyo ngoba
ndandisoyikaukuchaza ba umntu ugxothelwe ntoni. Bandingxolisa ke,
kwayilonto, bandishiya namasenti noko.
Pha emalanga, weza uLuyanda nabahlobo bakhe, kwathengwa ezibandayo,
kwanxilwa. Uphumile ke owam umntu, sphithiphithi, waphuma nomhlobo
wam uMihlali. Babuye sebebuya bobabini, naleyo, ndangayihoyi. Andazi ba
nditiphe nini, kodwa ndivue ekuseni sebengekho abafana, sabe silate
nasesikolweni.
Since singayanga endlini, we decided to go do groceries instead.
Qaqamba: khawutsho ke sihlobo, uyintoni noLuyanda?
Me: eeeh, wayibuza ibus ibhaliwe.
Qaqamba: andibuzi wena friend, ndibuza lonoqatiko unguMihlali.
Mihlali: Ndingu noqatiko Qaqamba?
Sli: khuluma, uyini noLuyanda?
Mihlali: nothing.
Q: ok girl, siyakuva ke.. heeh, ndasala ndithule ke mna ke.
Luyanda didn't bother to call me nor text that day, nam ndamyeka ke. Pha
late, walahleka uMihlali wazobuya ngo10 ebsuku.
Sli:usuyajola wena
Mihlali: hehehe, hay ke ngoku.
Q: ingabe yindoda yomntu ke leyo.
Mihlali: unengxaki wena and inkulu.
Me: niske nathini na nolamana?
Q: hay, andithule nyani..
Weeks went by, bekrwempana kubeyilonto uMihlali noQaqamba, nam
uLuyanda ndingasamazi. Besele ndiqala ukunukelwa ngumnqusho otshayo.
Me:Mihlali, ngubani le ndoda yakho ungakwazi noyiveza?
Q: hahahahahaha, ungabisamveza, kuyathathelwana apha endlini.
Sli: sohleka kanti nathi sesithathelwe.. yhu, waske wanqika iimpumlo
uMihlali wangasihoyi tu.
Me: uqumbele ntoni kengoku?. wathula umntu, hay nam ndamyeka.
Sli: masithatheni iwalk siye eMc Donald.
Mihlali: hambani, ndifuna ukufunda mna.. hehehehe, hay samshiya. Fike nje
sathenga iiIce cream, sahlala ngaphandle.
Sli: siyabizwa ma eh.
Q: ngubani?
Sli: those guys in silver grey BMW.
Me: hahaha, masiyeni.
Q: hay ska, mabeze bona.. hahaha, nako uSli ebakhweba naye. hehehe,
behle, beza nyani oobhuti. babini ke.
Guy 1: haw, sanibona.
Q: ewe ke.
Guy1: ninjani kodwa.
Q: siphilile, wena?
Guy1: hay sure, nathi sigrand.
Guy2: yini indaba ningezi sinibiza?
Me: nina abafuba thina kalok.
Guy2: oh. Mina ngiwuMondli.
Guy1: Sthe. nina?
Me: Yonela
Q: Qaqamba
Sli: Slindile.
Guy1: so, where do you guys live?.. Sli told him.
Guy2: so, when can we visit?
Q: niyobe nisiphathele ntoni ke bethunana?
Guy1: noba yhini eniyifunayo.
Q: mmmhhh, ndiyakuva.. They asked for our numbers, nathi ke sabanika
and they left. We left after them..
# to be continued
#1
Besihlala ke kulo flat, kumnandi kuyilonto. Zivaliwe ke izikolo ngoMarch,
sonke sagoduka, sigodukela iPasika..
uQaqamba wabuya kuqala ke yena kunathi, naleyo yangabinangxaki. yiva
nansi ke into,sonke sisezintombi ngokwazi kwethu, kodwa apha
emakhwenkweni, siyazithandela hay nje kancinci.
Usuku lwethu lokuqala, sike sadibanisa ke amasenti sathenga noko
ezibandayo zambalwa, sincokolelana ngeholide yethu mokuba besisenzani.
# ndilibele ubalisa ba uQaqamba noMihlali bayatshaya notshaya ke bona.
Mihlali:yhu, phanse ndibhaqwe ngutata ndinibalisele.
Q: xa ubusenzani wena?
Mihlali: koku kunqanqatheka kwam. Qonda ukuba make ndithi tsi ngasese
ndizimincele khona kanti elaxhegonalo lifolile liguna ukungena.. yhuu, zange
siyihleke kanje.
Me: kwathini kengoku mbhesti.
Mihlali: ufike kunuka kaloku, wabuza, nam ndathi ndifike kunjalo, phofu
andimanga, ndileqe uyoquma iphunga eli likum.
Q: usazobhaqwa wena ngoba awukwazi kuzibamba.
Mihlali: ungabisayithetha mfondini.
We chilled, kumnandi sisela sade sayolala.
sivukile ngakusa salungiselela ukuya eskolweni, sileqe nokujonga ireports
zethu ngoba singaba abangazange bazilande kalok. Kamnandi xasifika
eMarkete, kwabe kuzolayisha uSiya umntu kaQaqamba, sasoske sangena
kuye. Xa kufikwa esikolweni, uthi kuQaqamba angehli.
Q:haibo Sthe, funeka ndiye eskolweni.
Sthe: ngeke uze ufe usuku olunye mfethu.
Q: ha.a yho, ndiyehla mna.
Sthe: hey, ngitheni kuwena.. Hay, wajala umhlobo wethu, wazinza ndimbona
ba uyoyika. sehla kenathi sixakeke sinjalo, yajika ikhumbi yomfana, ijika
noQ wethu noscabha wakhona.
Mihlali: kuvele kwathini kanti.
Slindi: ningathi angini tshelanga, uyolalwa umngani wethu.
Mihlali: akuyonyo entsha naleyo.
Me: hay, ufuna ukuthini ngoku?.. saphazanyiswa kukukhala kwensimbi
yokungenisa umthandazo. Nako ke nathi sileqa uyofola, uSli wama emva
kwam. oko ke sibuzana ngalento kaQ sinoSli. Break time, akhange sidibane
ke noMihlali ngoba ebekwi Duty yakhe yokubali Prefect.
Ungazibuza, sipasa njani. Siyapasa sonke kodwa uMihlali ukrelekrele
ukusogqitha sonke. Yilentlobo ekungafuneki uphike nayo..
Ithe xa iphuma iphuma ibreak, ndambona umntu wam ehamba nomnye
umntwana wakwa six. umntu wam ebefunda uMatric ke naye, eyiPrefect.
Sijole kwiiveki ezimbini phambi kokuba kuvalwe izikolo.
Sli: ha we mha, uyamyeka. weMthoko wena.. utshilo owam umhlobo,
ekhwaza lomntu wam. wothuka waphanse ukuquleka umfana wabantu.
Me: hay maan wena, khoyeke omnye umntwana.. ndatsho ndimtsala
umhlobo lo wam sisiya ecklasini yesiZulu. engashwabuli maan uSli,
ubungafunga ngumntu wakhe lo uthathiweyo. Mna bendikhubeke
ndiyinyama.
phone yam iye yangcangcazela. Xandi jonga, nguMthoko ngo WhatsApp..
"will see you afterschool. love you".. rha, khange ndizihluphe ngoku
phendula. Uyandiqhela mos..
After school siphume sele endilindile umfana womzulu. Sithe singakafiki
eKhan Road shop, seva ngesiqhazolo sensini esikhatshwa zizithuko.
Sithe xa sijika, sabona ba yilantombazane ibihamba noMthoko ngebreak
neskwata sakhe, babe belandelwa nguMihlali noSli. Bekuthukanisa uSli.
Hahaha, ichomi endinayo.. Bathukene ke sana, ndathi ndisajonge leyo,
wavele wamisa itaxi umfana womzulu wahamba.. Yhoo, haibo.. Ndidonse
ichomi ezi zam, nam ndamisa itaxi sahamba.
Mihlali: haibo, kanti use kanje uMthoko?
Sli: ngisazo sithola leso slima. usijwayela kabi.
Me: hahahahahaha, ujola nabani kanti?
Sli: tsekk wena.
Mihlali: inyabile le.
Me: ungathi ndinyabile.
Sli: hay futsek wena.. Ndathula, ndikhubeke ndinjalo
Besihlala ke kulo flat, kumnandi kuyilonto. Zivaliwe ke izikolo ngoMarch,
sonke sagoduka, sigodukela iPasika..
uQaqamba wabuya kuqala ke yena kunathi, naleyo yangabinangxaki. yiva
nansi ke into,sonke sisezintombi ngokwazi kwethu, kodwa apha
emakhwenkweni, siyazithandela hay nje kancinci.
Usuku lwethu lokuqala, sike sadibanisa ke amasenti sathenga noko
ezibandayo zambalwa, sincokolelana ngeholide yethu mokuba besisenzani.
# ndilibele ubalisa ba uQaqamba noMihlali bayatshaya notshaya ke bona.
Mihlali:yhu, phanse ndibhaqwe ngutata ndinibalisele.
Q: xa ubusenzani wena?
Mihlali: koku kunqanqatheka kwam. Qonda ukuba make ndithi tsi ngasese
ndizimincele khona kanti elaxhegonalo lifolile liguna ukungena.. yhuu, zange
siyihleke kanje.
Me: kwathini kengoku mbhesti.
Mihlali: ufike kunuka kaloku, wabuza, nam ndathi ndifike kunjalo, phofu
andimanga, ndileqe uyoquma iphunga eli likum.
Q: usazobhaqwa wena ngoba awukwazi kuzibamba.
Mihlali: ungabisayithetha mfondini.
We chilled, kumnandi sisela sade sayolala.
sivukile ngakusa salungiselela ukuya eskolweni, sileqe nokujonga ireports
zethu ngoba singaba abangazange bazilande kalok. Kamnandi xasifika
eMarkete, kwabe kuzolayisha uSiya umntu kaQaqamba, sasoske sangena
kuye. Xa kufikwa esikolweni, uthi kuQaqamba angehli.
Q:haibo Sthe, funeka ndiye eskolweni.
Sthe: ngeke uze ufe usuku olunye mfethu.
Q: ha.a yho, ndiyehla mna.
Sthe: hey, ngitheni kuwena.. Hay, wajala umhlobo wethu, wazinza ndimbona
ba uyoyika. sehla kenathi sixakeke sinjalo, yajika ikhumbi yomfana, ijika
noQ wethu noscabha wakhona.
Mihlali: kuvele kwathini kanti.
Slindi: ningathi angini tshelanga, uyolalwa umngani wethu.
Mihlali: akuyonyo entsha naleyo.
Me: hay, ufuna ukuthini ngoku?.. saphazanyiswa kukukhala kwensimbi
yokungenisa umthandazo. Nako ke nathi sileqa uyofola, uSli wama emva
kwam. oko ke sibuzana ngalento kaQ sinoSli. Break time, akhange sidibane
ke noMihlali ngoba ebekwi Duty yakhe yokubali Prefect.
Ungazibuza, sipasa njani. Siyapasa sonke kodwa uMihlali ukrelekrele
ukusogqitha sonke. Yilentlobo ekungafuneki uphike nayo..
Ithe xa iphuma iphuma ibreak, ndambona umntu wam ehamba nomnye
umntwana wakwa six. umntu wam ebefunda uMatric ke naye, eyiPrefect.
Sijole kwiiveki ezimbini phambi kokuba kuvalwe izikolo.
Sli: ha we mha, uyamyeka. weMthoko wena.. utshilo owam umhlobo,
ekhwaza lomntu wam. wothuka waphanse ukuquleka umfana wabantu.
Me: hay maan wena, khoyeke omnye umntwana.. ndatsho ndimtsala
umhlobo lo wam sisiya ecklasini yesiZulu. engashwabuli maan uSli,
ubungafunga ngumntu wakhe lo uthathiweyo. Mna bendikhubeke
ndiyinyama.
phone yam iye yangcangcazela. Xandi jonga, nguMthoko ngo WhatsApp..
"will see you afterschool. love you".. rha, khange ndizihluphe ngoku
phendula. Uyandiqhela mos..
After school siphume sele endilindile umfana womzulu. Sithe singakafiki
eKhan Road shop, seva ngesiqhazolo sensini esikhatshwa zizithuko.
Sithe xa sijika, sabona ba yilantombazane ibihamba noMthoko ngebreak
neskwata sakhe, babe belandelwa nguMihlali noSli. Bekuthukanisa uSli.
Hahaha, ichomi endinayo.. Bathukene ke sana, ndathi ndisajonge leyo,
wavele wamisa itaxi umfana womzulu wahamba.. Yhoo, haibo.. Ndidonse
ichomi ezi zam, nam ndamisa itaxi sahamba.
Mihlali: haibo, kanti use kanje uMthoko?
Sli: ngisazo sithola leso slima. usijwayela kabi.
Me: hahahahahaha, ujola nabani kanti?
Sli: tsekk wena.
Mihlali: inyabile le.
Me: ungathi ndinyabile.
Sli: hay futsek wena.. Ndathula, ndikhubeke ndinjalo
Lento iqale ndisafunda u standard 8, eKharina Secondary. Oko ndajola,
akekho endingathi ndake ndaqhuba naye ixesha elingaphaya kwe nyanga
ezintathu. Bonke baske bavuke iimpiko, kubezintaka zibhabha.
Ndithe xa ndifunda ibanga lethoba, ndagxothwa eBoarding house, kunye
nabahlobo bam, sigxothelwa amakhwenkwe nalapho. sasingaba behla
besonyuka, ngezinye iimini singayi nasesikolweni. iyaziwa ke into
yaseMakethe xasele kudibene iziqavi zodwa.
singabahlobo abane ngokwenani. thina sibabini sikwibanga elinye, lethoba,
abanye ababini kweleshuki, kodwa awunotsho.
ndim noSlindile aka Sli ke kwelethoba.. kube nguQaqamba noMihlali
kweleshumi.
USlindile ungumZulubyedwa. ngowase Richmond.
¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤
hay ke iintombi ezisithi, zike azabinangxaki zisogxothwa, ngoba bafumene
iFlat kwakhona edolophini, begibela xa besiya eskolweni. ibithi xa iphelile
imali yokugibela, bancedwe ngunotaxi kaQaqamba.. niyayazi ke into
yabantwana besikolo..
##### # ndiyebuya , kusaphele IBattery
akekho endingathi ndake ndaqhuba naye ixesha elingaphaya kwe nyanga
ezintathu. Bonke baske bavuke iimpiko, kubezintaka zibhabha.
Ndithe xa ndifunda ibanga lethoba, ndagxothwa eBoarding house, kunye
nabahlobo bam, sigxothelwa amakhwenkwe nalapho. sasingaba behla
besonyuka, ngezinye iimini singayi nasesikolweni. iyaziwa ke into
yaseMakethe xasele kudibene iziqavi zodwa.
singabahlobo abane ngokwenani. thina sibabini sikwibanga elinye, lethoba,
abanye ababini kweleshuki, kodwa awunotsho.
ndim noSlindile aka Sli ke kwelethoba.. kube nguQaqamba noMihlali
kweleshumi.
USlindile ungumZulubyedwa. ngowase Richmond.
¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤
hay ke iintombi ezisithi, zike azabinangxaki zisogxothwa, ngoba bafumene
iFlat kwakhona edolophini, begibela xa besiya eskolweni. ibithi xa iphelile
imali yokugibela, bancedwe ngunotaxi kaQaqamba.. niyayazi ke into
yabantwana besikolo..
##### # ndiyebuya , kusaphele IBattery
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